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Even with his cold eyes looking at her, Lily got up all the courage to say..."Potter, I'm really sorry about the way I have been treating you." she said quickly.

James raised his eyebrows, but didn't comment on it. She didn't expect him to be this cold. Not now when she was the one making the move to mend their relationship.

Feeling more rejected than she ever was before, she ran past James crying.

Sirius has seen everything. He walked up to James and smacked him.

"OW! WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!" James yelled.

Sirius looked at him seriously. "To wake you up, Prongs! Look at her! You may be hurt James, but why hurt her too?"

Meanwhile, in transfiguration class, Lily didn't show up. She went straight to a quiet place and stayed there sobbing.

[What have I done, You seem to move on easy]

She knew she had tried her best and she had said sorry to the person that she had hurt for the past five years, but now, sorry to him seemed not to be enough.

Lily looked up as her tears fell on the soft grass. "James, I don't know what to do from now on!"

She had flashbacks of him through the years when he was obsessed with her.

"Lils! Come'on, just one little kiss!" he had said when they were at their fourth year.

Lily grew red in anger and emabarassment. "NO POTTER! SHUT IT AND CLEAR OUT!" she yelled.

But even then, she knew James had never stopped trying. What went wrong? What had she done to get them this mad at her?

She had to figure things out, sooner or later.

She closed her eyes and tried to remember things she had done to him, then this memory came to her mind.

"Lily, I'd do anything to have a date with you. Lily, I care for you and you know it. I may not be serious at anything, you see me. But then I still get high grades, don't I? I was just born a prankster, Lily, maybe I don't deserve you, but I love you. I'd die to see you marry another man." James pasused and sighed. "If given a chance, would you date me?" he asked.

Lily rolled her eyes. "If you dressed up in a girl's dress for a whole day, maybe I would." she replied.

But she never thought......

"LOOK AT POTTER!!" The Slytherins had hollered with laughter the next day.

He had worn a dress for classes that day.

Taunted, teased, being taken pictures, accepted mean remarks, all he got from Lily was...

You look stupid, Potter! What were you thinking? I was being sarcastic! DUH! Who would want to go out with someone like you?!" She rolled her eyes again and giggled at the sight of James wearing a dress.

James stood there, heartbroken. He had felt tricked. He was taunted, tease, and all she got was this comment from Lily.

Lily woke up and fowned. So this was it. She could remember that the picture was posted on the Daily Prphet because it used to be run by a Slytherin's father who had insisted it to be done. And the result for all the trouble he'd gone trhough was the words Lily had said.

She stood up to leave, but then she froze. She could hear something from behind her. She turned and her eyes widened in fear.

Meanwhile, the Marauders went to class.

Remus looked over and Lily's seat. "Prongs, Lily ain't here." he said, a tone of worry in his voice.

Sirius didn't make a comment on it.

Peter looked at james. "Maybe she was just late, eh mate?" he said, trying to cheer up James.

James was a little worried, but also worried that he was worrying too muich. This time, it was him feeling guilty about what he's done to Lily for the past weeks.

"Mr. Potter, are you paying atention?" asked Professor McGonagall.

James looked at her, with her hazel eyes it told everything.

Professor McGonagall nodded and went back to the other students. She glanced over to where Lily was seated and indeed she wasn't there. She hadn't noticed for the past three minutes.

When they were dismissed, James looked at the other three Marauders. "Hey uh, I have to go somewhere. I have to find something." he said.

Sirius smiled. "Or maybe someone eh, prongs? Don't worry, we ain't gonna bother you. he said as they walked off in different directions.

James knew something was wrong. He just knew it. Something inside him gave a sick feeling that Lily wasn't alone.

A/n: Was it good? Bad? Boring? pls r/r. tnx agen!