"What happened?" Jou asked softly, stroking my hair.
"I...I went...to Mokuba's room..."
Jou held me close. "You need to lie down," he whispered.
I leaned up and looked into his soft brown eyes. "Jounochi..." I whispered. I was just centimeters from his face. I closed the small distance between us and planted a soft, ghost-of-a kiss on his soft, gentle lips.
He tilted his head and kissed back. "It's okay, Kaiba," he whispered into my lips. With his mouth open, I slipped my tongue in, deepening the kiss. He tilted his head back, still kissing me, leading me to the couch.
He finally broke the kiss once we were on the couch. "Kaiba. What are you doing?" He looked at me with this scared, distrusting look.
I looked down at my hands "Nothing, forget it."
He was silent, either waiting, or not sure what to say himself. Finally, I heaved a large sigh. "What do you want me to say, mutt?"
"Something other than mutt," he muttered darkly.
"You look just like a Golden Retriever puppy. You act like one, too." I crossed my arms, not looking at him. It was like a low-key version of our previous interpersonal relationship.
"Conceited jerk."
"Oh, you have to try something better than that. Or you can jump up and start throwing punches I'll easily dodge, making you look like an even bigger fool than I can ever do."
"Virgin feline."
"A little better. But at least I'm not a slut and I have my pride, while you're busy chasing your tail in circles."
"Is having your pride really all that great? At least I have *fun*."
"Pride is better than ignorance, koinu. And I am way better groomed."
Jounochi rolled his eyes. "You know what? This is fucking stupid." He reached back and smacked me. "Grow up, Seto Kaiba."
I gapped at him. "Who do you think you are?"
"I am Katsuya Jounochi. Who do I think I am? I thought I was someone who sort of *mattered* to you. No, not a friend. I'd never expect that from *you*, Kaiba. But you can't even be nice to Yugi. You know what? I'm glad Mokuba died. At least he didn't have to put up with you anymore."
I stared at him, emotionless. "How can you say that?" I asked evenly. I was beyond surprised, disgusted, angry...I was just sad. I felt tears stinging in my eyes and I had trouble breathing. I leaned down, holding my forehead in my hand. "It was just flirting...I don't hate you Jounochi... Far from it. And I don't want you to hate me... God, Jounochi...I'm...s- sorry..." I tripped over the word, having never said it and meant it before.
I felt Jou wrap him arms around me tightly. "I don't hate you. I could never hate you. You're too sexy."
I laughed despite my tears. "Sexy, hmm?" I looked up at him and his light brown eyes caught my gaze. He was smiling at me.
"Very sexy," he said, leaning in and brushing my bangs out of my eyes. "And nice when you want to be."
"I like you," I whispered, blushing.
He widened his eyes. "Wow...cool..."
I looked away, disappointed and embarrassed.
"Oh, wait, Kaiba, I'm really flattered."
"But?" I whispered, cringing at how soft and weak my voice sounded. My throat still hurt, I assured myself. Assured, meaning bullshitted.
"But..." he said carefully. "I'd be scared of getting hurt in a relationship with you. You have a hard time even staying friends with people."
"Not a hard time, just difficult. I'm new to this. I know I keep flipping out, but I'm under a lot of stress..." I shook my head and stood up. As I began walking out, Jou ran up to me and stopped me.
We fell against the wall, making-out. His hands had my face cupped in them as his tongue worked over mine. I leaned up, breaking the kiss, as he moved down to begin working on my neck. "J-J-Jou-no-ch-chi...Jounochi," I said breathlessly. "I want you. I want to loose my virginity to you."
He leaned up, studying my eyes. "Are you sure that's a good idea?"
I nodded. "I want you to take me. Please..." I whispered. I closed my eyes, scared he would reject me.
As I felt his lips on my neck again, I smiled. He whispered, "Alright."
His fingers began working at my shirt buttons, carefully, starting to suck at my neck. I was mostly just trying to stay standing up, clutching at his shoulders. Finally, as his mouth moved down to my collarbone, down to my upper chest, down to my nipple, I let out a long, low moan. "Jounochi..." I whispered. "Don't-- Ahhhhh..." I moaned. "Don't hurt me. Promise you won't...hurt me..."
