Lonely
The pain, it flows again
the one that you feel everywhere
you cant escape it
there is no care for it
I cant help it
everyone knows this pain
but few listen to help others with it
I ask for help
they only say encouragement
but I don't want that
I want a good friend
who will sit with me, and listen to me
not just one who will say "oh sorry"
one who will actually care
I care for you!
Why.... why am I always the one who gets left out
I want to be your friend too!
But... am I not good enough?
Why has god plagued me with this brain
it knows science and math like none other
but it also fails at people and how to talk
im an outcast for this
I always will be
why must this pain.. always be with me...
being......lonely