"First Love"
Chapter5: Where Am I?
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She saved me from darkness,
With her bright smile.
She put me though hell,
Also with her smile.
A smile that wasn't belong to me...
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He saw her. He saw her sitting next to him on this soundless beach. He saw her smile like the beautiful sunshine. He saw her whispered to him about something that he can't hear. He saw her chuckled. He saw her cried.
He saw her disappeared, vanished.
"No…don't...don't go..." Kyo whispered those words inaudibly as Tohru putted another water towel on his forehand.
"Do you need any help Tohru?" Shigure asked as he walked into the room with his two hands putted across in his sleeves. "I called Hatori already but he seems to be really busy, he told me that he will be here as fast as he can."
"Well...the medicines are running low, Shigure-San, would you mind-" before Tohru could finish her sentence, Shigure interrupted.
"I will go get the medicine." He runs like the wind and out to the hall.
"Shigure! Do you know what kind of medicine I need?" Tohru screamed behind him as he passed the living room.
"Umm…yeah! I think so! Don't worried!" he ended the conversation and dashed out the garden.
Tohru sighed and went back to Kyo's room. First is Sohma-Kun now is Kyo-Kun, Tohru worried and thought to herself. Why does bad things keep on happening to those who are so kind and sweet?
As her thought goes deeper, tears run down from her eyes like flood. A hand touched her features soothingly and wipe off her tears.
"Ky…Kyo-Kun?" she looked up at the motionless figure in front of her, a smile was formed on his lip.
"Stopped the crying, it annoying me." Kyo ablushed as he turn to the other side, opposite of Tohru.
"I...I am sorry Kyo-Kun! I will stop!" immediately Tohru tried to stop the sobbing and already started to wiping the tears off her face.
"What happen?" Kyo asked as he felt like he justs take a hot spring, in fact, a REALLY hot one.
"Oh, I found you lying on the roof with this high temper of 39 degrees." Tohru reply. "So I told Shigure-San to carry you down here." As she thought she forgot something. She added. "And Shigure-San went to get you some medicines right now, Hatori-San is sort of busy this moment, so he will come later."
Kyo only made a simple "Oh" sound and they are back to silence.
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He couldn't stand it any more. He misses her, a lot...a lot...a lot...
Sitting helplessly in the middle of his room after a set of crazy pushing, kicking, hitting and yelling (victims: the vases on the drawer - a piece of BROKEN porcelain, his bed - umm...furless? stuff that broke easily - stuff that had ALREADY broke and the neighbors - deaf), he found nothing can help him erased the pain...NOTHING.
Tears had stop dropping after many times of crying. He down cry, in fact, he is running out of tears to cry. His heart is in more pain than he know. He been telling himself that a kiss isn't such a big deal, it is just a kiss, that doesn't mean that she already belong to that baka neko. He keep on telling himself that, but nothing work. The cut is too deep, it wouldn't stop bleeding, he wished he have die.
He wished that he would have the courage to tell Akito that he loves her, that he cares for her, that he wants her. He wants to tell her that too, the her that HASN'T belong to the neko yet.
Being with Akito sure is hard, he summon him every mornings, every noon, EVERY NIGHTS, but suffered the love for her, the desire for her, it is way harder than anything he had experienced before.
He should have pulled himself out of it before it is too late, before he TRULY fall for her, fall in love with her...now...it is too late...WAY too late...
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"Is he ok?" the man with a bag of drugs asked.
"No…just hurt himself again this morning." the other man, who hand him the medicine, continued. "I can fix his outside, but not the inside."
"Do you know why Akito wanted him to stay?" the novelist sighed, and keeps on the conversation.
"No, but all I know is that this is best for him." the doctor turned back and walking back towards his house, suddenly he stopped and whispered. "Or at least...maybe it is the best...for now."
"Huh?" the "dog" is about to walk away, but he turn back with puzzled in his eyes.
"Nothing...just tell Tohru to give this to Kyo three times a day." the "dragon" finished what he have to says, and vanished.
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The silence keeps on growing, none of those two say a word.
At last, the young man spoke. "Umm...do you know what happen to that damn rat?"
"Huh? Oh! Umm..." Tohru brought back to her sense, as she was worrying about Yuki and Kyo for the whole time. "I...I...heard that he was going to stay with Akito for a while." Managed to calm herself from crying, Tohru said those words.