He leaned back and smiled his confident smile. "Don't worry, Kaiba. You'll love ever minute of it."
~~~
I sat nervously at the edge of my bed, watching Jou go through my connected bathroom, looking for some kind of lube. "I really don't think you'll find anything, Jou."
He leaned against the doorframe, chewing on his lip. His face brightened, jogging out of the room. "I'll be right back!" he called behind him.
He came bag, holding his beat-up backpack. "Good thing I grabbed this," he said, grinning. I watched him dig through it and triumphantly pull out a palm-sized clear tube filled with red gel stuff.
"What's that?" I asked uneasily.
"Flavored lube." He looked closely at the text. "Mmm...chocolate-covered cherry. Compliments of Otogi."
I grimaced.
"Don't worry, it's not even opened. Either way, you don't like him much, do you?"
I shrugged. "He's just...irritating."
Jou shrugged. "I felt that way, too. Speaking of him, I should probably call him." He started towards the phone.
I caught his arm. "No." He looked into my eyes, confused. "I...it's just...Jou, this is my first time. Please don't call him," I begged.
He raised his eyebrows at my tone, but said nothing.
Instead, he got an evil look on his face and pushed me face-first down onto the bed. Before I could get up, he climbed on top of me. His fingers weaved into mine and I could feel his erection through our pants, pressed up against me. "What do you want me to do?" he whispered into my ear.
When I said nothing, just kept looking forward, he laughed lightly. "Come on, got a sexual fantasy? Something you want me to do?"
Scared to answer, I said nothing. After a couple tense (for me) minutes, he bucked his hips against me. I gasped, feeling myself harden. "Jou!"
"Scream my real name," he said into my hair.
"Katsuya..." I said breathlessly.
He lifted his hands from mine and tugged at my collar. "You like this shirt?" I nodded into the mattress. "Buy a new one," he said, ripping my shirt in two.
I craned my neck to look at him, surprised. "You ripped right through my shirt!" I said, surprised more that he had managed to do it bare-handily than that he had ruined my shirt.
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"Mmhmm..." He ran his tongue down my spine, causing me to gasp, arch my back into him, clutch at the mattress, and clench my toes in my shoes. He used his feet to kick off his shoes. He got me on my knees, kneeling on the bed, as one arm supported me around the shoulders, and the other hand began undoing my pants. His mouth was on my shoulder, sucking and nibbling.
Then I was pants-less, on my hands and knees, Jounochi behind me. "Am I going too fast?" he asked, a bit flustered.
"Nnn--" I gasped, feeling a lube finger enter me. "OH MY GOD!" I screamed.
It wasn't painful, it wasn't unpleasant, just...different.
Jounochi was laughing lightly. "Still not going too fast?"
I whimpered as his finger began pulling out, then thrust back in. My arms trembled, threatening to give out on me.
Jou worked at a steady pace, getting me used to the invasion. Still, I couldn't help thinking, a small finger is a LOT different than--
Oh...another finger. I grunted as his lubbed fingers began fucking me, occasionally scissoring inside me.
It became a lot more...good feeling the longer he did it. I strangely didn't feel embarrassed as I felt him studying me with his eyes. "Jou..." I purred, feeling good.
That's when I got another surprise. He pulled both fingers out and I moaned, disappointed. "What are--?" I gasped, feeling his tongue run over me. "Jounochi!" I moaned, my arms giving out, leaving me with my face pressed into the mattress, my butt in a the air, and Jou running his tongue over--and *in*--my hole.
He's definitely strong, because he managed to flip me onto my back, still giving me the rim job, holding me up in the air by my waist. I rested on my shoulder blades, looking up at the blonde puppy run his tongue over me, eyes closed, looking like he was enjoying himself.
I was gasping, moaning, purring, and clawing at the bedspread, unable to take it. "Jou...Jou..." Through my lustful haze, I remembered his request. "Katsuya...!" I moaned, my eyes closing.
He stopped, letting me slide down on my back, gazing up at him, my legs loosely wrapped around him. "Katsuya, please," I begged.
