Letters Part 1
A Letter to Jack
Dear Jack,
I don't know why I am writing this letter because as soon as I get back to Earth I am going to burn it. I guess it is in case I don't make it back, I don't want to die without telling you how I feel.
I love you Jack. There I said it. I LOVE YOU! I have loved you from the moment we met. I love the way you care so deeply for your teammates. I love the way you are with children. I love how will always admit that you don't understand what I'm talking about. I love your laugh, your smile, your eyes. I love everything about you.
I have seen you Jack, here on this ship with me. You said that you would never ask me to give up my career. You said I deserved more than I had. You told me that my father was right, he said that I am always alone and that I deserve to love someone and to have them love me in return. I want that Jack; I want that with you. I want to love you and have you love me in return. I want us to have children and grow old together. I want what I can't have unless I give up the military I know it will never happen. I know we can never be together.
Finally you promised me that you would always be there for me. But you haven't Jack, you left me twice. When you were stranded with that Laira person, I worked day and night for three months trying to get you home and when I finally found a way, you acted as if you didn't even want to come! Then you disappeared with Maybourne. I nearly died Jack. The thought that I would never see you again was too much for me to bear. You weren't there for me Jack, I needed you and you weren't there.
Well as you said I had better go save myself and in case I can't, know this. I love you Jack O' Neill now and forever.
Forever Yours, Samantha.
P.S. I should have kissed you
A Letter to Jack
Dear Jack,
I don't know why I am writing this letter because as soon as I get back to Earth I am going to burn it. I guess it is in case I don't make it back, I don't want to die without telling you how I feel.
I love you Jack. There I said it. I LOVE YOU! I have loved you from the moment we met. I love the way you care so deeply for your teammates. I love the way you are with children. I love how will always admit that you don't understand what I'm talking about. I love your laugh, your smile, your eyes. I love everything about you.
I have seen you Jack, here on this ship with me. You said that you would never ask me to give up my career. You said I deserved more than I had. You told me that my father was right, he said that I am always alone and that I deserve to love someone and to have them love me in return. I want that Jack; I want that with you. I want to love you and have you love me in return. I want us to have children and grow old together. I want what I can't have unless I give up the military I know it will never happen. I know we can never be together.
Finally you promised me that you would always be there for me. But you haven't Jack, you left me twice. When you were stranded with that Laira person, I worked day and night for three months trying to get you home and when I finally found a way, you acted as if you didn't even want to come! Then you disappeared with Maybourne. I nearly died Jack. The thought that I would never see you again was too much for me to bear. You weren't there for me Jack, I needed you and you weren't there.
Well as you said I had better go save myself and in case I can't, know this. I love you Jack O' Neill now and forever.
Forever Yours, Samantha.
P.S. I should have kissed you