I really am TRYING to make longer chapters. It's just not working!

Ok so we're entering the dramatic scenes.

Lmao- as if my riting could be anything else!

Ok ok, so not much more to go i don't think... i tend to change things tho!

Summary- James Potter Has the biggest ego at Hogwarts, or so he thought. When he became head boy, he found that the girl he always fought with, had one to match his own. See what happens when their passionate hate for each other becomes into a passionate something else.

I do keep telling you ppl, this is rated R for a reason!!!

Lol (as if i need to repeat!)

Disclaimer- Although I am talented, and can rite fabtabulously, I am not J.K. Rowling, therefore I am not a multimillionaire (In fact the richest woman in England) I do however live in England. I also do not own any film rights and am not part of WB. Blah blah blah. By the way I lied about the first bit (me riting brilliantly)

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Phase Twelve- stating what you want

James was worried that after the news of her mothers death, Lily would revert back to her old ways. Closing herself up and becoming less sociable. He was right in assuming this.

In the week, which was left of term, Lily managed to hole her self up nicely. She only left her room to go to class or the library.

James would more then often try to get her to talk to him, but she would give him only one word answers.

He noticed that she wasn't eating much and was losing weight from her curvaceous figure. Her eyes had lost their mischievous glint and her demeanour was sad and lonely.

She was a shell of what James had known she could be.

She had signed up to stay for the Easter holidays. But James had other plans for her.

James went to see Professor Dumbledore to see what he could do. And apparently he could do a lot.

The day before the holidays James crept through the house elves corridors and into Lily's dormitory.

He quietly sneaked past the beds which held the other girls in Lily's dormitory. He went straight to Lily's bed- he remembered this bed well. If he could keep it, he would.

He gently tapped her shoulder covering her mouth so she wouldn't scream. She woke with a start, but relatively easy. He took her hand and lead her back out into the house elves corridor.

"What do you want Potter?" She asked groggily. James just looked at her for a second. It was sad how she had let herself fall. But he could see why.

"Lily, I have spoken to Professor Dumbledore. He wants you to come home with me for Easter. He says that you need to go to your mothers funeral, and he wants the leavers ball's final plans when we come back." James put it in a sugar-coated fashion so Lily wouldn't bite his head off. He knew that if Dumbledore had said it she would have to agree.

"Did he really say that?" Lily asked calmly.

"Yes." James replied. "I think he's right, you need to say farewell to your mother. It's what she would have wanted." Lily bowed her head.

"You're right. Your grandparents won't mind?"

"Are you kidding me? They asked for you to come over!" James smiled at Lily.

And Lily lent foreword, taking his lips into hers harshly. She forced him backwards against the wall. At first he kissed her back. They spent a couple of minutes with their tongues dancing happily against each other. Then Lily began to move her hands all over James' body, playing with his hair, then going down around the waistband of his trousers.

Yes James wanted this, he'd do anything to have it again. But he knew that Lily only wanted it to forget. She wanted to forget who she was and what was happening in her life. James didn't want to use her like this.

Slowly, he separated them both. Lily looked deeply into his eyes.

"Don't stop." She whispered seductively.

"Lily, we can't." He said gazing back into her eyes.

"Why not? We have before." Lily pouted. James was finding it hard to control himself.

"Lily, that was different. Before it was no strings attached." Lily's eyes opened slightly.

"What's that supposed to mean?" She asked accusingly.

"Before, I was ok with it because I didn't want a commitment." He said making her meet his gaze again.

"You want a commitment? With me?" Lily asked dumbfounded. She really hadn't seen it coming. Not at this precise moment in time anyhow.

James' face betrayed his nervousness- he hadn't expected for this to come out yet. He nodded, noticing the horrified look in Lily's eyes.

Lily lent foreword once more taking James' lips with her own. This time the kiss was deeper, yet more sensual. Instead of the usual fiery passion, there was long caring embraces. And eve though this kiss had been more wanted instead of needed, that it was shorter then most, it would be embedded in each of their memories from this day fourth.

Lily pulled away her eyes looking directly into James'. They were wide and watery. As she pushed a stray hair behind her ears, she spoke softly.

"How can I trust you? How can I know that you won't run off with someone?" She asked.

"You're just going to have to believe me when I say I would never hurt you, And I would never ever hurt you. Lily, I love you and not being with you hurts. Please, please just give me a chance."

Lily was so very tempted. But what was love anyway? Love was what her father had proclaimed to her mother. And now look where they were. They would never sail happily into the horizon and all that other fairy tale crap. And if your parents can't do it, then surely no one can.

"No, I'm sorry, I just can't." She said. James leaned back against the wall as she left. He knew it had been hopeless. He knew that he'd never be able to persuade her that all blokes were like that.

WELL WAS HE JAMES POTTER OR NOT?

HE'D BE DAMED IF HE GAVE UP THAT EASILY!

JAMES POTTER WANTED LILY EVANS, SO JAMES POTTER WOULD GET LILY EVANS!

IF IT WAS THE LAST THING HER DID.