Author's Notes: I don't own Card Captor Sakura. I dedicate this story to
Kimberly Kaye J. Atuel because she was the one who said the title. And to
Felyn Grace D. Jabonita cause she helped me about what Tomoyo's sickness
will be.
'She loves her', Eriol thought as he followed Tomoyo's eyes which led to her best friend Sakura Kinomoto together with her love one Syaoran Li. 'Even though Sakura has somebody else', he added and sighed. Tomoyo noticed this as she looked at him.
"What's wrong Hiiragizawa-kun?" Tomoyo asked. Even though they've been close since first year to third year high school they still can't call themselves by their first names.
"Nothing Daidouji-san. You're looking at Sakura again", Eriol replied, fixing the bridge of his glasses.
"Hai. I wish I was a boy Hiiragizawa-kun so that I could tell her my feelings".
"Isn't it weird people think you're a lesbian?"
"I don't care!" she said flatly. "And if I we're a boy I don't want that we'll be cousins".
"Daidouji-san get a life will you? Forget about her and try to love somebody of you're opposite gender", he advice. She shook her head in dismay. "Don't be stubborn".
"I don't care! I love her more than a friend and a cousin. I don't care if the people think I'm a lesbian. I just don't!"
"Tell me if you'll court her and she will say 'yes' to you are you happy to be her girlfriend?" Eriol asked.
"Hai", Tomoyo answered.
"Seriously? Like you won't be ashamed to the people and to your mom that Sakura is your girlfriend?"
"I-I don't know".
"Thought so", was all he could say. "You're obsessed with her actually".
"Yeah", she said in a lame tone. "You're lucky to have Mizuki-sensei".
"Why thank you".
"But I hate the pairing though...she's older than you", she added.
"Age doesn't matter!" he said almost angry at her. Many people have told him already that its somewhat weird if the girl is older than the boy. He can't believe his best friend will say this to him.
"I know Hiiragizawa-kun don't get mad", Tomoyo said as she gave a slight laugh. Seeing the face of her second best friend a while ago makes her want to laugh louder. "Hiiragizawa-kun I want to tell my feelings to her". That made Eriol paused.
"C-Come again?"
"I said I want to tell her I love her so much", she repeated.
"ARE YOU CRAZY?" Eriol nearly yelled. The people around the campus look at them as they sat on the stairs. His cheeks flushed as he cleared his throat and turned to her. "What are you thinking? Sakura has Syaoran now!" he lowered his voice so that people won't hear their conversation.
"I don't care. I just want her to know my feelings", she replied, smiling sweetly at him that made his face turned into a confusing look. He doesn't understand. "I'll accept anything after I tell my feelings to her. Even if that means to end our relationship as friends".
"Don't be such a martyr".
"I'm not". He sighed.
"If that's your decision Daidouji-san. I've got nothing to do about it", was all Eriol could say.
"Thanks for everything...Hiiragizawa-kun".
Sakura and Tomoyo and their other classmates we're cleaners that day. Eriol and Syaoran wait for the two outside. Tomoyo's been thinking if this is the right time to tell it to her cousin. 'I've got to tell her! She has to know!' Tomoyo thought as they arranged the chairs. After thirty minutes of cleaning only the two we're left inside the classroom. "Sakura", Tomoyo called, her words stammering from her mouth.
"What is it Tomoyo?" Sakura asked sweetly that she couldn't help but blush.
"I-I want to say...I-"she paused realizing that it was hard to say it. "I...love you".
"I know that Tomoyo", her cousin said.
"What I mean is...I treat you more than a friend", Tomoyo explained. Sakura paused on what she said. And she gave a slight laugh.
"You're joking...right?" she was somehow hurt by her cousin's reaction. She doesn't believe she loves her deeply. And she remembers what Eriol told her. How could she explain if ever Sakura was her girlfriend?
"No I'm not", Tomoyo replied seriously. Sakura averted her eyes on her cousin and decided to go home.
"Excuse me Tomoyo. I need to get going", Sakura said as she quickly get her backpack and exited the room. Outside Eriol and Syaoran we're waiting. And they look at Sakura who had come out of their classroom.
"Sakura?" Syaoran began.
"Syaoran let's go. Eriol wait for Tomoyo okay?" Sakura favored.
"O-Okay", Eriol replied, unsure of his answer. Sakura nods her head and the two left. Eriol knew something is wrong as he went inside of the classroom...only to find Tomoyo, standing in the middle of the classroom...crying. He knows Tomoyo just said her feelings to her cousin. He went to her and tapped her shoulders. "It's all right Tomoyo. I think you should say what you wanted to say". Tomoyo turned around and hug him suddenly which caused him to be shock for a few seconds. They never hug each other before. She cried on his shoulders and hugged him tighter.
"S-She...doesn't believe me! Hiiragizawa-kun she doesn't believe me that I love her!" she said, her tears couldn't stop from falling. Eriol doesn't even know what to do. Nor what to say. Instead he also hugged her in return.
"Don't worry Daidouji-san...I've got nothing to say really. Just try to forget about it", was his advice. Tomoyo didn't answer but just cried on his shoulder.
