Falling for The Enemy
Disclaimer- I do not own YYH or any of the songs in this chapter.
Notes-
Hiei pulled his car up in the driveway to see Keiko's car parked there as well. He parked and got out and walked over to Keiko's car and saw her sitting on the back. She looked up at him," Botan was hurt." Keiko said causing Hiei to narrow his eyes.
These words hit him like a bullet, 'Botan was hurt.' Not even Max could respond to that." Where is she?" Hiei asked hiding all pain from his face.
"I dropped her off at my house she passed out a few hours ago, don't worry I got her cleaned up and everything." Keiko said.
Hiei nodded," Good." he said.
'Good? Is that all you can say!? The girl was hurt, we've gotta get our justice!' Max said furiously.
"All signs point to Juri." Hiei said as he turned away from her and got back into his car, and pulled out of the drive way then left.
'He's willing to risk his career for her.' Keiko thought as he drove away.' I've never seen Hiei do such a noble thing for anyone, well for people who aren't in the band at least.' Keiko sighed, something was starting to happen in the pit of her stomach and for some reason...she wanted to see Yusuke...
Botan's POV
I can remember everything from before I became a vocalist. I could remember the first time I walked, my first word, which was love. I could remember my parents taking a picture of me before I entered my first day of going to school.
My first crush's face, he was small and had big crimson colored eyes and his black hair was cut to his chin but every once a while he'd spike it up and he always wore a cool little bandana a crossed his forehead.
He was always so quiet and he kept to himself, the only person he ever played with was his red haired friend. I could remember their faces so well, but their names slipped me. Now every time I think of them I saw Hiei and Kurama, Hiei with his beautiful sharp crimson eyes and Kurama with his dark red hair and green eyes.
They almost fit the description so perfectly, but I know it couldn't have been them, because they were probably born rich so they probably wouldn't have had to go to school. Besides Hiei grew up in Tokyo where he did "Caless Vocal and Dance School" sense he was 6 and finally made an album when he was 12.
I've followed his life ever sense I was 11 and he put out his first album. It's sad really but it's true. I remember Hiei's past and I can remember my life going through school, having my first crush, having my first boyfriend, everything that led up to me living on the streets and being discovered by Kuwabara Shizuru and starting a band.
But right now, my memory was really blurry I couldn't even remember what happened a few hours ago, all I could remember was pain striking my body all a once, crying in the rain and wondering....'Is it wrong to fall in love with someone you want to be with? Is this just another obstacle in my way to being with Hiei? If I do end up with Hiei will this be my life? Living in fear that someone may attack me again just because I love him.'
Mika had usually always answered my questions or said something mean to me that would make me determined to prove her wrong. But....she didn't reply to my words of wonder. That was when I suddenly realized it; I was truly alone for the first time in my life. I didn't have my parents, I didn't have my friends, I didn't have Mika, and I didn't have Hiei. I was alone and cold, I never wanted to be alone again...
Juri's POV
I stood by the huge window a look of no emotion on my face. Someone had once asked me what it was girls wanted from men. I told them we wanted money, someone to help you through the day, someone who kisses like a god, and is as hot as a god. But then I was just a little girl trying to act as if I had answers to questions that were far beyond me. I didn't know what women truly wanted from men but now, I think I do. Women just want someone to want them back...
Tears stream down my cheek as I thought about him, I loved him but now he was going to hate me. And I know I deserve it now, I think it's time to close my chapter and get on with my life. I sighed as I turned and looked around the room awards pictures covered the walls. One of the pictures stood out the most to me; I walked silently to the picture and took it off the wall. It was a picture of Kurama, Hiei, Yusuke, and me.
