Robin
Damn that hurts, no way in hell I'm ever going to do that again…. In fact, where the hell is that damn blade.. there it is ….into the trash you go…
Knock Knock
"Robin?" a timid voice asks "Are you ok? You have been in there for awhile.."
holy shit, I'm must of dazed out…. I guess I lost a lot more blood than I thought…what should I say?
Don't worry star! I'm peachy! Just sitting in here hacking away at my arm!… yeah that's not looking too good.. better say something or she's going to open that door..think…shit…I'm blanking…
"Robin?"
"Yeah I'm here. What is it?' I snapped nervously
"Sorry, I got worried" she replied with rejection
Damn it! Great now I'm sounding like an ass.. at least she stopped crying…I should try to brighten her mood…. I know! I'll take her to the restaurant she always talks about! That's should do it… But first I have to get her away from the door and cover up these bandages… a long sleeve shirt should do it... Ok here it goes…
"Starfire?"
…Silence… damn! Did I tell her off?
"Yes Robin?" ah! Good!
"um.. yeah… Star… how about you and I go to 7th Heaven …. together?" I stuttered
"Why Robin I would love to do that!" YES! "But what about the others?" oh crap… I completely forgot them for a tick…wait I got it!
"How about we leave a note for Raven if she gets up, and a note for cyborg in-case he comes home?"
"But what about Beastboy?" she replied.
Ummm.. that's a thinker…I think if I hook up an IV he should be fine since he finally stabilized nothing wrong will happen.
"I'll take care of him star" I responded "Is Raven awake?"
"No, she was asleep when I went to check on her"
Good, she was really starting to worry me.
"Ok then go get ready, I'll meet you in the kitchen."
"OK Robin! I'll be ready soon!" she chirped.
Good maybe finally… I can really tell her how I feel….
"Don't count on it" a voice hollowed
…….yeah I know, but hey tonight might be the night…wait minute…. Why the hell am I talking to my self?
"Beats the hell out of me.."
Man I have got to get out more…
"Yeah you sure do.."
ok that's enough shut up…
"Make me"
SHUTUP! Your really starting to piss me off!
"Oh really?" the voice smirked " Quit being a Shitty leader and Get your self together… A good leader doesn't argue with him self and lurch around cutting him self does he?"
well… I….
"The answer is no Robin, you know that…. Now get your shit together " the mans voice echoed inside my head.
Bruce?….That was Bruce…… go figure….man… I'm screwed up…. You know what? We're all screwed…. And now It's time to stop being a wussie, face the music and be the leader of this screwed up team God damn it . If we're going to get anything accomplished we have got to fix this problem. Right after this much needed date with this Tamerainian, I'm finding Cyborg, cheering up Raven and freaking get BeastBoy to wake up. I've wasted too much time with my self. I need to be a good leader and consider others first. But enough with this self actualization shit, I have a angel waiting for me.
Starfire
Thank goodness Robin's ok. I was really worried that he was going to do what Beastboy did. Although I don't under stand the act of cutting of one's self, perhaps it releases sadness… maybe I'll ask Robin that.. when we go out… I'm soo excited…. He's never asked me out on a "date" before…. What article of clothing should I wear? Maybe something that is "eye-catching" hmm… so many decsions….
…Ah! Perfect!.. I am soo excited.. I hope I look attactive to him…. he is my everyday,my everything.. I MUST look attactive to him tonight this could be my only chance to tell him how I truly feel… hmm should I try on some of this "make-up" ….hmm…no nevr mind that I do not have enough time for such rituals… a quick washing of the face will have to suffice.
…ok I feel as though I am ready as I will ever be,….. here goes nothing…