We Dance in Misery
Disclaimer: All as before
WARNING: This chapter contains rape. Do not read if you're uber sensitive about this subject!!
Chapter Seven
~~Begin Chapter~~
The next thing Christian knew he was back on the streets, Zidler kicking him. "You never, ever leave me again, you hear me? Come on, you moron!"
Zidler grabbed Christian by his hair and dragged him down the street. Christian closed his eyes in pain and yelled as he tried to make Zidler let go of him. But Zidler wouldn't let go, and Christian got to his feet, still bent over as Zidler led him. "I'm sorry, sir! I'm sorry!"
"Sorry isn't good enough for the money you lost me!" Zidler said. He gave Christian a hard pull, "Now let's go! It's to the flat for you! You're going to get an extra treat today!"
"No, sir, please, don't do it again!" Christian pleaded and sobbed Zidler scowled as he threw Christian foward.
"Don't plead with me, boy! You're getting what you deserve!" Zidler yelled. He came upon the apartment and dragged Christian up the stairs, kicking him occasionally. Zidler opened the door to the apartment and threw Christian in. Christian curled up into a fetal position crying, hoping to god that this was just a dream, a nightmare he'd wake up from, to be in Davey's arm, in their bed, in their apartment.
"Please, no...oh god, please no," Christian sobbed.
"Shut-up!" Zidler hissed and smacked Christian with his can. "You know what to do!"
Christian shook his head stupidly, "No, please no."
"DO IT!" Zidler yelled. Christian stripped down to nothing and stood like a military man before Zidler. His body racking with sobs. Zidler rubbed his hands over Christian's nude body as he licked his lips hungrily. Christian backed up, but only recieved a slap from Zidler. "I didn't say you could move!"
"Sorry...sorry.." Christian sobbed.
"Shut-up!" Zidler hissed again. He bit along Christian's neck. Christian couldn't help but cry, he felt so indecent...so unfaithful. Zidler bit down onto Christian's neck far too hard, drawing some blood, Christian yelped in pain. Zidler kneed him in the thigh, a silent way of telling him to shut-up. Christian tried to keep his hands over himself as Zidler licked his way down his chest, but Zidler hit his hands with his cane, Christian didn't want him to see the natural affects the sensation of a tongue on his chest created. Zidler grinned, "I knew you liked this."
"I hate you." Christian hissed. Zidler used his cane like a bat and swung it into Christian's stomach. Christian bent over double, gasping and wheezing for breath. Zidler knocked him down and took off his own pants and took Christian, raw and unprepared. Christian's eyes filled with tears of pain as Zidler thrusted forcefully into him, caring for nothing but his own pleasure. Over and over, Christian sobbed at every thrust, it kept going for a while until Christian came unto the floor, Zidler grabbed his cane and beat Christian over the back.
"I didn't say you could climax," Zidler nearly yelled. He thrusted a few more times until he finally came as well. He stayed shafted in Christian for a while before withdrawing. Christian was bleeding profusely, but Zidler didn't care. He turned Christian over and pulled him up by the hair, he took him to the bath and drew the water. "Get in."
Christian got in and Zidler stopped the water. Christian didn't move until Zidler finally grabbed Christian by the hair and dunked him a few times. The first time was always the longest, but then the shorter time he was under, the shorter time he was brought up for air. Finally after a while, Zidler stopped. All the while he was dunking Christian, Zidler had been caressing himself, and he need someone to take him. He pulled Christian out of the tub and pushed Christian's head to his own cock.
"Suck!" Zidler said. Christian shook his head but Zidler beat him into submission. Hesitantly, Christian took Zidler's cock, which smelled and was quite repulsive into his mouth and began to bob his head. Zidler tilted his head back as he moaned. Christian let the tears fall freely as he was forced to deep throat Zidler's cock. Finally, Zidler came into Christian's mouth, he spat it out.
"SWALLOW!" Zidler roared, Christian swallowed what little was in his mouth, already feeling nauseated. Zidler pulled Christian by the hair and put him back in the tub, then he pulled him out and shackled him to the rafters by his hands leaving him to hang there. "Next time you leave, I'll find you and use ropes! This will teach you a lesson you won't forget!"
