First Love
Chapter 9: Lost Memory
I lost my direction,
I lost my desire.
I lost the willingness,
to laugh and smile.
Because...I lost you...
"Where are we going Shigure-San?" Tohru asked while looking around to see if any of this could remind her about her memory.
"We are going home! Aren't you happy?" Shigure screamed excitedly next to Tohru, causing the driver to turn around with an irritated look.
"Shigure...you might want to be quiet now...before you regret it."
"Ok Haa-San, zip zip for me." Shigure gave an apologetic look before speeding his mouth 5 miles a minute.
"You should see the house Tohru-kun! It is the best house you could wish for! And oh my god you should see the Master Bed Room. It can sleep with two people in it, wanna try?"
Before Tohru could even react, someone already putted a period on it.
"Hello? Is this XXX (it stands for something something something only okay?) newspaper? I have a few secrets of Sohma Shigure, are you interested?"
"NO!!!!!!!!!!" Shigure grabbed the phone and threw it out the window.
"What did you do that for?" Shigure asked desperately and cried (...no comments). "I am screwed!!!"
"I warned you already, it is not my fault that you're deaf." Hatori answered as he turned to the right.
"Hatori-San? Are you going to stay with us in Shigure-San's house?" Tohru asked wanly.
"I can't, I still have Akito to take care of." the dragon continued before the dog start to cheer.
"BUT, I called your friends Hana and Uo to move in with you, so don't you need to worry about Shigure."
Recalling what happened the last time Tohru's friends were here, Shigure seemed a little disappointed and freaked out.
"What!!!! Wha...what if they see me transform!!! I personally think it is not a good idea for them to come." said Shigure as his hope rose.
"If they find out anything at all, you can stop thinking about getting a kid." the hope in Shigure's mind proof into a smoke, disappeared.
"And here I thought I could spend the days with Tohru!!! Not fair!!" Shigure sobbed.
"I already asked Momiji to turn in your absent slip(whatever they call it), so just stay in this week to get better, I will come over to check on you everyday." said Hatori successfully ignoring Shigure and informing Tohru.
"Ha....Hai!" Tohru hurrily bowed to the doctor.
"Well I better be going, see you soon." Hatori dropped Tohru and Shigure infront of the front gate and left.
...
Yuki stared at the mess he made after hearing the news. He formed a smile, a sad, sad smile. Somehow he turned just like Akito, destorying things when got mad, how similar could he be?
He couldn't remember the reason for him to weaken just like that. He couldn't understand the fact of why he didn't transform into a mouse yet, maybe because I am not weak enough...
...
Blood...everywhere...how else could he be weaker than he was now? To just turn into a mouse and escape this cruel cruel world. The scattered gazes stopped at the sharp object on the corner of the floor.
...Maybe...
...that can stop the pain...
"So Tohru, you still remember how to cook right?" Shigure asked worrily, he could forgive Tohru for forgetting her memory, but if she forgot her cooking skill, he was going to be shocked.
Seeing Tohru nod made Shigure give out a sigh of relief. "Ok then, I will be in my room finish my story (and who is gonna believe him?), call me when dinner is finished okay?" Shigure smiled and walked away, leaving Tohru standing in the middle of the house, gawking.
Maybe she should start cooking now, or at least do something.
Walking around, she couldn't believe that she only recognized half of the house, her legs stopped at the two rooms next to her, she walked slowly up to one of the rooms, and quietly, opened the door.
It was a very clean room.
The bed is just next to the window, and on top of the bed, stayed a few vegetable books and a pencil.
Flipping through the pages of the book, Tohru found a bookmark fell off from a page.
"132324 22161923?" Tohru looking at the long numbers with a puzzled...well...mind,(I can't say puzzle look...she can't possibiliy make a smile...REMEMBER?) what could that stand for?
When she drowned in her own mind, someone knocked on the door.
"Uo and Hana are here!" Tohru put down the bookmark and forgot about it that rest of the day.
Forget the hidden meaning of these numbers...
Forget everything...
Thanks for your help Uo, Hana!" Tohru bowed politely and smiled...a smile that was hiddened.
Uo sighed after seeing Tohru's phycial sickness. "So what they say are true, huh?"
Tohru looked at Uo confused, but nothing on her face showed any of that.(just remember, you can't see any emotion on her face ok?) Seeing Shigure put his figure on his lip, Tohru became even MORE confused.
ring ring
"I will go get the phone!" Tohru said as she run for the phone, she couldn't stand sitting there with everyone looking at her like she was a freak or something.
"Sohma Shigure's house, who is this?" Tohru asked.
"Umm...Tohru? It's me..."
...
Author's Note: Grrr...finally!!!! Chapter 9!!!! Can u believe it?! It is like a month or two already!!! Took me forever this chapter...lets just say that i got a writer's block...heh heh he...u got me there...WRITER'S BLOCK!!!! I dunno how to continue my story....well...yah...dis chapter ain't that goodie good but...sure it is ok. 'neway...back to the main point....the message on Yuk's bookmark (yes it is Yuki's room and Yuki's bookmark, so what she didn't went to Kyo's room...now Kyo fan quiet!) heh heh heh can u figure it out? It is actually easy...I am not gonna tell 'neone what is it means until the really last chapter...which would be next year!!!! If I don't updated often....heh heh...'neway...the secret phone call...and have u guys ever wonder y doesn't Tohru go to skool in my story? Well...I don't know...I forgot about those scenes...so like yah...I just skept them...now that Tohru is gonna absent like hella days...heh heh he...o and don't worry...Yuki...well...he is NOT gonna die k? Just...don't worry!!!!
