"First Love"
Chapter 8: Lost Sunshine
He makes me happy,
He makes me down.
She led me to heaven,
She led me to hell.
"Tohru?" That was the first thing she heard when she woke up from the faintness.
"Shigure?" Tohru asked trying to sit up but Shigure pushed her down.
"Hatori still has to check over you to see if you are ok. (Nothing nasty my friends!) You just fainted in Hatori's house, everyone paniced." Shigure describing what happened. "Hatori calmed everyone down and sent them back home, he promised that he will give them a call as soon as he found out the cause of your faint."
"Where am I?" Tohru asked as she intangibly staring at Shigure, and suddenly, she pulled herself a back a little bit. "Shigure-San?"
"Feew and here I thought you forgot who I am." Shigure set out a relief. "You were here to talk to Akito about Yuki remember?"
Tohru's brain suddenly went blank...she tried to look for the word "Yuki" and "Akito", she searched over and over in her brain, but couldn't find any images...nothing. She doesn't have a clue of who they are.
"Umm...who exactly are Yuki and Akito?" Tohru asked unsurly as she saw Shigure look at her with his jaw dropping. "Umm...Yuki Sohma? Akito the head of Sohma? You don't remember them?"
As he saw Tohru shake her head slowly. Questions suddenly bursted out.
"Okay okay...do you know who Kisa is?" She nodded.
"Umm...Momiji and Hatori?"
She nodded.
"Haru?"
She nodded again.
"Ritsu? Ayame? Kagura? Me? Hiro?"
She nodded yet again.
"Your two best friends Uotani and Hana?"
Nod.
Down to the last person. "Kyo?" she shook her head.
"Oh dear..." As Hatori stepped in, Shigure mumbled out. "Hatori...what happen?"
"We needed to talk." Hatori just said plainly, and draged Shigure out after he smiled to the little girl who stared at them.
"Temporary memory lost." Hatori told Shigure. "It is just temporary, she will remember them pretty soon."
"Why is it just Kyo, Yuki and Akito?" Shigure still didn't get it. "She remembers the rest of us..."
"Maybe because THEY are the one that caused her to faint and maybe something happened that makes her want to forget about them." Hatori concluded.
"Well as long as it is temporary then it would be fine." Shigure said reliefed, BEFORE he heard what Hatori told him.
"Well actually...it COULD be temporary...or it COULD be not..." Hatori told him with his most serious look (even though he ALWAYS looks serious).
Shigure looked up.
"I don't know how to tell you this but...basically, if she decided to turn away from the pain, we can't help it." Hatori sighed. "Beside, there is another thing to worry about..." As Shigure looked at him. He sighed again. "Well...Tohru...phyically lost her emotions...in other word, you might be unable to see her smiles again..."
She stared at the air plainly...what just happen? All she could remember is that she stopped by here with Shigure-San, even though she doesn't remember the reason...but she knew that it was something important, then the next minute she was sleeping on the coach with Shigure looked at
her like she is some kind of freak.
She really didn't remember who were these Yuki, Akito and Kyo guys. All she knew was that when she repeated the name over in her head, nothing shows up, nothing. All she could see is white, pure white.
She wouldn't be surprised if they told her that she lost her memory, maybe even her feeling. Well...her memory...all she remembered were little parts, like she remember about Uo and Hana were talking to her, then she remember Shigure said her dinner was nice. Something was missing in between.
Then her feelings, well...exactly...she doesn't know what to say...she can't feel anything...not a little sadness or happiness...she just feel...plain...plain like a white paper.
Her memory AND her feeling...describe it in a easier way, it was like a puzzle right now. She had to find the missing pieces before she was complete.
When he heard that he have to move out of Shigure's house for a little while, he was in shock. Why? Is it because she is still mad at him? He could apologize...he didn't want to leave, espeically...leave and go back to the Sohmas' house.
After a set of punching, kicking, yelling, and crying (Punching kicking -Kagura, Yelling-Kyo, Crying-Kagure after punching Kyo). He sit down and cool himself off. If that is what she want, he will do that, but before he could respond, another news just broke in: Tohru forgot him.
Well all Kyo could hear were those words and THAT is about to crush him to death. Forgot him?! Did Hatori do that? Did Akito order that? He knew that she shouldn't go talk to Akito alone! His face started to change, to a more angerier position that even Kagura is fear of.
"Kyo honey! Calm down!" Kagura decided to putted her jealousy on aside first. The last thing she wanted to do is to get Kyo hurt (-- who believe that?). "She only forgot you guys TEMPORARY. Come on, she forgot about Yuki and Akito too!"
NOW that is more a shocking AND mocking news. She forgot him and the damn rat and that control freak Akito? How can that be? She compare them together! That is insane! How can she compare them together?! Grrr NOW he is real mad. He decided to run to somewhere where he could calm himself down a little, and so he did...
The decision of not to follow her is wrong.