He leaned in, smiling, inches from my face. That's when I realized he was still fully clothed, minus shoes, while I was bare, spread out like his dinner. I reached up to pull off his shirt, but he pulled from my hands, running his tongue over my chest, down...taking my member in his throat. I moaned loudly as he deep-throated me, then moved up and down, letting me fuck his face. Unable to control myself, I bucked my hips into him, causing his to cough a bit, but he recovered easily.
"Sorry," I moaned, willing myself to go at his pace.
I realized I had never felt that good in my life.
My fingers weaved into his soft, fluffy hair, causing him to gasp. I suppose his scalp is a sensitive place for him. I pulled him off me, up to my mouth, ravishing his mouth. My tongue went over his mouth, tasting him, me, and the lube...
He broke the kiss, staring down at me, with mild amazement. "That couldn't have tasted that great. No one wants to kiss me after I sucked them off."
I pulled him into a kiss, disproving his claim. He made me roll on my side as we kissed. "Spread your legs," he said huskily, then pulled me back into the kiss. I opened my legs, lying one loosely on his hip.
His fingers entered me again, scissoring, fucking me, pushing into me. Gently, he entered a third finger. I broke the kiss, giving a strangled gasp. *That* was uncomfortable. I bit at my lip, tears spilling over my tightly closed eyes. "Just relax," he whispered, going slowly.
By the time I was purring, I had finally gotten him out of his clothes. "Just take me," I growled low in my throat. "Please..."
"I don't want to hurt you," he said breathlessly.
I hit him on the shoulder. "I'm going to cum before you even fuck me, mutt," I growled.
Jounochi pulled his fingers out. "You really want me to fuck you now?" Before I could say anything, he had pushed the head of his dick in.
"FUUUUUUUUUUCK!" I screamed.
He kept pushing in. "Shut the fuck up."
"Jounochi, don't hurt me!" I screamed.
He pulled out, just to thrust in deeper. "It hurts, doesn't it, Kaiba?"
I rolled onto my back, groaning. "St-stop...mutt..." He pushed all the way in. "Oh god, Jounochi..."
"It's nothing personal," he said low in his throat. He began kissing at my jaw. "Just relax."
"This doesn't feel good," I moaned painfully. "Why does it feel this way...?" I whimpered.
It was painful. Don't ever believe that bullshit you read on-line. Nifty.org can lick my ass. It was like being ripped in half while the person doing it is taking the ultimate pleasure from it. This feeling of intrusion on my body...
I hit my hand against his shoulder. "Get out, right now! Get. Out. Of. ME!" I said through clenched teeth.
Jou captured my mouth and I could taste his smile. He pulled out halfway, letting me catch my breath and relax, then pushed back in me, this time, hitting something within me, causing me to gasp. "Oh god...puppy..." I moaned in pleasure as he pulled out and sunk back in, hitting The Spot each time.
"Feel good now?" he purred, smiling.
"Oh god yes..." I moaned, my eyes closed.
He sat up and pulled my legs up so they were resting on his shoulders, beginning to thrust harder. I gazed up at him. He had his eyes closed, mouth open, a look of pure pleasure on his face. I groaned as he thrust a bit hard. His eyes fluttered open, staring down at me, looking down at me possessively. "I'm not hurting you, am I?" I answered him with a moan of pleasure as he sent shivers through my body.
I grabbed him by the arm and jerked him down for a kiss. He pulled from the kiss, to gaze into my eyes. "You have pretty eyes," he whispered, cupping my face in his hand. I pulled his other hand to my mouth and began sucking on the lubbed-up middle and index fingers.
His hand slide from my jaw to my shoulder, clutching it. "Damn, Kaiba. You're going to get me to cum..." He thrust into me, harder. "God..." he moaned.
I began sucking his fingers harder as he began fucking me harder. "Fuck..." he groaned. "I'm going to go...soon..." He pulled his fingers out of my mouth and grabbed my other shoulder, thrusting harder and harder, frantically, like he couldn't do it fast enough. Our moans seemed to escape our mouths simultaneously as he rocked with one last thrust, as deep as he could go, filling me up with his seed, collapsing against me.
The weight on my own member was the final straw as I cam onto his chest, blacking out from my first shared orgasm.