With that Zidler put on his pants and left the room, leaving Christian hanging from the ceiling, covered in cold water, cold by the wind from the open window, and nude. "I don't want to die tonight...."
~~Bar Absinthe~~
Back in the Bar Absinthe, Davey was so caught up in the exubrence of the crowd, he hadn't noticed Christian had left. When he did, he assumed it was to the bathroom, but then after a few songs, Christian wasn't back. He began to worry. His concentration thrown off, he apologized to the crowd and said they'd be back the next night hopefully, but had to cut this show short.
The curtain closed and Jade walked up to Davey and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Christian's been gone for a while now, I don't have a good feeling about this," Davey said. "I'm worried."
"Don't worry, we'll find him, Davey, I promise," Jade said. He pulled Davey in a brotherly hug and walked off to find Lena, hoping she was alright. Davey helped pack up the stuff and waited for the crowd to disperse, and looked for Christian. He was no where in sight. Davey leaned against a wall and sighed heavily, there was an unsettling feeling in his stomach.
Jade walked by with Lena in hand, he stopped by Davey. "Davey, did you find him?"
"No," Davey's voice cracked. "I don't know where he is! Jade, I'm afraid...afraid that his fear found him again."
"What? Who are you looking for?" Lena asked.
"Christian," Davey said, half in a sob and half in a whine.
"Christian? Christian James? Oh god," Lena sobbed. Jade put a comforting and protective arm around her.
"Lena what's wrong?" Jade asked.
"I hate myself."
"No, no, don't hate yourself. What's wrong? Don't hate yourself, please!"
"I saw what happened, I was so scared, I couldn't speak. Christian, I think he understood, but...I can't believe I didn't know who he was here for...I was so worried, I'm so scared..."
"What's wrong, Lena? Please tell us, what happend?"
"He came back, he found him. He's been looking for a while..." Lena sobbed.
"Who, Lena? Who?"
"He was so close, he could have taken me too, but he wanted Christian..." Lena sobbed. "The girls have been able to get out of that horrible life mainly because Zidler has been looking for Christian."
"Who? Zidler?" Davey asked. Lena nodded. "Zidler...of course!"
Davey shot off to his apartment. Jade look confused for a moment. "Who's Zidler?"
"The pimp," Lena said. "He's a horrible man, he used to be alright, so jovial and like a father, but now, he's so abusive. Now that he's found Christian, he'll be looking for the girls who have escaped. No doubt he'll look for me, I'm good friends with Christian."
"I won't let him get you, Lena," Jade hugged Lena. "I promise, he won't come near you. Now, we have to find Christian, do you know where Zidler stays?"
~~
Zidler walked back into the room two hours later, carrying a collar and leash, he unshackled Christian. Christian dropped to the ground, shivering and trembling in fear and cold. Zidler put the cold metal collar around Christian neck and attached the chain leash to it. He pulled Christian along, "Come on, boy, we're going to live somewhere new now. People may look for you and some may know where to look."
Christian sobbed and trembled but followed, on knees at times and sometimes being dragged, or actually walking meekly and hunched over. After a while, Zidler came up to a building and unlocked the door, he pulled Christian up a few flights of stairs before opening another door to a new flat. It looked worse than Christian's flat and was a few blocks away. Zidler took out a few ropes and attached them to the rafters and tied Christian by the wrists and let him hang there a while. He walked into the bathroom and filled a bucket with ice and water then walked back into the room Christian was in. He threw the water on Christian. Christian gasped at the cold and shivered.
"Don't fall asleep, or you'll freeze, I wouldn't want you to die before your punishment was over," Zidler said. He opened all the windows in the room before going into the warm bedroom to sleep.
Christian sobbed, oh how he wished he were with Davey. How much he wished he were dreaming and that he'd wake up in Davey's arms in their bed, warm and comforted and protected. Christian cried himself to a fitful, and cold dreamless sleep.
~~End Chapter~~
Is that angsty? Do you think it's angsty? Well, tell me what you think! Thanks!
