DISCLAIMER: I don't own Beyblade
Dedication: To Chained Fire.
ALIVE
I wanted desperately to look away from him, but I couldn't turn away. It seemed hard before but right at this moment it was damn well impossible.
"Alive. Takao, you make me feel alive," I waited with baited breath for his reaction.
"I'll make you feel more than just that Kai. I promise you that much."
I felt numb. My brain was on overload. I felt short of breath and I swear that my heart had stopped beating. Then the later half of his statement started to sink in and my joy took a sudden nosedive. What was it that he was promising me? A quick tumble in the hay and nothing more or was it something deeper than that?
My apprehension must have shown on my face because Takao came up to me and softly trailed his fingertips up my naked arms. His touch was gentle; fuelling my desire for him.
"Hush Kai..."
I looked at him expectantly after he trailed off.
He gazed up at me beneath lowered lashes and with a ghost of a smile gracing his lips, he stood on tip toe and whispered in my ear. My entire body shivered and I fought to stay standing.
"I can not promise you forever..."
My heart sank.
"But I can give you all that I have right now. I can give you me..."
He pulled back after those words and I just stood there like a stunned mullet; my jaw wide open; my eyes most probably boggled.
He looked at me dead in the eye, "All of me," he stated firmly.
My jaw snapped closed, "I...you – we.....I mean....huh?" I groaned on the inside, 'way smooth Hiwatari,' I berated myself.
"Kai, I know that I haven't always been the kind of friend that you have needed. I know that I am brash and loud and well I'm sure that you can fill in the blanks with a few more colourful adjectives, but I have always been here, if you have ever needed to talk. I don't know if it's because I pushed you too much too early in our friendship but you never held me to that offer."
There was a slightly pregnant pause before he started something else. I didn't answer. I didn't know what to say.
"Kai I want you to understand that I am your friend first and foremost. Whatever else happens will not affect how much I care for you in a friendship capacity."
I lowered my eyes from his and held my breath.
"But that's not the only way that I care for you. I like you Kai. I always have. There is just something about you that draws me in. You caught me in your web a long long time ago but I don't think that you even realised it."
I jerked up at that and his eyes found mine and held onto them.
"You are not the only one affected when I am close to you. You make me tingle with energy and I can't help but feel alive. But most importantly, when I am near you Kai, you make me feel.
If you let me I'll show you that feeling. I know that you wanted me tonight and I know that you want me for me. Well I want you to know that I too want you," he laughed at that, "I hope you understand want I meant by that," I nodded in response.
"I like you Kai – a lot. But I won't say that I love you, not yet. Because I feel that there is just so much about you that I don't know. I feel that sometimes you hide yourself, your true self from me. I don't want you to feel that you have to do that anymore..." he trailed off but he did not break his gaze from mine.
"So if you'll have me, I'll be yours, at least for a little while."
"But not forever?" I winced as my voice cracked. I wanted to clarify my position but my question came out timid.
"Maybe forever," he tilted his head, "I'm not sure. But I'd always be here for you. Give me time Kai. Show me that I can love you. Show me who you are. You know who I am," he challenged me.
I smiled at him, "I think that I can do that," I affirmed, accepting his challenge.
"Good, because I think it only far that if you get all of me that I should get all of you."
I was going to reply to that but his wandering hand distracted me. I gasped as the back of his hand grazed the front of my jeans. I glanced at him and he cast me a wicked grin.
I grasped at his hips and pulled him closer to me, much like I had earlier. Only this time I didn't bite back the moan that rose involuntarily, or the hiss that escaped from me when I felt him pressing back against me.
I kissed him then; a gentle touch of my lips against his. I ran the tip of my tongue along his full bottom lip; pleading for access, which he granted to me.
He kissed me back, rough and passionate all at once. Giving and taking; fuelling the fire that in our bellies that refused to be quelled
I pulled back at placed random butterfly kissed along his jaw line, tasting his salty skin; relishing in the scent that was purely Takao.
"You are mine," I said with vehemence.
"Yes," he breathed, his eyes heavily lidded with lust and his voice husky with desire.
"And I am yours."
For always.
A/N: this is probably the conclusion of this. If you think that I should continue it please tell me. I hope that you liked it.
