Lily spent the next day trying to figure out how to pick between her mystery guy and James. The only thing keeping her form just deciding to skip the next dance and stay with the boy she already know she was attracted to was the fact that he only seemed interested in the physical aspect of relationships, and Her mystery boy seemed to like talking and learning about her.
Her dilemma plagued her during all of her Friday classes. James being in most of them didn't help make things any easier with looking at her all of the time and acting, in Lily's opinion, cuter then normal on purpose.
"Why in the world would someone think to schedule a dance for a Thursday!" She shouted at Tiffany reapplying her make-up in between classes. "Does he want me to go crazy? What do you think? It stupid that's what I think! Because it is! How could anyone think to let teenagers who normally have enough problems getting up and not getting distracted, be out ALL night! Why??"
"Clam yourself. You just…"
"Your no help. I'm going to get to class." Lily grumbled leaving the room, "Useless friends not giving advice when called upon, no let's wait till I don't want it to give any! Dumb…"
Tiffany listened to her chuckling when the door closed.
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The day dragged on with James's constant stare driving Lily mad. When class ended she bolted for the door before Professor Flitwork was even finished talking and ran down the hall to her room. She threw herself on the bed and glared out of the window.
"Why did this happen to me!"
No answer came. Of course it wouldn't have. The hours crept by as Lily lay there thinking about everything and nothing. How would she chose between James whom she new. Who was solid? And Red who she my never like. Who one may end up just being a dream she met but never got to keep.
Lily got up and pulled the scratch pad off of her nightstand and looked to see if Red was on. No luck. She stuffed it in her pocket and lay back down, useless thoughts about both boys ragging a war inside of her head.
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At dinner James walked over to her. "Evans we have a head meetings in an hour. Same place as always."
"Okay."
"Don't be late."
"Don't worry, if anything, you best make sure your on time." She snapped glaring up at him. He was glaring back at her but masked inside the glare she saw the joy of the game in his face but no real hatred. How will ending what they had, was it even enough to be a relationship? They didn't know each other beyond the kisses they shared. Lily just looked away and he walked back to join his friends.
Nothing out of the ordinary. There was no battle going on in his head of what to do. Lily stood up a little while later and left to the heads lounge. She mumbled the password and found that James was not there yet. She pulled out her scratch pad and found the red dot in the corner.
L-HEY
R-HI
L-WHAT YA DOING?
R- NOT MUCH, BUT I'M GOING TO HAVE TO GO SOON I HAVE TO BE SOMEWHERE SOON.
L-OH… OKAY, THAT'S COOL
R- ARE YOU MAD?
L- NO, DISAPPOINTED I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU.
R- I WANT TO TALK TO YOU TOO.
L- I KNOW.
R- I'M SORRY.
L- ITS HARD ISNT IT?
R- HUH??
L- TRYING TO GET TO KNOW SOMEONE WHEN THEY WONT LET YOU EVEN HAVE A HINT WHO THEY ARE.
R- IT'S FINE… ARE YOU OKAY?
L- YEAH, I'M JUST CONFUSED.
R- DO YOU WANT TO TA LK ABOUT IT? I'LL BE ON LATER AND I'LL MAKE SURE TO HELP YOU ANYWAY I CAN.
L- NO, I DON'T THINK YOU'LLBE MUCH HELP. NO OFFENSE,
R- ALRIGHT. I'M SORRY, BUT I REALLY DOHAVE TO GO.
L- OKAY, BYE.
Lily shut the book over at the clock it was chiming, seven o'clock. Lily had been there for over twenty minutes.
"And he told me not to be late." She grumbled glaring at the door and fidgeting restlessly.
"Sorry," James said falling into the room.
"Good."
"So what do you want to do for our meeting?"
"Hum… I guess we could work on something." Lily said reading down and grabbing some parchment and a quill out of her bag. She glanced up at the appalled expression stretched over his face and burst out laughing.
"Oh, so that's what you wanted to do. Well, why didn't you say so?" Lily asked sweetly sitting back up and leaving her things lying on the floor.
"You knew this is what in had in mind. Your just cruel."
"To true," she said moving closer and sitting on his lap, "So Mr. Potter what kind on meeting did you have in mind?"
Instead of answering, James pulled Lily's mouth down onto his, in a sweet, gentle kiss.
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