~Jester
Disclaimer: All as before
WARNING: This chapter contains rape. Do not read if you're uber sensitive about this subject!!
Chapter Seven
~~Begin Chapter~~
The next thing Christian knew he was back on the streets, Zidler kicking him. "You never, ever leave me again, you hear me? Come on, you moron!"
Zidler grabbed Christian by his hair and dragged him down the street. Christian closed his eyes in pain and yelled as he tried to make Zidler let go of him. But Zidler wouldn't let go, and Christian got to his feet, still bent over as Zidler led him. "I'm sorry, sir! I'm sorry!"
"Sorry isn't good enough for the money you lost me!" Zidler said. He gave Christian a hard pull, "Now let's go! It's to the flat for you! You're going to get an extra treat today!"
"No, sir, please, don't do it again!" Christian pleaded and sobbed Zidler scowled as he threw Christian foward.
"Don't plead with me, boy! You're getting what you deserve!" Zidler yelled. He came upon the apartment and dragged Christian up the stairs, kicking him occasionally. Zidler opened the door to the apartment and threw Christian in. Christian curled up into a fetal position crying, hoping to god that this was just a dream, a nightmare he'd wake up from, to be in Davey's arm, in their bed, in their apartment.
"Please, no...oh god, please no," Christian sobbed.
"Shut-up!" Zidler hissed and smacked Christian with his can. "You know what to do!"
Christian shook his head stupidly, "No, please no."
"DO IT!" Zidler yelled. Christian stripped down to nothing and stood like a military man before Zidler. His body racking with sobs. Zidler rubbed his hands over Christian's nude body as he licked his lips hungrily. Christian backed up, but only recieved a slap from Zidler. "I didn't say you could move!"
"Sorry...sorry.." Christian sobbed.
"Shut-up!" Zidler hissed again. He bit along Christian's neck. Christian couldn't help but cry, he felt so indecent...so unfaithful. Zidler bit down onto Christian's neck far too hard, drawing some blood, Christian yelped in pain. Zidler kneed him in the thigh, a silent way of telling him to shut-up. Christian tried to keep his hands over himself as Zidler licked his way down his chest, but Zidler hit his hands with his cane, Christian didn't want him to see the natural affects the sensation of a tongue on his chest created. Zidler grinned, "I knew you liked this."
"I hate you." Christian hissed. Zidler used his cane like a bat and swung it into Christian's stomach. Christian bent over double, gasping and wheezing for breath. Zidler knocked him down and took off his own pants and took Christian, raw and unprepared. Christian's eyes filled with tears of pain as Zidler thrusted forcefully into him, caring for nothing but his own pleasure. Over and over, Christian sobbed at every thrust, it kept going for a while until Christian came unto the floor, Zidler grabbed his cane and beat Christian over the back.
"I didn't say you could climax," Zidler nearly yelled. He thrusted a few more times until he finally came as well. He stayed shafted in Christian for a while before withdrawing. Christian was bleeding profusely, but Zidler didn't care. He turned Christian over and pulled him up by the hair, he took him to the bath and drew the water. "Get in."
Christian got in and Zidler stopped the water. Christian didn't move until Zidler finally grabbed Christian by the hair and dunked him a few times. The first time was always the longest, but then the shorter time he was under, the shorter time he was brought up for air. Finally after a while, Zidler stopped. All the while he was dunking Christian, Zidler had been caressing himself, and he need someone to take him. He pulled Christian out of the tub and pushed Christian's head to his own cock.
"Suck!" Zidler said. Christian shook his head but Zidler beat him into submission. Hesitantly, Christian took Zidler's cock, which smelled and was quite repulsive into his mouth and began to bob his head. Zidler tilted his head back as he moaned. Christian let the tears fall freely as he was forced to deep throat Zidler's cock. Finally, Zidler came into Christian's mouth, he spat it out.
"SWALLOW!" Zidler roared, Christian swallowed what little was in his mouth, already feeling nauseated. Zidler pulled Christian by the hair and put him back in the tub, then he pulled him out and shackled him to the rafters by his hands leaving him to hang there. "Next time you leave, I'll find you and use ropes! This will teach you a lesson you won't forget!"