The decision of moving in with Akito is wrong.
The decision to be jealous is wrong.
The decision to let her enter his heart...is...wrong...
He was in shock after hearing the big news from Hatori. He felt pain, mixture with sadness, sorrow, torture.
He should have listen to his heart in the first place. He know he should have...then things might be better than that, she might still be in control of her sunny smile, she might still remember who he is and all the time that they spent together.
Now everything...EVERYTHING is ruined because of him. Why can't he just take a grip and tell her how he feel...before he can? Now everything is too late, WAY too late.
Now his whole body is in pain, worst, in hell. His heart started to hurt again. After all the events that happen, he grew tired, really tired...why does he have to face all this problems anyway? Why can't he just turn away from it?
Why can't he be...dead?
Why?
Staring plainly to the sky, it reminded him all the sweet memory of him and Tohru. How she first saw him on the roof, how she tell him that he is her favorite Zodiac animal, how she looked into his eyes and tell him how great he is.
How she run away with fear when he force her to kiss him...
He sighed. He didn't mean to do that, but the thought of losing her drove him insane. Now it was too late for him to turn back in time. Probably if he didn't do that, she will still remember him and tell him how she felt, how she is confused, and that he could apologize to her for what he did.
He cared about her dearly, now if Hatori decided that it is the best for him to leave the residence, he will.
For her.
For her, he will do anything.
A warm breeze brushed him, it took away some of the salty water left on his cheek. He went deep in his thought.
He bet that the nezumi is also...really depressed at this moment. He knew for a fact that he had the same feeling towards her as he does. Since now that she forgot BOTH of them, this will again, makes things fair for them...makes the BATTLE equal for them...a battle between the cat and
the mouse, prize? Ownership of Tohru Honda's heart...
Author's Note: Zup everybody!? Luv this chapter?!? I surly enjoy it!!! Heh heh he...I know that it is pretty sad that the fact Tohru lost her smile, but hey! C'mon! Sad things have to happen in order to creat happy things. Well...next thing, This chapter might be kinda short 'cause...well...writer block...heh heh heh sweats dropped Don't throw ur chair at me now, it will only do damage to ur computer...calm down...okay back to the story. I think that Yuki might get a heart attack if he keeps on u know...hurt his heart and also! This story is not Yukiru...sry to disappoint! But...don't be so happy Kyo fans! This story is also NOT kiru. I actually doesn't have a pair yet...but either way...i want she to go with someone she luv.
Chapter 8: Lost Sunshine
He makes me happy,
He makes me down.
She led me to heaven,
She led me to hell.
"Tohru?" That was the first thing she heard when she woke up from the faintness.
"Shigure?" Tohru asked trying to sit up but Shigure pushed her down.
"Hatori still has to check over you to see if you are ok. (Nothing nasty my friends!) You just fainted in Hatori's house, everyone paniced." Shigure describing what happened. "Hatori calmed everyone down and sent them back home, he promised that he will give them a call as soon as he found out the cause of your faint."
"Where am I?" Tohru asked as she intangibly staring at Shigure, and suddenly, she pulled herself a back a little bit. "Shigure-San?"
"Feew and here I thought you forgot who I am." Shigure set out a relief. "You were here to talk to Akito about Yuki remember?"
Tohru's brain suddenly went blank...she tried to look for the word "Yuki" and "Akito", she searched over and over in her brain, but couldn't find any images...nothing. She doesn't have a clue of who they are.
"Umm...who exactly are Yuki and Akito?" Tohru asked unsurly as she saw Shigure look at her with his jaw dropping. "Umm...Yuki Sohma? Akito the head of Sohma? You don't remember them?"
As he saw Tohru shake her head slowly. Questions suddenly bursted out.
"Okay okay...do you know who Kisa is?" She nodded.
"Umm...Momiji and Hatori?"
She nodded.
"Haru?"
She nodded again.
"Ritsu? Ayame? Kagura? Me? Hiro?"
She nodded yet again.
"Your two best friends Uotani and Hana?"
Nod.
Down to the last person. "Kyo?" she shook her head.
"Oh dear..." As Hatori stepped in, Shigure mumbled out. "Hatori...what happen?"
"We needed to talk." Hatori just said plainly, and draged Shigure out after he smiled to the little girl who stared at them.
"Temporary memory lost." Hatori told Shigure. "It is just temporary, she will remember them pretty soon."
"Why is it just Kyo, Yuki and Akito?" Shigure still didn't get it. "She remembers the rest of us..."
"Maybe because THEY are the one that caused her to faint and maybe something happened that makes her want to forget about them." Hatori concluded.
"Well as long as it is temporary then it would be fine." Shigure said reliefed, BEFORE he heard what Hatori told him.
"Well actually...it COULD be temporary...or it COULD be not..." Hatori told him with his most serious look (even though he ALWAYS looks serious).
Shigure looked up.
