Chapter Three: Cracks in the mask
STARFIRE
Why can't things be the way they were before? Why did he do that? Why would anyone do that? Why would anyone try to take their own precious life? I can't begin to understand what happined or why it happined but I do know that something is very wrong and it hurts me that no one will tell me what happined. Robin is angry, Raven is unstable, Cyborg is missing, and BeastBoy…. Oh god…. I don't understand….. my body is aching as waves of sorrow crash against my body…I realize how lost and oblivious I am to this world… I though I finally belonged….. but I was mistaken…I can barely..take it anymore…I feel weak and powerless..my friends are hurting and I can't do a single thing but sit here and leak tears of sadness for our friend….
I've allways tried to keep optomistic..even when I don't quiet understand the ways of this stange place.. I tried my best to smile but sometimes smiles just can't balance out…I can't stand it….I've slumped in this chair long enough… I have to do something or everone is going to go crazy…. Think Star think!… What can I do…I know! I'll make Raven her favorite tea!..or at least I'll try… but what about Robin….wow… After all this time I did't notice he's bein in the shower all day… I hope for the best that he is ok… what can I do for him… I…I love him so…but ..I just can't express it to him.. I don't know why…it hurts me to see him this angry…oh god…what can I do!…I'm so confused!….I'm starting to tear up again!…. Breath Star! ….in..out…in…out…in…out…. much better…I have got to get control of my self…ok…phew….Big Smile…Big smile and happiness…
After I get Raven her tea, I'll check on Robin and see if he needs anything…..anthing……….
Then…I'll try to find Cyborg, I have no idea where he went but this isn't right, he needs to be with us, his family….