Sakura doesn't feel good that night as she was lying on her bed. The words that her cousin said to her still rang in her ears and won't fade away. 'I can't sleep', Sakura thought as she turned on her lampshade. She gets her cordless phone which is color pink and was given by Tomoyo when they we're in grade five. 'But we're in third year high'. She dialed Eriol's number and hoping he's awake. After the third ring someone pick it up.
"Konbanwa?"
"Konbanwa Eriol-kun!" Sakura greeted. But the mage knows that something is really wrong.
"Ah Sakura-san! You need something?" Eriol asked. She had called him at 9:00p.m.
"Are you sleeping already and am I disturbing you?" she asked back.
"Iie. It's fine. I'm not sleeping yet", he replied. Sakura was relieved.
"I just want to ask if you know this...does Tomoyo really have feelings for me?" Sakura had finally said. She was fifty percent sure that the answer is yes and fifty percent not sure of it. But she knows the answer is already yes.
"Why yes Sakura. Daidouji-san have been telling me that secret since I get back here in Japan", Eriol explained. And speaking of Daidouji-san he remembered that afternoon it took some minutes to calm Daidouji-san and to stop her from crying.
"So it's true. I-I thought...it was a lie", was all she can say. She could have shouted right then and there but she knows Kereberos and Touya will kill her for that.
"Don't tell me that you don't trust your best friend and dearest cousin?" he tests.
"Iie Eriol", she replied, giving a deep sigh. "Eriol why me? From all of the people why does she have to fall in love to me?" actually she just couldn't understand.
"I don't know Sakura. I just don't see why she's head over heels of you", Eriol replied. "She'll be a lesbian for that".
"Right".
"And the truth is she doesn't care". Sakura was shocked on that.
"Hoe?"
"She told me she doesn't care if the people will think she's a lesbian as long as she'll have a chance to say her feelings to you", he added. Sakura blushed. She cursed her cousin. For why she will let her feel this way.
"So that's what she said huh?" Sakura said. Somehow she doesn't feel like talking.
"Yup! And she wishes she was a boy. Silly girl! And if she was a boy she doesn't want you to be her cousin", Eriol added.
"Why is that?" Sakura wondered.
"So that she can court you and be her girlfriend", he replied. Sakura gave a slight laugh.
"Silly Tomoyo!"
"Hai. And I even told her you have Syaoran. But the truth is...she doesn't care!" he added. And both know they can't believe their friend Tomoyo is like that. "By the way Sakura are you angry at her?"
"No", Sakura said honestly. She doesn't really. And she doesn't even want her cousin to fell in love with her. "Eriol don't tell her I'm not angry at her. I want to tell her personally".
"Okay".
To be continued...
'She loves her', Eriol thought as he followed Tomoyo's eyes which led to her best friend Sakura Kinomoto together with her love one Syaoran Li. 'Even though Sakura has somebody else', he added and sighed. Tomoyo noticed this as she looked at him.
"What's wrong Hiiragizawa-kun?" Tomoyo asked. Even though they've been close since first year to third year high school they still can't call themselves by their first names.
"Nothing Daidouji-san. You're looking at Sakura again", Eriol replied, fixing the bridge of his glasses.
"Hai. I wish I was a boy Hiiragizawa-kun so that I could tell her my feelings".
"Isn't it weird people think you're a lesbian?"
"I don't care!" she said flatly. "And if I we're a boy I don't want that we'll be cousins".
"Daidouji-san get a life will you? Forget about her and try to love somebody of you're opposite gender", he advice. She shook her head in dismay. "Don't be stubborn".
"I don't care! I love her more than a friend and a cousin. I don't care if the people think I'm a lesbian. I just don't!"
"Tell me if you'll court her and she will say 'yes' to you are you happy to be her girlfriend?" Eriol asked.
"Hai", Tomoyo answered.
"Seriously? Like you won't be ashamed to the people and to your mom that Sakura is your girlfriend?"
"I-I don't know".
"Thought so", was all he could say. "You're obsessed with her actually".
"Yeah", she said in a lame tone. "You're lucky to have Mizuki-sensei".
"Why thank you".
"But I hate the pairing though...she's older than you", she added.
"Age doesn't matter!" he said almost angry at her. Many people have told him already that its somewhat weird if the girl is older than the boy. He can't believe his best friend will say this to him.
"I know Hiiragizawa-kun don't get mad", Tomoyo said as she gave a slight laugh. Seeing the face of her second best friend a while ago makes her want to laugh louder. "Hiiragizawa-kun I want to tell my feelings to her". That made Eriol paused.
"C-Come again?"
"I said I want to tell her I love her so much", she repeated.
"ARE YOU CRAZY?" Eriol nearly yelled. The people around the campus look at them as they sat on the stairs. His cheeks flushed as he cleared his throat and turned to her. "What are you thinking? Sakura has Syaoran now!" he lowered his voice so that people won't hear their conversation.
"I don't care. I just want her to know my feelings", she replied, smiling sweetly at him that made his face turned into a confusing look. He doesn't understand. "I'll accept anything after I tell my feelings to her. Even if that means to end our relationship as friends".