Chapter 9: Lost Memory
I lost my direction,
I lost my desire.
I lost the willingness,
to laugh and smile.
Because...I lost you...
"Where are we going Shigure-San?" Tohru asked while looking around to see if any of this could remind her about her memory.
"We are going home! Aren't you happy?" Shigure screamed excitedly next to Tohru, causing the driver to turn around with an irritated look.
"Shigure...you might want to be quiet now...before you regret it."
"Ok Haa-San, zip zip for me." Shigure gave an apologetic look before speeding his mouth 5 miles a minute.
"You should see the house Tohru-kun! It is the best house you could wish for! And oh my god you should see the Master Bed Room. It can sleep with two people in it, wanna try?"
Before Tohru could even react, someone already putted a period on it.
"Hello? Is this XXX (it stands for something something something only okay?) newspaper? I have a few secrets of Sohma Shigure, are you interested?"
"NO!!!!!!!!!!" Shigure grabbed the phone and threw it out the window.
"What did you do that for?" Shigure asked desperately and cried (...no comments). "I am screwed!!!"
"I warned you already, it is not my fault that you're deaf." Hatori answered as he turned to the right.
"Hatori-San? Are you going to stay with us in Shigure-San's house?" Tohru asked wanly.
"I can't, I still have Akito to take care of." the dragon continued before the dog start to cheer.
"BUT, I called your friends Hana and Uo to move in with you, so don't you need to worry about Shigure."
Recalling what happened the last time Tohru's friends were here, Shigure seemed a little disappointed and freaked out.
"What!!!! Wha...what if they see me transform!!! I personally think it is not a good idea for them to come." said Shigure as his hope rose.
"If they find out anything at all, you can stop thinking about getting a kid." the hope in Shigure's mind proof into a smoke, disappeared.
"And here I thought I could spend the days with Tohru!!! Not fair!!" Shigure sobbed.
"I already asked Momiji to turn in your absent slip(whatever they call it), so just stay in this week to get better, I will come over to check on you everyday." said Hatori successfully ignoring Shigure and informing Tohru.
"Ha....Hai!" Tohru hurrily bowed to the doctor.
"Well I better be going, see you soon." Hatori dropped Tohru and Shigure infront of the front gate and left.
...
Yuki stared at the mess he made after hearing the news. He formed a smile, a sad, sad smile. Somehow he turned just like Akito, destorying things when got mad, how similar could he be?
He couldn't remember the reason for him to weaken just like that. He couldn't understand the fact of why he didn't transform into a mouse yet, maybe because I am not weak enough...
...
Blood...everywhere...how else could he be weaker than he was now? To just turn into a mouse and escape this cruel cruel world. The scattered gazes stopped at the sharp object on the corner of the floor.
...Maybe...
...that can stop the pain...
"So Tohru, you still remember how to cook right?" Shigure asked worrily, he could forgive Tohru for forgetting her memory, but if she forgot her cooking skill, he was going to be shocked.
Seeing Tohru nod made Shigure give out a sigh of relief. "Ok then, I will be in my room finish my story (and who is gonna believe him?), call me when dinner is finished okay?" Shigure smiled and walked away, leaving Tohru standing in the middle of the house, gawking.
Maybe she should start cooking now, or at least do something.
Walking around, she couldn't believe that she only recognized half of the house, her legs stopped at the two rooms next to her, she walked slowly up to one of the rooms, and quietly, opened the door.
It was a very clean room.
The bed is just next to the window, and on top of the bed, stayed a few vegetable books and a pencil.
Flipping through the pages of the book, Tohru found a bookmark fell off from a page.
"132324 22161923?" Tohru looking at the long numbers with a puzzled...well...mind,(I can't say puzzle look...she can't possibiliy make a smile...REMEMBER?) what could that stand for?
When she drowned in her own mind, someone knocked on the door.
"Uo and Hana are here!" Tohru put down the bookmark and forgot about it that rest of the day.
Forget the hidden meaning of these numbers...
Forget everything...
Thanks for your help Uo, Hana!" Tohru bowed politely and smiled...a smile that was hiddened.
Uo sighed after seeing Tohru's phycial sickness. "So what they say are true, huh?"
Tohru looked at Uo confused, but nothing on her face showed any of that.(just remember, you can't see any emotion on her face ok?) Seeing Shigure put his figure on his lip, Tohru became even MORE confused.
ring ring
"I will go get the phone!" Tohru said as she run for the phone, she couldn't stand sitting there with everyone looking at her like she was a freak or something.
"Sohma Shigure's house, who is this?" Tohru asked.
"Umm...Tohru? It's me..."
...
Author's Note: Grrr...finally!!!! Chapter 9!!!! Can u believe it?! It is like a month or two already!!! Took me forever this chapter...lets just say that i got a writer's block...heh heh he...u got me there...WRITER'S BLOCK!!!! I dunno how to continue my story....well...yah...dis chapter ain't that goodie good but...sure it is ok. 'neway...back to the main point....the message on Yuk's bookmark (yes it is Yuki's room and Yuki's bookmark, so what she didn't went to Kyo's room...now Kyo fan quiet!) heh heh heh can u figure it out? It is actually easy...I am not gonna tell 'neone what is it means until the really last chapter...which would be next year!!!! If I don't updated often....heh heh...'neway...the secret phone call...and have u guys ever wonder y doesn't Tohru go to skool in my story? Well...I don't know...I forgot about those scenes...so like yah...I just skept them...now that Tohru is gonna absent like hella days...heh heh he...o and don't worry...Yuki...well...he is NOT gonna die k? Just...don't worry!!!!