"I...I went...to Mokuba's room..."
Jou held me close. "You need to lie down," he whispered.
I leaned up and looked into his soft brown eyes. "Jounochi..." I whispered. I was just centimeters from his face. I closed the small distance between us and planted a soft, ghost-of-a kiss on his soft, gentle lips.
He tilted his head and kissed back. "It's okay, Kaiba," he whispered into my lips. With his mouth open, I slipped my tongue in, deepening the kiss. He tilted his head back, still kissing me, leading me to the couch.
He finally broke the kiss once we were on the couch. "Kaiba. What are you doing?" He looked at me with this scared, distrusting look.
I looked down at my hands "Nothing, forget it."
He was silent, either waiting, or not sure what to say himself. Finally, I heaved a large sigh. "What do you want me to say, mutt?"
"Something other than mutt," he muttered darkly.
"You look just like a Golden Retriever puppy. You act like one, too." I crossed my arms, not looking at him. It was like a low-key version of our previous interpersonal relationship.
"Conceited jerk."
"Oh, you have to try something better than that. Or you can jump up and start throwing punches I'll easily dodge, making you look like an even bigger fool than I can ever do."
"Virgin feline."
"A little better. But at least I'm not a slut and I have my pride, while you're busy chasing your tail in circles."
"Is having your pride really all that great? At least I have *fun*."
"Pride is better than ignorance, koinu. And I am way better groomed."
Jounochi rolled his eyes. "You know what? This is fucking stupid." He reached back and smacked me. "Grow up, Seto Kaiba."
I gapped at him. "Who do you think you are?"
"I am Katsuya Jounochi. Who do I think I am? I thought I was someone who sort of *mattered* to you. No, not a friend. I'd never expect that from *you*, Kaiba. But you can't even be nice to Yugi. You know what? I'm glad Mokuba died. At least he didn't have to put up with you anymore."
I stared at him, emotionless. "How can you say that?" I asked evenly. I was beyond surprised, disgusted, angry...I was just sad. I felt tears stinging in my eyes and I had trouble breathing. I leaned down, holding my forehead in my hand. "It was just flirting...I don't hate you Jounochi... Far from it. And I don't want you to hate me... God, Jounochi...I'm...s- sorry..." I tripped over the word, having never said it and meant it before.
I felt Jou wrap him arms around me tightly. "I don't hate you. I could never hate you. You're too sexy."
I laughed despite my tears. "Sexy, hmm?" I looked up at him and his light brown eyes caught my gaze. He was smiling at me.
"Very sexy," he said, leaning in and brushing my bangs out of my eyes. "And nice when you want to be."
"I like you," I whispered, blushing.
He widened his eyes. "Wow...cool..."
I looked away, disappointed and embarrassed.
"Oh, wait, Kaiba, I'm really flattered."
"But?" I whispered, cringing at how soft and weak my voice sounded. My throat still hurt, I assured myself. Assured, meaning bullshitted.
"But..." he said carefully. "I'd be scared of getting hurt in a relationship with you. You have a hard time even staying friends with people."
"Not a hard time, just difficult. I'm new to this. I know I keep flipping out, but I'm under a lot of stress..." I shook my head and stood up. As I began walking out, Jou ran up to me and stopped me.
We fell against the wall, making-out. His hands had my face cupped in them as his tongue worked over mine. I leaned up, breaking the kiss, as he moved down to begin working on my neck. "J-J-Jou-no-ch-chi...Jounochi," I said breathlessly. "I want you. I want to loose my virginity to you."
He leaned up, studying my eyes. "Are you sure that's a good idea?"
I nodded. "I want you to take me. Please..." I whispered. I closed my eyes, scared he would reject me.
As I felt his lips on my neck again, I smiled. He whispered, "Alright."
His fingers began working at my shirt buttons, carefully, starting to suck at my neck. I was mostly just trying to stay standing up, clutching at his shoulders. Finally, as his mouth moved down to my collarbone, down to my upper chest, down to my nipple, I let out a long, low moan. "Jounochi..." I whispered. "Don't-- Ahhhhh..." I moaned. "Don't hurt me. Promise you won't...hurt me..."
