AN: Yes, Yes, I know! In ages! My father has been freaking out on my time on the computer…but it's not my fault he didn't send me to public school! My school's on the computer! So he can't blame me! Anywaysssssss enough of my *wonderful* father…

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Summary: Rape- - -Shouldn't be dealt with alone. So who are you to trust when is seems like the whole world's against you?

Stolen Innocence

Chapter One- - -Over and Over

I was content in his arms. But I couldn't stay there. I didn't want any sympathy from him….I didn't need his sympathy. I removed myself out of his embrace half heartily. It's funny though, my mind and tongue may say one thing…but my heart says another.

"It's late…I…I should be going now."

He nodded his head. "Do you need a ride?"

I shook my head. "It's okay…It's not far…I'll walk."

Now it was his time a shake his head. "No way, I'm taking you home."

"No! I'm walking!"

"I'm taking you home."

I put on my famous convincing face. "I'll walk Kenshin. Really, it's not that far."

"You don't fool me."

I sighed. No one could pass up that face. Besides Misao and Megumi, of course. I sighed again. But this time, it was a sigh of defeat.

"Alright…I'll go…only if you promise not to tell anyone…"

He stared at me long and hard with his intense amber eyes. I didn't want him to tell anyone…then Akira might come after me again…I can act like it's not a big deal…but if I had to go through it again, I know I couldn't bear it.

"I think you should tell them and go to the hospital."

"I'm not going! Just promise me you won't tell anyone!"

"Kaoru, I…I can't promise you that."

Why couldn't he promise me that? So he hated me that much that he couldn't promise me? Shaking my head, I fell down to the floor as my salty, unwanted tears fell from my eyes. I hate when my body betrays me.

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I opened my eyes so see a huge bright light. Was someone trying to blind me too? Rubbing my eyes, I looked around my surroundings…but I couldn't really name where I was…but I saw Kenshin . So, I decided to ask him…he probably took me here anyway.

"Where am I?"

"Hospital."

"Why did you take me here?!"

"Because you need to be checked."

"I don't need to be checked!"

"You at least have to tell your parents."

"I'm not!"

"You have to, Kaoru. You must care about yourself in some way."

"I don't care about myself!!! And obviously, no one does either! Leave me alone!! I don't want your help."

"…That's not true. I-"

"I know you heard me, Kenshin! I said I don't want your help, and I mean it!"

"Kaoru…"

I balled my fists, let them loose…and I slapped him. I slapped him. I have slapped people in my short lifetime, yet, I never regretted it like I do now. I wouldn't of done it if he had left me alone. Why couldn't he just leave me alone?! Repeatedly, I shook my head and backed away from him.

"It's not your business or your problem! Read my lips Kenshin! Leave. Me. Alone."

And with those words, I ran from him. Wishing I could run from everything…

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I shook my head. "Really mom! nothing's wrong!"

If I didn't want anyone else to know, I had to act normal . Even if I didn't want to.

"Your going to tell me sometime."

"It's NOTHING!"

"No, it's something!"

"Guess what?! I don't care what you think!"

No one believed me…was it so hard to? I said nothing was wrong…and nothing is wrong.

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I continued to scrub myself. No matter how hard, or how much I scrubbed. Or how clean it looked. I felt dirty. I felt like I literally slammed myself in the mud and played in it. Too bad it wasn't so.

"You at least have to tell your parents."

There goes his voice again. Why does his voice still haunt me? I know he's just trying to help…but, I don't want his help…I don't need his help. I don't need help from any one. No matter how hard I tried, my mind continued to go back to the 'fight' we had…

"You have to, Kaoru. You must care about yourself in some way."

Over and over he tried…

"I don't care! Leave me alone!! I don't want your help."

And over and over I lied…

"…That's not true. I-"

Over and over he tried…

"I know you heard me, Kenshin! I said I don't want your help, and I mean it! "

And over and over I cried…

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AN: I'm sorry Ashanti, I just had to change one or two words in your song…will you ever forgive me? ANYWAYZ…I don't like this chapter one bit…I tired to revise it…but it wasn't happening…Before you go and flame me! I know that Kaoru isn't acting like a rape victim…she will next chappie…anywho…I had this written up…but…as I was saying…my dad's been freaking out on my time on the computer…soooooooooo he's putting some thing that tells him when I'm on and blah blah blah…and I was clearing all my fan fiction on disks and had to delete the *LITTLE* pictures I had…and then…………me and my forgetful self forgot where I put the disk!….yeah…big disaster….

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