"I don't know how to tell you this but...basically, if she decided to turn away from the pain, we can't help it." Hatori sighed. "Beside, there is another thing to worry about..." As Shigure looked at him. He sighed again. "Well...Tohru...phyically lost her emotions...in other word, you might be unable to see her smiles again..."
She stared at the air plainly...what just happen? All she could remember is that she stopped by here with Shigure-San, even though she doesn't remember the reason...but she knew that it was something important, then the next minute she was sleeping on the coach with Shigure looked at
her like she is some kind of freak.
She really didn't remember who were these Yuki, Akito and Kyo guys. All she knew was that when she repeated the name over in her head, nothing shows up, nothing. All she could see is white, pure white.
She wouldn't be surprised if they told her that she lost her memory, maybe even her feeling. Well...her memory...all she remembered were little parts, like she remember about Uo and Hana were talking to her, then she remember Shigure said her dinner was nice. Something was missing in between.
Then her feelings, well...exactly...she doesn't know what to say...she can't feel anything...not a little sadness or happiness...she just feel...plain...plain like a white paper.
Her memory AND her feeling...describe it in a easier way, it was like a puzzle right now. She had to find the missing pieces before she was complete.
When he heard that he have to move out of Shigure's house for a little while, he was in shock. Why? Is it because she is still mad at him? He could apologize...he didn't want to leave, espeically...leave and go back to the Sohmas' house.
After a set of punching, kicking, yelling, and crying (Punching kicking -Kagura, Yelling-Kyo, Crying-Kagure after punching Kyo). He sit down and cool himself off. If that is what she want, he will do that, but before he could respond, another news just broke in: Tohru forgot him.
Well all Kyo could hear were those words and THAT is about to crush him to death. Forgot him?! Did Hatori do that? Did Akito order that? He knew that she shouldn't go talk to Akito alone! His face started to change, to a more angerier position that even Kagura is fear of.
"Kyo honey! Calm down!" Kagura decided to putted her jealousy on aside first. The last thing she wanted to do is to get Kyo hurt (-- who believe that?). "She only forgot you guys TEMPORARY. Come on, she forgot about Yuki and Akito too!"
NOW that is more a shocking AND mocking news. She forgot him and the damn rat and that control freak Akito? How can that be? She compare them together! That is insane! How can she compare them together?! Grrr NOW he is real mad. He decided to run to somewhere where he could calm himself down a little, and so he did...
The decision of not to follow her is wrong.
The decision of moving in with Akito is wrong.
The decision to be jealous is wrong.
The decision to let her enter his heart...is...wrong...
He was in shock after hearing the big news from Hatori. He felt pain, mixture with sadness, sorrow, torture.
He should have listen to his heart in the first place. He know he should have...then things might be better than that, she might still be in control of her sunny smile, she might still remember who he is and all the time that they spent together.
Now everything...EVERYTHING is ruined because of him. Why can't he just take a grip and tell her how he feel...before he can? Now everything is too late, WAY too late.
Now his whole body is in pain, worst, in hell. His heart started to hurt again. After all the events that happen, he grew tired, really tired...why does he have to face all this problems anyway? Why can't he just turn away from it?
Why can't he be...dead?
Why?
Staring plainly to the sky, it reminded him all the sweet memory of him and Tohru. How she first saw him on the roof, how she tell him that he is her favorite Zodiac animal, how she looked into his eyes and tell him how great he is.
How she run away with fear when he force her to kiss him...
He sighed. He didn't mean to do that, but the thought of losing her drove him insane. Now it was too late for him to turn back in time. Probably if he didn't do that, she will still remember him and tell him how she felt, how she is confused, and that he could apologize to her for what he did.
He cared about her dearly, now if Hatori decided that it is the best for him to leave the residence, he will.
For her.
For her, he will do anything.
A warm breeze brushed him, it took away some of the salty water left on his cheek. He went deep in his thought.
He bet that the nezumi is also...really depressed at this moment. He knew for a fact that he had the same feeling towards her as he does. Since now that she forgot BOTH of them, this will again, makes things fair for them...makes the BATTLE equal for them...a battle between the cat and
the mouse, prize? Ownership of Tohru Honda's heart...
Author's Note: Zup everybody!? Luv this chapter?!? I surly enjoy it!!! Heh heh he...I know that it is pretty sad that the fact Tohru lost her smile, but hey! C'mon! Sad things have to happen in order to creat happy things. Well...next thing, This chapter might be kinda short 'cause...well...writer block...heh heh heh sweats dropped Don't throw ur chair at me now, it will only do damage to ur computer...calm down...okay back to the story. I think that Yuki might get a heart attack if he keeps on u know...hurt his heart and also! This story is not Yukiru...sry to disappoint! But...don't be so happy Kyo fans! This story is also NOT kiru. I actually doesn't have a pair yet...but either way...i want she to go with someone she luv.