It's all gone, all that I have worked for, all I have lived behind. Damn
how I want to wipe that blonde bitches smirk off her face. To think miss
purity could have done that it almost makes me have some what respect for
her. Guess we are all screwed up deep down. Isn't it enough she took him
from me isn't it enough? God how I hate this home my room everything all it
has are memories. Memories of him, Sebastian, he wasn't supposed to fall in
love we don't fall in love. Most of all he wasn't supposed to die and leave
me here alone selfish son of a bitch. Now I have to sit here and be
lectured about how much of a screw up I am and how disappointed mommy
dearest is in me. She's sending me off sending me away to some little girls
school in Colorado or some place like that. Doesn't matter though nothing
matters anymore my reputation is shot and well mother wants to keep her's
intact and cover this whole "incident" as she calls it up. Lucky me I'm
leaving this weekend what can I say us Merteuil's got connections.
"Kathryn, Kathryn are you listening to a word I'm saying."
She screams in my face, how I do hate this woman my mother ugh. However I must be forced to humor her but not too much I nod letting her believe she has my full attention. She continues her screaming blaming me for so many of her own problems and saying that I'm not who she thought I was and not the daughter she raised. Raised? That's a laughable thought her actually raising me. Sure she was there but I wouldn't come near saying she raised me more like paid servants and maids to raise me. I hope Sebastian's happy looking at this and I'm sure he is having himself a good old laugh in hell or where ever the hell he is.
The rest of the week went surprisingly fast to say the least sure it was hell but it was fast. Today I leave off to the all girls school in good old Colorado could be worse though could have been Kansas.
"Kiss me good bye New York , Kiss me good bye Manhattan thanks for all the fun you have given me and all the torture you let me give bye bye baby see you in a year."
"Kathryn, Kathryn are you listening to a word I'm saying."
She screams in my face, how I do hate this woman my mother ugh. However I must be forced to humor her but not too much I nod letting her believe she has my full attention. She continues her screaming blaming me for so many of her own problems and saying that I'm not who she thought I was and not the daughter she raised. Raised? That's a laughable thought her actually raising me. Sure she was there but I wouldn't come near saying she raised me more like paid servants and maids to raise me. I hope Sebastian's happy looking at this and I'm sure he is having himself a good old laugh in hell or where ever the hell he is.
The rest of the week went surprisingly fast to say the least sure it was hell but it was fast. Today I leave off to the all girls school in good old Colorado could be worse though could have been Kansas.
"Kiss me good bye New York , Kiss me good bye Manhattan thanks for all the fun you have given me and all the torture you let me give bye bye baby see you in a year."