A/N: Hey, sorry if the other chappie was a little confusing. I'll try to make this one better. Thanks so much for the revews. pls r/r

As she thought about it more, she closed her eyes. James had been there to cheer her up every time she was frowining. Now she had realized what he had been doing all along.

But as she thought, she felt angrier. Why didn't he understand?!

She wiped her tears and walked briskly out of the classroom. She wasn't going o make something silly pull her down. No, she wasn't.

Just then, she turned and bumped into James.

James looked at her coldly, a look he had never given her before.

"Potter I..." Lily just couldn't tell him everything. She dropped her books accidentally.

She knelt down to pick them up, James crouched down and helped her too.

"Thanks" muttered Lily.

James didn't reply as he handed her some of the books. Lily felt empty inside. She wanted to tell him how she felt, but his cold eyes kept her angry and rejected inside.

Sirius came up from behind them. "What are you looking at her for, Prongs?" he asked irritably. "Thought you don't like her no more?"

James turned and left with Sirius without another word.

Lily looked at her book and found teardrops falling from her eyes.

"I hate you, James Potter!!" her mind yelled over and over again.

She went to the library to check things out when a little paper fell out from her notebook.

[It's the only way I see clear]

Dear Lily,

Lily eyes widened as she gripped the note tighter.

Her eyes never left the piece of paper.

I'm sorry if i make you feel uncomfotable or I leave you to yourself, but everytime I try, everything jsut goes wrong with you. So all I ask from you is you take care of yourself. I love you, Lily. But you're just too far away now.
Yours Forver,
JAMES POTTER

Lily found her hand shaking. Did she really push him too far? How'd she get him back to like her again.

That day, James didn't even look at her, he kept avoiding her eyes.

Lily crossed her fingers that he'll walk her way, though he didn't all day.

But she won't give up, not now that she knows somehow he still cared for her.

When she was about to go to the common room, she made a right turn and bumped into James again.

He gave her the very same cold look.

But now, Lily wasn't about to react the same way she did before.

A/N: I hope you lyked this chappie. If it sucks, plz tell me!! =p thanks a lot!!