"Don't be such a martyr".
"I'm not". He sighed.
"If that's your decision Daidouji-san. I've got nothing to do about it", was all Eriol could say.
"Thanks for everything...Hiiragizawa-kun".
Sakura and Tomoyo and their other classmates we're cleaners that day. Eriol and Syaoran wait for the two outside. Tomoyo's been thinking if this is the right time to tell it to her cousin. 'I've got to tell her! She has to know!' Tomoyo thought as they arranged the chairs. After thirty minutes of cleaning only the two we're left inside the classroom. "Sakura", Tomoyo called, her words stammering from her mouth.
"What is it Tomoyo?" Sakura asked sweetly that she couldn't help but blush.
"I-I want to say...I-"she paused realizing that it was hard to say it. "I...love you".
"I know that Tomoyo", her cousin said.
"What I mean is...I treat you more than a friend", Tomoyo explained. Sakura paused on what she said. And she gave a slight laugh.
"You're joking...right?" she was somehow hurt by her cousin's reaction. She doesn't believe she loves her deeply. And she remembers what Eriol told her. How could she explain if ever Sakura was her girlfriend?
"No I'm not", Tomoyo replied seriously. Sakura averted her eyes on her cousin and decided to go home.
"Excuse me Tomoyo. I need to get going", Sakura said as she quickly get her backpack and exited the room. Outside Eriol and Syaoran we're waiting. And they look at Sakura who had come out of their classroom.
"Sakura?" Syaoran began.
"Syaoran let's go. Eriol wait for Tomoyo okay?" Sakura favored.
"O-Okay", Eriol replied, unsure of his answer. Sakura nods her head and the two left. Eriol knew something is wrong as he went inside of the classroom...only to find Tomoyo, standing in the middle of the classroom...crying. He knows Tomoyo just said her feelings to her cousin. He went to her and tapped her shoulders. "It's all right Tomoyo. I think you should say what you wanted to say". Tomoyo turned around and hug him suddenly which caused him to be shock for a few seconds. They never hug each other before. She cried on his shoulders and hugged him tighter.
"S-She...doesn't believe me! Hiiragizawa-kun she doesn't believe me that I love her!" she said, her tears couldn't stop from falling. Eriol doesn't even know what to do. Nor what to say. Instead he also hugged her in return.
"Don't worry Daidouji-san...I've got nothing to say really. Just try to forget about it", was his advice. Tomoyo didn't answer but just cried on his shoulder.
Sakura doesn't feel good that night as she was lying on her bed. The words that her cousin said to her still rang in her ears and won't fade away. 'I can't sleep', Sakura thought as she turned on her lampshade. She gets her cordless phone which is color pink and was given by Tomoyo when they we're in grade five. 'But we're in third year high'. She dialed Eriol's number and hoping he's awake. After the third ring someone pick it up.
"Konbanwa?"
"Konbanwa Eriol-kun!" Sakura greeted. But the mage knows that something is really wrong.
"Ah Sakura-san! You need something?" Eriol asked. She had called him at 9:00p.m.
"Are you sleeping already and am I disturbing you?" she asked back.
"Iie. It's fine. I'm not sleeping yet", he replied. Sakura was relieved.
"I just want to ask if you know this...does Tomoyo really have feelings for me?" Sakura had finally said. She was fifty percent sure that the answer is yes and fifty percent not sure of it. But she knows the answer is already yes.
"Why yes Sakura. Daidouji-san have been telling me that secret since I get back here in Japan", Eriol explained. And speaking of Daidouji-san he remembered that afternoon it took some minutes to calm Daidouji-san and to stop her from crying.
"So it's true. I-I thought...it was a lie", was all she can say. She could have shouted right then and there but she knows Kereberos and Touya will kill her for that.
"Don't tell me that you don't trust your best friend and dearest cousin?" he tests.
"Iie Eriol", she replied, giving a deep sigh. "Eriol why me? From all of the people why does she have to fall in love to me?" actually she just couldn't understand.
"I don't know Sakura. I just don't see why she's head over heels of you", Eriol replied. "She'll be a lesbian for that".
"Right".
"And the truth is she doesn't care". Sakura was shocked on that.
"Hoe?"
"She told me she doesn't care if the people will think she's a lesbian as long as she'll have a chance to say her feelings to you", he added. Sakura blushed. She cursed her cousin. For why she will let her feel this way.
"So that's what she said huh?" Sakura said. Somehow she doesn't feel like talking.
"Yup! And she wishes she was a boy. Silly girl! And if she was a boy she doesn't want you to be her cousin", Eriol added.
"Why is that?" Sakura wondered.
"So that she can court you and be her girlfriend", he replied. Sakura gave a slight laugh.
"Silly Tomoyo!"
"Hai. And I even told her you have Syaoran. But the truth is...she doesn't care!" he added. And both know they can't believe their friend Tomoyo is like that. "By the way Sakura are you angry at her?"
"No", Sakura said honestly. She doesn't really. And she doesn't even want her cousin to fell in love with her. "Eriol don't tell her I'm not angry at her. I want to tell her personally".
"Okay".
To be continued...