"I see..."
Completely silent again.
"Umm...I wanted to tell you something." Kyo said, already blushed slightly.
"Yes?" Tohru asked concernedly.
"I...well...I shouldn't have done that and you could hate me for it..." Kyo tried real hard to finish his sentence with that pain in his throat. "But I am real sorry for ki...ki...KISS YOU!"
He is relief that he said sorry to her without shouting at her, but his tone JUST sound like he is blaming everything on her.
"It.it...ok...SORRY!" Tohru freak out by his sudden apology, answered back incoherently.
Kyo looked at her with million of question marks on his face, she realized that her sentence doesn't made sense either, so she fix it a little. "What I mean is that...it is ok...I am fine..."
She looked away, but a hand grabbed her shoulders and she now is half-lying on Kyo, not enough to make him transform. She was going to pushed herself up when she realized that something froze her. His eyes, she is drowned into those eyes. She can't pull herself out of them anymore, so she moved closer...and closer...and closer...
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Writer's Note: When I finish writing this chapter it is already 2:14 AM! Well I always started my chapter at 12:00 so can't blame me =P! Anyway I got a great title and poem for this chapter when I was writing the poem, but I realized that this one suited more better (on Yuki), so I stick with this one and put that other one on for Chapter 6! I also got a great idea for my next fan fiction about Yuki and Tohru! It is so great that I luv it (don't get depressed Kyo fans! I am also writing one for Kyo and Tohru too!). Anyway I tried my best to write over 1000 words on this chapter. Going back and forth made me tired! I am real sleepy right now...must...stay...awake...ANYWAY! I found out a real great thing about being a Chinese...is that you got mangas that aren't published in English yet! I found volumes 12 & 13 of Fruit Basket! (I know the Japanese already published ok? And I am not prejudiced...just happy...) I got 15 reviews total now and I am soo happy! (You don't know I was waiting for reviews the whole daylong! Well I use 5 hours went to shopping but...THAT IS NOT THE MAIN POINT! By the way, tell me if you think that Yuki is too...weak...in my writing...do you think that IS like him? Or I made him too weakling?
Chapter5: Where Am I?
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She saved me from darkness,
With her bright smile.
She put me though hell,
Also with her smile.
A smile that wasn't belong to me...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
He saw her. He saw her sitting next to him on this soundless beach. He saw her smile like the beautiful sunshine. He saw her whispered to him about something that he can't hear. He saw her chuckled. He saw her cried.
He saw her disappeared, vanished.
"No…don't...don't go..." Kyo whispered those words inaudibly as Tohru putted another water towel on his forehand.
"Do you need any help Tohru?" Shigure asked as he walked into the room with his two hands putted across in his sleeves. "I called Hatori already but he seems to be really busy, he told me that he will be here as fast as he can."
"Well...the medicines are running low, Shigure-San, would you mind-" before Tohru could finish her sentence, Shigure interrupted.
"I will go get the medicine." He runs like the wind and out to the hall.
"Shigure! Do you know what kind of medicine I need?" Tohru screamed behind him as he passed the living room.
"Umm…yeah! I think so! Don't worried!" he ended the conversation and dashed out the garden.
Tohru sighed and went back to Kyo's room. First is Sohma-Kun now is Kyo-Kun, Tohru worried and thought to herself. Why does bad things keep on happening to those who are so kind and sweet?
As her thought goes deeper, tears run down from her eyes like flood. A hand touched her features soothingly and wipe off her tears.
"Ky…Kyo-Kun?" she looked up at the motionless figure in front of her, a smile was formed on his lip.
"Stopped the crying, it annoying me." Kyo ablushed as he turn to the other side, opposite of Tohru.
"I...I am sorry Kyo-Kun! I will stop!" immediately Tohru tried to stop the sobbing and already started to wiping the tears off her face.
"What happen?" Kyo asked as he felt like he justs take a hot spring, in fact, a REALLY hot one.
"Oh, I found you lying on the roof with this high temper of 39 degrees." Tohru reply. "So I told Shigure-San to carry you down here." As she thought she forgot something. She added. "And Shigure-San went to get you some medicines right now, Hatori-San is sort of busy this moment, so he will come later."
Kyo only made a simple "Oh" sound and they are back to silence.
