A/N: These are one of the last Chappies of the story. it's almost ending and you don't have to wait now more. Just a thought, thanks for all those who said I'm a gud writer. but the truth is, i'm not. kK? but thanks.

Lily slowly stood up. "James, someone cares for you. Some people do. I do, if you die, even if I live, I'm dead inside of me. I love you so much, I love you so much. James, you have to live because you're too selfish if you die. Don't you thinbk of those others who'd suffer along with you?" she asked.

James looked at her Emerald green eyes. Thoughts sprang around his head. It was the worst memory he had all his life. The thought that no one cares about him.

As the creature tightened his grip on James, lily kept speaking. "Think of us, James. Me, your mum and dad, the other three boys you are with. Won't they feel empty without you? Won't we, JAmes? you're the only son in your house, how'd they feel if they lost someone they love, James. How'd I feel if I don't have someone to back me up if the Slytherins tease me?" she asked.

James closed his eyes and thought for a long time. He wanted to be with Lily. He didn't want to see her face hurt. He never wanted to see her cry. Hit him for all he cares, just not that look on Lily's face.

The creature looked at lily. "Kill. kill. kill. kill.' he hissed.

James got all his courage together and kicked himself off the creature. He spit out some blood and wiped his upper lip. "I guess you're right, Lily. I never thought about it." he said in a low voice.

Lily smiled as she proudly looked at him.

"But if I have to die, i still will." he added and pointed his wand at the creature. "I'd be expelled, but who cares?" he smirked. "Avada Kedavra!"

Lily gasped, the creature howled in pain. James ran to Lily and grabbed her wrist.

"Let's go!" he said quickly and pulled her up the stairs.

James was still James, he'd never change. And now, Lily was proud of that.

They pushed open the trapdoor and ended up in the library.

James looked at Lily, Lily's smile faded away when she saw James clearly now.

She knew that she meant what she said, but still. James wasn't James anymorre. She could tell that james noticed her feelings for him now.

He smiled uncomfortably. "Look, Lils. You don't have to say anything anymore. I've heard it, and I'm happy to hear it. I'd jsut come out of here later tonight and head back to the dorm." he whispered.

Lily didn't know what to do. James looked.....James looked....but if it weren't for that look, she'd be dead by now.

James sighed, trying to hold back his tears, but he just couldn't. "Listen Lily, you have to go out there and pretend nothing happned. Okay?" he said.

Finally, Lily nodded. She tried to act the same casual way. She tried to stop herself from shaking and went to the dorm to change quicky.

Before the day ended, she bumped into the other three Marauders.

"Oy, Evans. Have you seen Prongs?" asked Peter.

Lily pursed her lip and shook her head. Though Sirius could tell that she was hiding something from her answer.

"Where is he, Evans?" he demanded.

Still, Lily shook her head.

Sirius glared at her. "You know thing,s Evans. You're not as good in lying as James himself. Tell us, Evans!" he persuaded.

As he gripped her wrist, blood tinkled a bit from it. "Padfoot...." said Remus worridly.

Sirius looked up. "Where have you two been?!" he asked.

Lily's tears came down from her eyes. "I-I promised James I-I won't tell!" she said.

Peter snorted. "When did you ever start calling Prongs James?" he asked.

Remus knew something had happned. He knew it from the look on Lily's face. he whispered.

Sirius looked at Lily. "I don't think that's a good idea. But we have to help James. Somehow, you know things, Evans. If you want him back, you have to tell us. We're his friends." he reminded her.

Lily took a deep breath. "Something happened, I don't know what. I passed out. the moment i woke up, James was bleeding. he was hurt badly. From head to foot. i couldn't tell what room it was, i just ran into it. Then this creature came out of nowhere. I-I-I-"

she was mixed up and she remembered James' face. The look on his face couldn't disappear from her mind.

Just then, Professor McGonagall walked by them. "There is an emergency situation. You must stay in your houses. There's- it's just too terrible. Black, Lupin, Pettigrew, Evans. I do know you know about him." she whispered.

Sirius looked up, confused, the other two boys did too.

But Lily wasn't a bit confused. "What h-happned?" she asked.

Professor McGonagall just shook her head. "we'll call to you four when we find out. Now go." she commanded and went off.

[At night I pray]

As Lily laid down on the couch near the fire, she could picture James' face before it all happned and after it all happned. She was worried, scared and confused.

"Lily..." a voice came from behind her. Three Marauders stood behind the couch.

Lily looked up. What?" she asked irritably. She didn't want to see their faces because they only reminded her more of James.

"What happned?" asked Peter.

Lily grabbed a pillow and hugged it. "I don't know, leave me alone!" she yelled.

The three turned their backs on her and left to go to their own dorm.

Lily glanced at the fireplace as she imgined it form James' face.

[That soon your face, Will fade away]

She angrily threw the pillow at it. "STOP IT!" she screamed.

"James, James! I need you!" she finally sobbed.

A/N: My chappies get worse, don't they? Throw tomatoes at it, as long as you r/r if it's good or bad. ;) sorry if it's bad kk? I'll try to make the next one better