Warning- Don't own South Park. I'm not that cool.
Another Warning- This is a SLASH!! (Guy on Guy, Male on Male, Boy on Boy) can I make that any more clear? I don't think so.
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CHAPTER 3
Damien didn't come home last night and I'm worried. I cried for hours. I let him down. I did the ONE thing he asked me NOT to do. I love him too much to lose him. I even slept in his room, just so I could smell him. The door swung open and Damien and another guy pinned to his waist. They both looked pretty out of it.
"Where were you all night!?" I yelled. Ok now I sound like an obsessive boyfriend.
"Is this the Pip dude you where telling me about." The guy says.
"Yeah. This is that dick." Damien says.
"Is he gonna join us. He seems like a nice fuck." The guy says.
"Hell no!" I yell before Damien.
"Get out of my bed, Pip." Damien says.
I nod and get out. "Have fun." I mumble and I drag myself to my room. If I just let him get this out of his system, then he'll happy and my best friend again. "Pip, you need to stop caring for the enemy. There're just going to fuck you over in the end." Damien told me that. Right now we are each other's enemies, and I don't like that at all. Damien's not going to fuck me over any more.
"PIP, OH MY, PIP!" I hear Damien.
"What the hell do you want?" I growl. I blush. That was defiantly an orgasm. I feel like such a geek. He called out my name while he did it. The fact that I was sopose to be pissed off at him didn't stop the grin that formed on my face. Maybe we are gonna be ok.
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Damien got out of bed at 5:30 that night. I was in the living room when he trotted out of his room and into the TV room. He collapsed onto the couch next to me. "Ugh, I feel like shit." He says and I laugh. "Don't piss me off anymore. I don't think my body can handle it."
"It's obvious." I say.
Damien's eyes became angry. "You don't get it, do you?! I love you, Pip and when you pull that shit, it drives me to do stupid things that I fucking regret! Shit, man." He growls. Then his eye's widen and softened. "Um, ignore that." He says. I couldn't say anything. I just sat there. I can't belive he just told me he loved me. "It's a strictly brotherly friendship love." He says as if he could read my mind.
I frown. "I figured that I knew it was too good to be true." I mumble.
"What?" He asked.
"I didn't say anything." I say.
"So are we cool?" he asks.
"Yeah, where cool." I say and he smiles.
"Good cause I don't think I could handle losing another person I care for." Damien says.
"Dude, I'll be there till you die. I don't tend on leaving you till I find the love of my life. And at the looks of things, I don't think that will be anytime soon." I tell him.
"F.Y.I., I won't die, so I'LL be by YOUR side till you die." He says.
"Sounds good to me." I say. I run my hand down his chest. It still amazes me on how he can still be beautiful, even with the scars. I sigh and look at him with love sick eyes. Then it hit me. I hop out off the couch and rush to the bathroom. I need a cold shower.
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Weekends always come too early. Well last night did. Damien and I played harmless board games. It sounds cheesy, but it truly was fun. It was funny to see Damien get so competitive over 'Scrabble.' And I've never seen any one flip out on winning the game, "Life." It was the funniest night I've had in a long time.
I walk down the hall and I see Damien talking with a Goth boy named Raven. Raven has a red streak in his hair and always flips his hair back like he has tourrettes. I always thought he was pretty sexy, but I've come to the conclusion that I have a thing for Goth boys. The bell rang and...Damien and Raven kiss each other! My smile faded quickly and I felt the tears spring to my eyes. I quickly walked to the bathroom and let go. "Shit! Fuck!!" I cry and kick the stall door. I collapse to the floor. I felt bruises form on my knees, but right now I don't give a flying fuck. I lift my shirt a little and I see the carving from the other day. 'Damien' it read and I ran my finger against it, roughly and cry out in pain. Pain; that is all Damien ever gives me anymore. I crawled to the corner of the bathroom and sit in the corner. I pull my knees as close as I could to my chest. God, I act like he's my goddamn boyfriend. But, shit man, I love him! I want him! I want him to want me! I cry on my legs. Could my life suck anymore? I've never felt so lonely and...Heartbroken! How I wish I was Raven, kissing Damien like that. I'd die if Damien ever told me he loved me, let alone kiss me. I'm not that lucky. No one could love me. I'm a scrawny, blond, English, orphan boy. Some one should pull out a gun and splatter my brains across the wall.
Damien walks in and looks over at me. "Why are you in here alone? And why are you crying?" He asked walking toward me.
"No reason." I say, wiping my eyes and nose.