With that Zidler put on his pants and left the room, leaving Christian hanging from the ceiling, covered in cold water, cold by the wind from the open window, and nude. "I don't want to die tonight...."
~~Bar Absinthe~~
Back in the Bar Absinthe, Davey was so caught up in the exubrence of the crowd, he hadn't noticed Christian had left. When he did, he assumed it was to the bathroom, but then after a few songs, Christian wasn't back. He began to worry. His concentration thrown off, he apologized to the crowd and said they'd be back the next night hopefully, but had to cut this show short.
The curtain closed and Jade walked up to Davey and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Christian's been gone for a while now, I don't have a good feeling about this," Davey said. "I'm worried."
"Don't worry, we'll find him, Davey, I promise," Jade said. He pulled Davey in a brotherly hug and walked off to find Lena, hoping she was alright. Davey helped pack up the stuff and waited for the crowd to disperse, and looked for Christian. He was no where in sight. Davey leaned against a wall and sighed heavily, there was an unsettling feeling in his stomach.
Jade walked by with Lena in hand, he stopped by Davey. "Davey, did you find him?"
"No," Davey's voice cracked. "I don't know where he is! Jade, I'm afraid...afraid that his fear found him again."
"What? Who are you looking for?" Lena asked.
"Christian," Davey said, half in a sob and half in a whine.
"Christian? Christian James? Oh god," Lena sobbed. Jade put a comforting and protective arm around her.
"Lena what's wrong?" Jade asked.
"I hate myself."
"No, no, don't hate yourself. What's wrong? Don't hate yourself, please!"
"I saw what happened, I was so scared, I couldn't speak. Christian, I think he understood, but...I can't believe I didn't know who he was here for...I was so worried, I'm so scared..."
"What's wrong, Lena? Please tell us, what happend?"
"He came back, he found him. He's been looking for a while..." Lena sobbed.
"Who, Lena? Who?"
"He was so close, he could have taken me too, but he wanted Christian..." Lena sobbed. "The girls have been able to get out of that horrible life mainly because Zidler has been looking for Christian."
"Who? Zidler?" Davey asked. Lena nodded. "Zidler...of course!"
Davey shot off to his apartment. Jade look confused for a moment. "Who's Zidler?"
"The pimp," Lena said. "He's a horrible man, he used to be alright, so jovial and like a father, but now, he's so abusive. Now that he's found Christian, he'll be looking for the girls who have escaped. No doubt he'll look for me, I'm good friends with Christian."
"I won't let him get you, Lena," Jade hugged Lena. "I promise, he won't come near you. Now, we have to find Christian, do you know where Zidler stays?"
~~
Zidler walked back into the room two hours later, carrying a collar and leash, he unshackled Christian. Christian dropped to the ground, shivering and trembling in fear and cold. Zidler put the cold metal collar around Christian neck and attached the chain leash to it. He pulled Christian along, "Come on, boy, we're going to live somewhere new now. People may look for you and some may know where to look."
Christian sobbed and trembled but followed, on knees at times and sometimes being dragged, or actually walking meekly and hunched over. After a while, Zidler came up to a building and unlocked the door, he pulled Christian up a few flights of stairs before opening another door to a new flat. It looked worse than Christian's flat and was a few blocks away. Zidler took out a few ropes and attached them to the rafters and tied Christian by the wrists and let him hang there a while. He walked into the bathroom and filled a bucket with ice and water then walked back into the room Christian was in. He threw the water on Christian. Christian gasped at the cold and shivered.
"Don't fall asleep, or you'll freeze, I wouldn't want you to die before your punishment was over," Zidler said. He opened all the windows in the room before going into the warm bedroom to sleep.
Christian sobbed, oh how he wished he were with Davey. How much he wished he were dreaming and that he'd wake up in Davey's arms in their bed, warm and comforted and protected. Christian cried himself to a fitful, and cold dreamless sleep.
~~End Chapter~~
Is that angsty? Do you think it's angsty? Well, tell me what you think! Thanks!
~Jester