People say revenge is sweet ((In real life it is0)), but right now it didn't feel or taste like sugar. There was no turning back for me now, I did a sinful deed which hurt others. I didn't want to live with this pain, it felt like I was the one who had been beaten up and raped not Botan. I set the picture down on the table as I walked off into the other room. I picked up a piece of paper and a pen, taking in a deep breath I scribbled down on the piece of paper:
I'm sitting here right now, weighing my options in my hands. To live with the sins that I have created or to leave this world of pain and go for the endless sleep. I don't want to do either, but a mistake I've made has sent me down a road of only two options and going back and fixing my mistakes isn't one of them. Sadly I have chosen one of the paths, and you'll know what I'm talking about once this letter is finished. As a last wish, I want Botan to sing the song I would have sang for my new album, Proud. I want
you and her to live a happy life together, please take care.
Tears fell from my eyes as I wrote this. But I knew I didn't deserve to sing the song. I reached over to the other side of the table and picked up a envelope and the song lyrics to Proud and I stuffed the letter and the song lyric into the envelope. I wrote on the envelope ' To: Hiei Jaganshi from Juri.'
I laid the letter on the table before standing, I grabbed my keys and I went out the door. I hopped into the car and drove off until I got to the bridge where I purposely drove off the side of the road and fell off the bridge into the ocean water...
I look into the window of my mind
Reflections of the fears I know I've left behind
I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I am on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Still so many answers I don't know
Realize that to question is how we grow
So I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I am on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
We need a change
Do it today
I can feel my spirit rising
We need a change
So do it today
'Cause I can see a clear horizon
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
'Cause you could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
What have you done today
You could be so many people?
Just make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
--Preview--
"Juri we need to talk!" Hiei's shouted as he entered the house, he looked around trying to find her. He walked into the kitchen where he found a letter on the table
She knocked on the door and a few seconds later the door opened to see Yusuke with his bare chest showing and a towel wrapped around his lower half.
"Oh, Keiko, ah what're you doing here?" Yusuke asked." Ah would you like to- "before he could finish her lips covered his and they made their way inside.
Botan sat up in bed her lower half hurt but it was a small pain. She glanced over to see Hiei standing by the window looking almost like an Angel by the way he stood and the light hit him.
Hiei turned and looked at her and for the first time ever he smiled a true smile at her. She blushed deeply as he walked towards her and claimed her lips with his own.
'I hope to god her soul is gone' were the words marked on her grave.... See ya next time.
Disclaimer- I do not own YYH or any of the songs in this chapter.
Notes-
Hiei pulled his car up in the driveway to see Keiko's car parked there as well. He parked and got out and walked over to Keiko's car and saw her sitting on the back. She looked up at him," Botan was hurt." Keiko said causing Hiei to narrow his eyes.
These words hit him like a bullet, 'Botan was hurt.' Not even Max could respond to that." Where is she?" Hiei asked hiding all pain from his face.
"I dropped her off at my house she passed out a few hours ago, don't worry I got her cleaned up and everything." Keiko said.
Hiei nodded," Good." he said.
'Good? Is that all you can say!? The girl was hurt, we've gotta get our justice!' Max said furiously.
"All signs point to Juri." Hiei said as he turned away from her and got back into his car, and pulled out of the drive way then left.
'He's willing to risk his career for her.' Keiko thought as he drove away.' I've never seen Hiei do such a noble thing for anyone, well for people who aren't in the band at least.' Keiko sighed, something was starting to happen in the pit of her stomach and for some reason...she wanted to see Yusuke...
Botan's POV
I can remember everything from before I became a vocalist. I could remember the first time I walked, my first word, which was love. I could remember my parents taking a picture of me before I entered my first day of going to school.
My first crush's face, he was small and had big crimson colored eyes and his black hair was cut to his chin but every once a while he'd spike it up and he always wore a cool little bandana a crossed his forehead.
He was always so quiet and he kept to himself, the only person he ever played with was his red haired friend. I could remember their faces so well, but their names slipped me. Now every time I think of them I saw Hiei and Kurama, Hiei with his beautiful sharp crimson eyes and Kurama with his dark red hair and green eyes.
They almost fit the description so perfectly, but I know it couldn't have been them, because they were probably born rich so they probably wouldn't have had to go to school. Besides Hiei grew up in Tokyo where he did "Caless Vocal and Dance School" sense he was 6 and finally made an album when he was 12.
