"First Love"
Chapter6: The Loneliness beneath Love
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"Love can be candy, when you just look at the surface of it."
"Love can be poison, when you found what was laying beneath of it..."
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As they were getting closer and closer, their lips almost touch, but Tohru managed to pull herself together and pushed away.
"Sor...Sorry Kyo-Kun...I...I can't do this...I just can't..." Tears burst out as Tohru tried to talk without much of the sobbing and crying, she is in perplexity alright.
Kyo looked at her with confusion. He thought that she likes him since she didn't refused the really last time they kiss. What happen? Did she change her feeling? Did she found out that she like the damn rat more? The thought of Tohru chooses Yuki over him made him angrier. He can't stand the damn rat wins everything over him, martial arts, respects, even the one and only person that he love the most had stolen by him...by Yuki.
He hated this. He wanted her to belong to him, he wanted her to belong to him...RIGHT NOW!
As Tohru tried to stand up, he used the power of his arm to push her down again.
Tohru looked at him with her two brownish eyes wide-opened. She can't believe what Kyo just did.
"Kyo-Kun?" She tried to straggle out of his grasp, but to no respond. She fell and with the strength of Kyo again, she is being force to touch her lip with his. She felt a hand touching the inside of her pajama. NOW, she is totally in shocked. (This sentence sounds confuse don't you think?)
Tohru wished that she could just get away from him and run, run to anywhere, as long as it is safe. She can't believe that even though he is sick, but he is way stronger than she is. She can't get out of it, so she cried, again.
"KNOCK IT OFF KYO!" Shigure yelled at Kyo as he walked into the door and heard the cried.
As soon as she is out of his fist, she run as fast as she could out to the hall, with a strand of tears follow behind.
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"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?!" Shigure screamed. He can't believe what he just saw. "YOU COULD HAVE HURT HER YOU KNOW!"
As he kept on yelling and yelling, Kyo's eyes suddenly turned red.
"What...what have I done...I...I just made her hates me more...what have I done?!" Kyo mumbled to himself, water formed in his eyes.
Shigure, who is now DONE with the screaming and yelling, decided to calm down and talking to Kyo.
"You should have know that in the first place," He sighed. "You can't made her do something that she doesn't want to."
"I...I was angry...I thought I might lost her to him...I don't want to...I don't want to experience the feeling of lost someone important, like I did with my mother. I want her to belong to me…forever." Tears dropped as he cried soundlessly.
"You know...kiss is only a way for people to show their love to each other, not force...Love." Shigure said calmly. Then stand up. Before he walked out from his room, he said one last thing. "Apologize to her when she come back, that is the lease you can do."
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"Come closer my little Yuki." the faint voice whispered to the figure that stands by the door. "There is nothing to be fear of, come closer."
Yuki walked slowly towards Akito, he felt that each steps he takes is heavier than the first one as he walk closer and closer to him.
"Oh my little Yuki. Tell me what are you thinking about." Akito brushed Yuki's face gently down to his neck with his two figures. He stopped suddenly, and slapped Yuki on the face, hard. The sudden reaction of Akito makes Yuki fall back a little. He beared the pain, and walked back slowly next to him, and took the same position he did earlier.
"Oh my my, little Yuki. Looks like you are still thinking about that little monster huh?" Akito stated teasingly.
Yuki didn't answer or said anything. As Akito petting his face softly, both of them are being eaten by the eternal darkness...(I always thought that Akito is gay…and now…IN YOUR FACE AKITO FANS! HE IS GAY…I mean…I think he is gay…apologize! =P)
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She ran through the wood, through the forest, through the shadow, and finally, she is here, their secret base.
She was just running for the whole time, she doesn't even know where she is going, and where SHOULD she go. When she decided to follow her heart, she ran to here.
Looking at the beautiful garden reminds her of the silver hair boy. She misses him…. She doesn't want to loose him, she wanted him to stay with her as a part of her life. She...how she wishes that everyone would just suddenly pop out and say "April Fool!", how she wishes that this is just all a joke. How she wishes...