He leaned back and smiled his confident smile. "Don't worry, Kaiba. You'll love ever minute of it."
~~~
I sat nervously at the edge of my bed, watching Jou go through my connected bathroom, looking for some kind of lube. "I really don't think you'll find anything, Jou."
He leaned against the doorframe, chewing on his lip. His face brightened, jogging out of the room. "I'll be right back!" he called behind him.
He came bag, holding his beat-up backpack. "Good thing I grabbed this," he said, grinning. I watched him dig through it and triumphantly pull out a palm-sized clear tube filled with red gel stuff.
"What's that?" I asked uneasily.
"Flavored lube." He looked closely at the text. "Mmm...chocolate-covered cherry. Compliments of Otogi."
I grimaced.
"Don't worry, it's not even opened. Either way, you don't like him much, do you?"
I shrugged. "He's just...irritating."
Jou shrugged. "I felt that way, too. Speaking of him, I should probably call him." He started towards the phone.
I caught his arm. "No." He looked into my eyes, confused. "I...it's just...Jou, this is my first time. Please don't call him," I begged.
He raised his eyebrows at my tone, but said nothing.
Instead, he got an evil look on his face and pushed me face-first down onto the bed. Before I could get up, he climbed on top of me. His fingers weaved into mine and I could feel his erection through our pants, pressed up against me. "What do you want me to do?" he whispered into my ear.
When I said nothing, just kept looking forward, he laughed lightly. "Come on, got a sexual fantasy? Something you want me to do?"
Scared to answer, I said nothing. After a couple tense (for me) minutes, he bucked his hips against me. I gasped, feeling myself harden. "Jou!"
"Scream my real name," he said into my hair.
"Katsuya..." I said breathlessly.
He lifted his hands from mine and tugged at my collar. "You like this shirt?" I nodded into the mattress. "Buy a new one," he said, ripping my shirt in two.
I craned my neck to look at him, surprised. "You ripped right through my shirt!" I said, surprised more that he had managed to do it bare-handily than that he had ruined my shirt.
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"Mmhmm..." He ran his tongue down my spine, causing me to gasp, arch my back into him, clutch at the mattress, and clench my toes in my shoes. He used his feet to kick off his shoes. He got me on my knees, kneeling on the bed, as one arm supported me around the shoulders, and the other hand began undoing my pants. His mouth was on my shoulder, sucking and nibbling.
Then I was pants-less, on my hands and knees, Jounochi behind me. "Am I going too fast?" he asked, a bit flustered.
"Nnn--" I gasped, feeling a lube finger enter me. "OH MY GOD!" I screamed.
It wasn't painful, it wasn't unpleasant, just...different.
Jounochi was laughing lightly. "Still not going too fast?"
I whimpered as his finger began pulling out, then thrust back in. My arms trembled, threatening to give out on me.
Jou worked at a steady pace, getting me used to the invasion. Still, I couldn't help thinking, a small finger is a LOT different than--
Oh...another finger. I grunted as his lubbed fingers began fucking me, occasionally scissoring inside me.
It became a lot more...good feeling the longer he did it. I strangely didn't feel embarrassed as I felt him studying me with his eyes. "Jou..." I purred, feeling good.
That's when I got another surprise. He pulled both fingers out and I moaned, disappointed. "What are--?" I gasped, feeling his tongue run over me. "Jounochi!" I moaned, my arms giving out, leaving me with my face pressed into the mattress, my butt in a the air, and Jou running his tongue over--and *in*--my hole.
He's definitely strong, because he managed to flip me onto my back, still giving me the rim job, holding me up in the air by my waist. I rested on my shoulder blades, looking up at the blonde puppy run his tongue over me, eyes closed, looking like he was enjoying himself.
I was gasping, moaning, purring, and clawing at the bedspread, unable to take it. "Jou...Jou..." Through my lustful haze, I remembered his request. "Katsuya...!" I moaned, my eyes closing.
He stopped, letting me slide down on my back, gazing up at him, my legs loosely wrapped around him. "Katsuya, please," I begged.