"Ok, people don't cry for no reason." He says
"Ok there's a reason, but it's stupid and I don't feel like talking about it." I say
"You like Raven, don't you?" He asks.
My eyes widen. If that's what he wants to think, then I should just let him. "Yeah, how did you know?" I asked.
"I saw how you looked when I kissed him and then take off to the bathroom. I'm sorry, Pip. If you want him when I'm done, you can have him." He offers.
I laugh and smirk. "No, no. I'm good dude." I say.
He puts his hand out. "Come on." He says.
"Where are we going?" I ask.
"It's a surprise. It was suppose to go into effect once school got out. But what's a week?" Damien says.
I allow him to pull me up. "To me; everything, but I guess I can live a little." I say.
"That's the spirit." Damien says and puts his arm around me.
"It better be fun, or it's your ass." I joke, sniffling a little.
"It will be." He assures me.
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We have been driving for two hours and neither one of us have said a thing to one another. I've been dozing in and out listening to Kittie. They're not my band of choice, but I'm not the one who's driving. I wonder where we are. I wonder where were headed, but I'm afraid to ask. Damien's intense stare on the road is a little creepy, even for him. Ack! My side with my one cut is realy starting to bug me. I move in my seat, but no matter how I move the cut tends to hurt. Maybe I went a little overboard that night.
"Pip." Damien says, bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Yes?" I reply.
"Do you like me?" He asks.
I stare at him, strangely. Is this some type of sick joke? "What do you mean?" I ask, nervously and not looking over at him.
"Do you like, love me, in that sexual, 'I'd fuck you,' way?" He asked.
"Why do you care?!" I snap at him.
He shrugs. "Don't know." He says and sighs.
"Where we headed?" I ask.
"California." He says, with no emotion in his voice.
"Why?" I ask.
"Cause it seemed like fun and we both need a fucking break from that shitty town. God be happy you're getting out of South Park!" He growls.
In an odd sense, I'm touched. He said 'we' as in the two of us. I know, I'm a weird person, but this is one of the nicest things some one has ever done for me. Wait a second, everything nice that has happened to me WAS because of Damien. "You're the best, Damien." I say, sincere to my words.
"No I'm not." He says, blushing. "OH! Do you mind that we are gonna have another person tag along with us?" He asks.
I shake my head. "No...Why? Who is it?" I ask.
"Raven Smick?" He says, glancing at me. My face is blank. "My boyfriend?" He says.
"I know who Raven is." I snap. I sigh. "No I don't mind if he joins." I say jealousy filling my voice.
"That's good cause he's meeting us there." Damien says, with a smile.
I sigh heavily. Why me? I got all excited for a vacation that seemed like loads of fun with my best friend and some wanker has to come in and share it. It can't get any worse, can it?
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Author's Note: Oh Pip, if you only knew how much worse it's gonna get. Chapter 4 is going to be there whole vacation, so expect it to be realy long. I know you're probily bitching, "COME ON WITH THE LOVE BETWEEN DAMIEN AND PIP!" and what I have to say is, IT'S ON THE WAY! I told you once that I didn't want to rush it, and I'll be god damned if I do. This story isn't getting the response I wanted so I'm gonna try and get done with it for the few (ok the two people) who are reading it. Ok I'm done. Later.
Another Warning- This is a SLASH!! (Guy on Guy, Male on Male, Boy on Boy) can I make that any more clear? I don't think so.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!
CHAPTER 3
Damien didn't come home last night and I'm worried. I cried for hours. I let him down. I did the ONE thing he asked me NOT to do. I love him too much to lose him. I even slept in his room, just so I could smell him. The door swung open and Damien and another guy pinned to his waist. They both looked pretty out of it.
"Where were you all night!?" I yelled. Ok now I sound like an obsessive boyfriend.
"Is this the Pip dude you where telling me about." The guy says.
"Yeah. This is that dick." Damien says.
"Is he gonna join us. He seems like a nice fuck." The guy says.
"Hell no!" I yell before Damien.
"Get out of my bed, Pip." Damien says.
I nod and get out. "Have fun." I mumble and I drag myself to my room. If I just let him get this out of his system, then he'll happy and my best friend again. "Pip, you need to stop caring for the enemy. There're just going to fuck you over in the end." Damien told me that. Right now we are each other's enemies, and I don't like that at all. Damien's not going to fuck me over any more.
"PIP, OH MY, PIP!" I hear Damien.