How she wishes he would come back...
As her tears dropped on the flower petals of their garden, everything blurs out. She decided to stay a little longer before she is going to go back.
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"Are you ok?" Hatori asked as Yuki walked out from Akito's room.
Close the door behind him, Yuki nodded.
"Don't you wanted to go back to Shigure's house? There is someone waiting for you." Hatori stare at his emotionless cousin.
"No, I whether stay here, I can think faster...and better." Yuki is about to walk away but Hatori padded on his shoulder.
"This doesn't seems to be like you. You are much stronger than this." Hatori stated.
"That me...lost himself in the fog, in the puzzle, in love." Pushed Hatori's hand off his shoulder, Yuki walked back to his own room silently, thoughtlessly.
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He walked vexedly around the middle of the living room, where the table is. As he spotted a female figure walking slowly towards the house, he called out her name loudly.
The female figure looked up, now she is only a few steps away from him, she smiled.
"Where have you been Tohru? I was worrying sick about you!" Shigure yelled happily and dance.
She doesn't know what to tell him...but she had too.
"I..." Tohru stammered as Shigure stopped his silly dance. "I...I want to go talk to Akito...alone"
His smile dropped...
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Writer's Note: I kinda like this chapter...don't asked me why but I just does...anyway I am soo happy because this faction is actually in one of my reader's Favorite Story and Three readers' Author Alert (it is a good thing!). Anyway is this chapter kinda short to you? I think it is...well about the force kissing thing? Well...I have to do that in order to show how Tohru misses Yuki! But this story is NOT Yukiru or Kyiru...in fact...I don't have a pair for this fiction yet...review me to tell me what you think I should write for the ending. ^_~ My editor finally reply back today and yay!!! S/He said yes! So you might see my story change...TO A BETTER TOMORROW! ...Yeah...I wish REALLY wish that you guys would like to review...'cause reviews are what keep me on writing and writing and writing...(of course my computer keep me doing that too but...yeah!) Wish you guys like this chapter!
Chapter6: The Loneliness beneath Love
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"Love can be candy, when you just look at the surface of it."
"Love can be poison, when you found what was laying beneath of it..."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
As they were getting closer and closer, their lips almost touch, but Tohru managed to pull herself together and pushed away.
"Sor...Sorry Kyo-Kun...I...I can't do this...I just can't..." Tears burst out as Tohru tried to talk without much of the sobbing and crying, she is in perplexity alright.
Kyo looked at her with confusion. He thought that she likes him since she didn't refused the really last time they kiss. What happen? Did she change her feeling? Did she found out that she like the damn rat more? The thought of Tohru chooses Yuki over him made him angrier. He can't stand the damn rat wins everything over him, martial arts, respects, even the one and only person that he love the most had stolen by him...by Yuki.
He hated this. He wanted her to belong to him, he wanted her to belong to him...RIGHT NOW!
As Tohru tried to stand up, he used the power of his arm to push her down again.
Tohru looked at him with her two brownish eyes wide-opened. She can't believe what Kyo just did.
"Kyo-Kun?" She tried to straggle out of his grasp, but to no respond. She fell and with the strength of Kyo again, she is being force to touch her lip with his. She felt a hand touching the inside of her pajama. NOW, she is totally in shocked. (This sentence sounds confuse don't you think?)
Tohru wished that she could just get away from him and run, run to anywhere, as long as it is safe. She can't believe that even though he is sick, but he is way stronger than she is. She can't get out of it, so she cried, again.
"KNOCK IT OFF KYO!" Shigure yelled at Kyo as he walked into the door and heard the cried.
As soon as she is out of his fist, she run as fast as she could out to the hall, with a strand of tears follow behind.
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"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?!" Shigure screamed. He can't believe what he just saw. "YOU COULD HAVE HURT HER YOU KNOW!"
As he kept on yelling and yelling, Kyo's eyes suddenly turned red.
"What...what have I done...I...I just made her hates me more...what have I done?!" Kyo mumbled to himself, water formed in his eyes.