I've followed his life ever sense I was 11 and he put out his first album. It's sad really but it's true. I remember Hiei's past and I can remember my life going through school, having my first crush, having my first boyfriend, everything that led up to me living on the streets and being discovered by Kuwabara Shizuru and starting a band.
But right now, my memory was really blurry I couldn't even remember what happened a few hours ago, all I could remember was pain striking my body all a once, crying in the rain and wondering....'Is it wrong to fall in love with someone you want to be with? Is this just another obstacle in my way to being with Hiei? If I do end up with Hiei will this be my life? Living in fear that someone may attack me again just because I love him.'
Mika had usually always answered my questions or said something mean to me that would make me determined to prove her wrong. But....she didn't reply to my words of wonder. That was when I suddenly realized it; I was truly alone for the first time in my life. I didn't have my parents, I didn't have my friends, I didn't have Mika, and I didn't have Hiei. I was alone and cold, I never wanted to be alone again...
Juri's POV
I stood by the huge window a look of no emotion on my face. Someone had once asked me what it was girls wanted from men. I told them we wanted money, someone to help you through the day, someone who kisses like a god, and is as hot as a god. But then I was just a little girl trying to act as if I had answers to questions that were far beyond me. I didn't know what women truly wanted from men but now, I think I do. Women just want someone to want them back...
Tears stream down my cheek as I thought about him, I loved him but now he was going to hate me. And I know I deserve it now, I think it's time to close my chapter and get on with my life. I sighed as I turned and looked around the room awards pictures covered the walls. One of the pictures stood out the most to me; I walked silently to the picture and took it off the wall. It was a picture of Kurama, Hiei, Yusuke, and me.
People say revenge is sweet ((In real life it is0)), but right now it didn't feel or taste like sugar. There was no turning back for me now, I did a sinful deed which hurt others. I didn't want to live with this pain, it felt like I was the one who had been beaten up and raped not Botan. I set the picture down on the table as I walked off into the other room. I picked up a piece of paper and a pen, taking in a deep breath I scribbled down on the piece of paper:
I'm sitting here right now, weighing my options in my hands. To live with the sins that I have created or to leave this world of pain and go for the endless sleep. I don't want to do either, but a mistake I've made has sent me down a road of only two options and going back and fixing my mistakes isn't one of them. Sadly I have chosen one of the paths, and you'll know what I'm talking about once this letter is finished. As a last wish, I want Botan to sing the song I would have sang for my new album, Proud. I want
you and her to live a happy life together, please take care.
Tears fell from my eyes as I wrote this. But I knew I didn't deserve to sing the song. I reached over to the other side of the table and picked up a envelope and the song lyrics to Proud and I stuffed the letter and the song lyric into the envelope. I wrote on the envelope ' To: Hiei Jaganshi from Juri.'
I laid the letter on the table before standing, I grabbed my keys and I went out the door. I hopped into the car and drove off until I got to the bridge where I purposely drove off the side of the road and fell off the bridge into the ocean water...
I look into the window of my mind
Reflections of the fears I know I've left behind
I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I am on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Still so many answers I don't know
Realize that to question is how we grow
So I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I am on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
We need a change
Do it today
I can feel my spirit rising
We need a change
So do it today
'Cause I can see a clear horizon
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
'Cause you could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
What have you done today
You could be so many people?
Just make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
--Preview--
"Juri we need to talk!" Hiei's shouted as he entered the house, he looked around trying to find her. He walked into the kitchen where he found a letter on the table
She knocked on the door and a few seconds later the door opened to see Yusuke with his bare chest showing and a towel wrapped around his lower half.
"Oh, Keiko, ah what're you doing here?" Yusuke asked." Ah would you like to- "before he could finish her lips covered his and they made their way inside.
Botan sat up in bed her lower half hurt but it was a small pain. She glanced over to see Hiei standing by the window looking almost like an Angel by the way he stood and the light hit him.
Hiei turned and looked at her and for the first time ever he smiled a true smile at her. She blushed deeply as he walked towards her and claimed her lips with his own.
'I hope to god her soul is gone' were the words marked on her grave.... See ya next time.