From The Eyes of Your Beloved
By YoruameBaroness
Disclaimer: I don't really think I should have to air a disclaimer, but here it is: Meiling Li and Cardcaptor Sakura are the property of CLAMP.
It was so amusing to watch them blush. I couldn't help but laugh as they both blushed so much around each other. I mean, it was so OBVIOUS that they loved each other.
It seems kind of strange for me to watch Syoaran love another girl. I remember when I first came to Tomoeda, I viewed Sakura as competition when all she tried to do was be friendly, like she always was. I was so mean to her, always snapping and putting her down. I actually feel kind of guilty now for treating her like that; because she'd done nothing to deserve that kind of treatment. I viewed everything between Syoaran and Sakura—and between Sakura and myself—as a sort of competition. Every card that went to Sakura I claimed should go to Syoaran.
But that moment, when Syoaran addressed her by her first name. It was then that I realized that he loved her. Oh, how I was so hurt! I felt betrayed almost; here the man –yes, man—I was supposed to marry had fallen in love with another girl! Indeed, my heart was broken. I'm glad Tomoyo was there to comfort me.
It wasn't that I didn't like Sakura. I tried so hard NOT to like her, but how could you NOT like Sakura? She's nice to EVERYONE. It's impossible NOT to like someone as carefree as her.
Now, when I look at them together, I feel . . .happy. I never thought I could watch the guy I loved love another girl, but I am. I'm positive that there's someone out there for me that will love me just as much as Syoaran loves Sakura. And I'm happy for Syoaran, because he's happier with Sakura than he could have ever been with me.
And that's all I ever wanted for him. All I ever wanted was for Syoaran to be happy. And I'm content to see him happy, because that's all that matters.