Shigure, who is now DONE with the screaming and yelling, decided to calm down and talking to Kyo.
"You should have know that in the first place," He sighed. "You can't made her do something that she doesn't want to."
"I...I was angry...I thought I might lost her to him...I don't want to...I don't want to experience the feeling of lost someone important, like I did with my mother. I want her to belong to me…forever." Tears dropped as he cried soundlessly.
"You know...kiss is only a way for people to show their love to each other, not force...Love." Shigure said calmly. Then stand up. Before he walked out from his room, he said one last thing. "Apologize to her when she come back, that is the lease you can do."
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"Come closer my little Yuki." the faint voice whispered to the figure that stands by the door. "There is nothing to be fear of, come closer."
Yuki walked slowly towards Akito, he felt that each steps he takes is heavier than the first one as he walk closer and closer to him.
"Oh my little Yuki. Tell me what are you thinking about." Akito brushed Yuki's face gently down to his neck with his two figures. He stopped suddenly, and slapped Yuki on the face, hard. The sudden reaction of Akito makes Yuki fall back a little. He beared the pain, and walked back slowly next to him, and took the same position he did earlier.
"Oh my my, little Yuki. Looks like you are still thinking about that little monster huh?" Akito stated teasingly.
Yuki didn't answer or said anything. As Akito petting his face softly, both of them are being eaten by the eternal darkness...(I always thought that Akito is gay…and now…IN YOUR FACE AKITO FANS! HE IS GAY…I mean…I think he is gay…apologize! =P)
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She ran through the wood, through the forest, through the shadow, and finally, she is here, their secret base.
She was just running for the whole time, she doesn't even know where she is going, and where SHOULD she go. When she decided to follow her heart, she ran to here.
Looking at the beautiful garden reminds her of the silver hair boy. She misses him…. She doesn't want to loose him, she wanted him to stay with her as a part of her life. She...how she wishes that everyone would just suddenly pop out and say "April Fool!", how she wishes that this is just all a joke. How she wishes...
How she wishes he would come back...
As her tears dropped on the flower petals of their garden, everything blurs out. She decided to stay a little longer before she is going to go back.
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"Are you ok?" Hatori asked as Yuki walked out from Akito's room.
Close the door behind him, Yuki nodded.
"Don't you wanted to go back to Shigure's house? There is someone waiting for you." Hatori stare at his emotionless cousin.
"No, I whether stay here, I can think faster...and better." Yuki is about to walk away but Hatori padded on his shoulder.
"This doesn't seems to be like you. You are much stronger than this." Hatori stated.
"That me...lost himself in the fog, in the puzzle, in love." Pushed Hatori's hand off his shoulder, Yuki walked back to his own room silently, thoughtlessly.
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He walked vexedly around the middle of the living room, where the table is. As he spotted a female figure walking slowly towards the house, he called out her name loudly.
The female figure looked up, now she is only a few steps away from him, she smiled.
"Where have you been Tohru? I was worrying sick about you!" Shigure yelled happily and dance.
She doesn't know what to tell him...but she had too.
"I..." Tohru stammered as Shigure stopped his silly dance. "I...I want to go talk to Akito...alone"
His smile dropped...
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Writer's Note: I kinda like this chapter...don't asked me why but I just does...anyway I am soo happy because this faction is actually in one of my reader's Favorite Story and Three readers' Author Alert (it is a good thing!). Anyway is this chapter kinda short to you? I think it is...well about the force kissing thing? Well...I have to do that in order to show how Tohru misses Yuki! But this story is NOT Yukiru or Kyiru...in fact...I don't have a pair for this fiction yet...review me to tell me what you think I should write for the ending. ^_~ My editor finally reply back today and yay!!! S/He said yes! So you might see my story change...TO A BETTER TOMORROW! ...Yeah...I wish REALLY wish that you guys would like to review...'cause reviews are what keep me on writing and writing and writing...(of course my computer keep me doing that too but...yeah!) Wish you guys like this chapter!