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He couldn't stand it any more. He misses her, a lot...a lot...a lot...
Sitting helplessly in the middle of his room after a set of crazy pushing, kicking, hitting and yelling (victims: the vases on the drawer - a piece of BROKEN porcelain, his bed - umm...furless? stuff that broke easily - stuff that had ALREADY broke and the neighbors - deaf), he found nothing can help him erased the pain...NOTHING.
Tears had stop dropping after many times of crying. He down cry, in fact, he is running out of tears to cry. His heart is in more pain than he know. He been telling himself that a kiss isn't such a big deal, it is just a kiss, that doesn't mean that she already belong to that baka neko. He keep on telling himself that, but nothing work. The cut is too deep, it wouldn't stop bleeding, he wished he have die.
He wished that he would have the courage to tell Akito that he loves her, that he cares for her, that he wants her. He wants to tell her that too, the her that HASN'T belong to the neko yet.
Being with Akito sure is hard, he summon him every mornings, every noon, EVERY NIGHTS, but suffered the love for her, the desire for her, it is way harder than anything he had experienced before.
He should have pulled himself out of it before it is too late, before he TRULY fall for her, fall in love with her...now...it is too late...WAY too late...
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"Is he ok?" the man with a bag of drugs asked.
"No…just hurt himself again this morning." the other man, who hand him the medicine, continued. "I can fix his outside, but not the inside."
"Do you know why Akito wanted him to stay?" the novelist sighed, and keeps on the conversation.
"No, but all I know is that this is best for him." the doctor turned back and walking back towards his house, suddenly he stopped and whispered. "Or at least...maybe it is the best...for now."
"Huh?" the "dog" is about to walk away, but he turn back with puzzled in his eyes.
"Nothing...just tell Tohru to give this to Kyo three times a day." the "dragon" finished what he have to says, and vanished.
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The silence keeps on growing, none of those two say a word.
At last, the young man spoke. "Umm...do you know what happen to that damn rat?"
"Huh? Oh! Umm..." Tohru brought back to her sense, as she was worrying about Yuki and Kyo for the whole time. "I...I...heard that he was going to stay with Akito for a while." Managed to calm herself from crying, Tohru said those words.
"I see..."
Completely silent again.
"Umm...I wanted to tell you something." Kyo said, already blushed slightly.
"Yes?" Tohru asked concernedly.
"I...well...I shouldn't have done that and you could hate me for it..." Kyo tried real hard to finish his sentence with that pain in his throat. "But I am real sorry for ki...ki...KISS YOU!"
He is relief that he said sorry to her without shouting at her, but his tone JUST sound like he is blaming everything on her.
"It.it...ok...SORRY!" Tohru freak out by his sudden apology, answered back incoherently.
Kyo looked at her with million of question marks on his face, she realized that her sentence doesn't made sense either, so she fix it a little. "What I mean is that...it is ok...I am fine..."
She looked away, but a hand grabbed her shoulders and she now is half-lying on Kyo, not enough to make him transform. She was going to pushed herself up when she realized that something froze her. His eyes, she is drowned into those eyes. She can't pull herself out of them anymore, so she moved closer...and closer...and closer...
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Writer's Note: When I finish writing this chapter it is already 2:14 AM! Well I always started my chapter at 12:00 so can't blame me =P! Anyway I got a great title and poem for this chapter when I was writing the poem, but I realized that this one suited more better (on Yuki), so I stick with this one and put that other one on for Chapter 6! I also got a great idea for my next fan fiction about Yuki and Tohru! It is so great that I luv it (don't get depressed Kyo fans! I am also writing one for Kyo and Tohru too!). Anyway I tried my best to write over 1000 words on this chapter. Going back and forth made me tired! I am real sleepy right now...must...stay...awake...ANYWAY! I found out a real great thing about being a Chinese...is that you got mangas that aren't published in English yet! I found volumes 12 & 13 of Fruit Basket! (I know the Japanese already published ok? And I am not prejudiced...just happy...) I got 15 reviews total now and I am soo happy! (You don't know I was waiting for reviews the whole daylong! Well I use 5 hours went to shopping but...THAT IS NOT THE MAIN POINT! By the way, tell me if you think that Yuki is too...weak...in my writing...do you think that IS like him? Or I made him too weakling?