Be safe
-BG
Dedication: To Chained Fire.
ALIVE
I wanted desperately to look away from him, but I couldn't turn away. It seemed hard before but right at this moment it was damn well impossible.
"Alive. Takao, you make me feel alive," I waited with baited breath for his reaction.
"I'll make you feel more than just that Kai. I promise you that much."
I felt numb. My brain was on overload. I felt short of breath and I swear that my heart had stopped beating. Then the later half of his statement started to sink in and my joy took a sudden nosedive. What was it that he was promising me? A quick tumble in the hay and nothing more or was it something deeper than that?
My apprehension must have shown on my face because Takao came up to me and softly trailed his fingertips up my naked arms. His touch was gentle; fuelling my desire for him.
"Hush Kai..."
I looked at him expectantly after he trailed off.
He gazed up at me beneath lowered lashes and with a ghost of a smile gracing his lips, he stood on tip toe and whispered in my ear. My entire body shivered and I fought to stay standing.
"I can not promise you forever..."
My heart sank.
"But I can give you all that I have right now. I can give you me..."
He pulled back after those words and I just stood there like a stunned mullet; my jaw wide open; my eyes most probably boggled.
He looked at me dead in the eye, "All of me," he stated firmly.
My jaw snapped closed, "I...you – we.....I mean....huh?" I groaned on the inside, 'way smooth Hiwatari,' I berated myself.
"Kai, I know that I haven't always been the kind of friend that you have needed. I know that I am brash and loud and well I'm sure that you can fill in the blanks with a few more colourful adjectives, but I have always been here, if you have ever needed to talk. I don't know if it's because I pushed you too much too early in our friendship but you never held me to that offer."
There was a slightly pregnant pause before he started something else. I didn't answer. I didn't know what to say.
"Kai I want you to understand that I am your friend first and foremost. Whatever else happens will not affect how much I care for you in a friendship capacity."
I lowered my eyes from his and held my breath.
"But that's not the only way that I care for you. I like you Kai. I always have. There is just something about you that draws me in. You caught me in your web a long long time ago but I don't think that you even realised it."
I jerked up at that and his eyes found mine and held onto them.
"You are not the only one affected when I am close to you. You make me tingle with energy and I can't help but feel alive. But most importantly, when I am near you Kai, you make me feel.
If you let me I'll show you that feeling. I know that you wanted me tonight and I know that you want me for me. Well I want you to know that I too want you," he laughed at that, "I hope you understand want I meant by that," I nodded in response.
"I like you Kai – a lot. But I won't say that I love you, not yet. Because I feel that there is just so much about you that I don't know. I feel that sometimes you hide yourself, your true self from me. I don't want you to feel that you have to do that anymore..." he trailed off but he did not break his gaze from mine.
"So if you'll have me, I'll be yours, at least for a little while."
"But not forever?" I winced as my voice cracked. I wanted to clarify my position but my question came out timid.
"Maybe forever," he tilted his head, "I'm not sure. But I'd always be here for you. Give me time Kai. Show me that I can love you. Show me who you are. You know who I am," he challenged me.
I smiled at him, "I think that I can do that," I affirmed, accepting his challenge.
"Good, because I think it only far that if you get all of me that I should get all of you."
I was going to reply to that but his wandering hand distracted me. I gasped as the back of his hand grazed the front of my jeans. I glanced at him and he cast me a wicked grin.
I grasped at his hips and pulled him closer to me, much like I had earlier. Only this time I didn't bite back the moan that rose involuntarily, or the hiss that escaped from me when I felt him pressing back against me.
I kissed him then; a gentle touch of my lips against his. I ran the tip of my tongue along his full bottom lip; pleading for access, which he granted to me.
He kissed me back, rough and passionate all at once. Giving and taking; fuelling the fire that in our bellies that refused to be quelled
I pulled back at placed random butterfly kissed along his jaw line, tasting his salty skin; relishing in the scent that was purely Takao.
"You are mine," I said with vehemence.
"Yes," he breathed, his eyes heavily lidded with lust and his voice husky with desire.
"And I am yours."
For always.
A/N: this is probably the conclusion of this. If you think that I should continue it please tell me. I hope that you liked it.
Be safe
-BG