He leaned in, smiling, inches from my face. That's when I realized he was still fully clothed, minus shoes, while I was bare, spread out like his dinner. I reached up to pull off his shirt, but he pulled from my hands, running his tongue over my chest, down...taking my member in his throat. I moaned loudly as he deep-throated me, then moved up and down, letting me fuck his face. Unable to control myself, I bucked my hips into him, causing his to cough a bit, but he recovered easily.
"Sorry," I moaned, willing myself to go at his pace.
I realized I had never felt that good in my life.
My fingers weaved into his soft, fluffy hair, causing him to gasp. I suppose his scalp is a sensitive place for him. I pulled him off me, up to my mouth, ravishing his mouth. My tongue went over his mouth, tasting him, me, and the lube...
He broke the kiss, staring down at me, with mild amazement. "That couldn't have tasted that great. No one wants to kiss me after I sucked them off."
I pulled him into a kiss, disproving his claim. He made me roll on my side as we kissed. "Spread your legs," he said huskily, then pulled me back into the kiss. I opened my legs, lying one loosely on his hip.
His fingers entered me again, scissoring, fucking me, pushing into me. Gently, he entered a third finger. I broke the kiss, giving a strangled gasp. *That* was uncomfortable. I bit at my lip, tears spilling over my tightly closed eyes. "Just relax," he whispered, going slowly.
By the time I was purring, I had finally gotten him out of his clothes. "Just take me," I growled low in my throat. "Please..."
"I don't want to hurt you," he said breathlessly.
I hit him on the shoulder. "I'm going to cum before you even fuck me, mutt," I growled.
Jounochi pulled his fingers out. "You really want me to fuck you now?" Before I could say anything, he had pushed the head of his dick in.
"FUUUUUUUUUUCK!" I screamed.
He kept pushing in. "Shut the fuck up."
"Jounochi, don't hurt me!" I screamed.
He pulled out, just to thrust in deeper. "It hurts, doesn't it, Kaiba?"
I rolled onto my back, groaning. "St-stop...mutt..." He pushed all the way in. "Oh god, Jounochi..."
"It's nothing personal," he said low in his throat. He began kissing at my jaw. "Just relax."
"This doesn't feel good," I moaned painfully. "Why does it feel this way...?" I whimpered.
It was painful. Don't ever believe that bullshit you read on-line. Nifty.org can lick my ass. It was like being ripped in half while the person doing it is taking the ultimate pleasure from it. This feeling of intrusion on my body...
I hit my hand against his shoulder. "Get out, right now! Get. Out. Of. ME!" I said through clenched teeth.
Jou captured my mouth and I could taste his smile. He pulled out halfway, letting me catch my breath and relax, then pushed back in me, this time, hitting something within me, causing me to gasp. "Oh god...puppy..." I moaned in pleasure as he pulled out and sunk back in, hitting The Spot each time.
"Feel good now?" he purred, smiling.
"Oh god yes..." I moaned, my eyes closed.
He sat up and pulled my legs up so they were resting on his shoulders, beginning to thrust harder. I gazed up at him. He had his eyes closed, mouth open, a look of pure pleasure on his face. I groaned as he thrust a bit hard. His eyes fluttered open, staring down at me, looking down at me possessively. "I'm not hurting you, am I?" I answered him with a moan of pleasure as he sent shivers through my body.
I grabbed him by the arm and jerked him down for a kiss. He pulled from the kiss, to gaze into my eyes. "You have pretty eyes," he whispered, cupping my face in his hand. I pulled his other hand to my mouth and began sucking on the lubbed-up middle and index fingers.
His hand slide from my jaw to my shoulder, clutching it. "Damn, Kaiba. You're going to get me to cum..." He thrust into me, harder. "God..." he moaned.
I began sucking his fingers harder as he began fucking me harder. "Fuck..." he groaned. "I'm going to go...soon..." He pulled his fingers out of my mouth and grabbed my other shoulder, thrusting harder and harder, frantically, like he couldn't do it fast enough. Our moans seemed to escape our mouths simultaneously as he rocked with one last thrust, as deep as he could go, filling me up with his seed, collapsing against me.
The weight on my own member was the final straw as I cam onto his chest, blacking out from my first shared orgasm.