"What the hell do you want?" I growl. I blush. That was defiantly an orgasm. I feel like such a geek. He called out my name while he did it. The fact that I was sopose to be pissed off at him didn't stop the grin that formed on my face. Maybe we are gonna be ok.
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Damien got out of bed at 5:30 that night. I was in the living room when he trotted out of his room and into the TV room. He collapsed onto the couch next to me. "Ugh, I feel like shit." He says and I laugh. "Don't piss me off anymore. I don't think my body can handle it."
"It's obvious." I say.
Damien's eyes became angry. "You don't get it, do you?! I love you, Pip and when you pull that shit, it drives me to do stupid things that I fucking regret! Shit, man." He growls. Then his eye's widen and softened. "Um, ignore that." He says. I couldn't say anything. I just sat there. I can't belive he just told me he loved me. "It's a strictly brotherly friendship love." He says as if he could read my mind.
I frown. "I figured that I knew it was too good to be true." I mumble.
"What?" He asked.
"I didn't say anything." I say.
"So are we cool?" he asks.
"Yeah, where cool." I say and he smiles.
"Good cause I don't think I could handle losing another person I care for." Damien says.
"Dude, I'll be there till you die. I don't tend on leaving you till I find the love of my life. And at the looks of things, I don't think that will be anytime soon." I tell him.
"F.Y.I., I won't die, so I'LL be by YOUR side till you die." He says.
"Sounds good to me." I say. I run my hand down his chest. It still amazes me on how he can still be beautiful, even with the scars. I sigh and look at him with love sick eyes. Then it hit me. I hop out off the couch and rush to the bathroom. I need a cold shower.
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Weekends always come too early. Well last night did. Damien and I played harmless board games. It sounds cheesy, but it truly was fun. It was funny to see Damien get so competitive over 'Scrabble.' And I've never seen any one flip out on winning the game, "Life." It was the funniest night I've had in a long time.
I walk down the hall and I see Damien talking with a Goth boy named Raven. Raven has a red streak in his hair and always flips his hair back like he has tourrettes. I always thought he was pretty sexy, but I've come to the conclusion that I have a thing for Goth boys. The bell rang and...Damien and Raven kiss each other! My smile faded quickly and I felt the tears spring to my eyes. I quickly walked to the bathroom and let go. "Shit! Fuck!!" I cry and kick the stall door. I collapse to the floor. I felt bruises form on my knees, but right now I don't give a flying fuck. I lift my shirt a little and I see the carving from the other day. 'Damien' it read and I ran my finger against it, roughly and cry out in pain. Pain; that is all Damien ever gives me anymore. I crawled to the corner of the bathroom and sit in the corner. I pull my knees as close as I could to my chest. God, I act like he's my goddamn boyfriend. But, shit man, I love him! I want him! I want him to want me! I cry on my legs. Could my life suck anymore? I've never felt so lonely and...Heartbroken! How I wish I was Raven, kissing Damien like that. I'd die if Damien ever told me he loved me, let alone kiss me. I'm not that lucky. No one could love me. I'm a scrawny, blond, English, orphan boy. Some one should pull out a gun and splatter my brains across the wall.
Damien walks in and looks over at me. "Why are you in here alone? And why are you crying?" He asked walking toward me.
"No reason." I say, wiping my eyes and nose.
"Ok, people don't cry for no reason." He says
"Ok there's a reason, but it's stupid and I don't feel like talking about it." I say
"You like Raven, don't you?" He asks.
My eyes widen. If that's what he wants to think, then I should just let him. "Yeah, how did you know?" I asked.
"I saw how you looked when I kissed him and then take off to the bathroom. I'm sorry, Pip. If you want him when I'm done, you can have him." He offers.
I laugh and smirk. "No, no. I'm good dude." I say.
He puts his hand out. "Come on." He says.
"Where are we going?" I ask.
"It's a surprise. It was suppose to go into effect once school got out. But what's a week?" Damien says.
I allow him to pull me up. "To me; everything, but I guess I can live a little." I say.
"That's the spirit." Damien says and puts his arm around me.
"It better be fun, or it's your ass." I joke, sniffling a little.
"It will be." He assures me.
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We have been driving for two hours and neither one of us have said a thing to one another. I've been dozing in and out listening to Kittie. They're not my band of choice, but I'm not the one who's driving. I wonder where we are. I wonder where were headed, but I'm afraid to ask. Damien's intense stare on the road is a little creepy, even for him. Ack! My side with my one cut is realy starting to bug me. I move in my seat, but no matter how I move the cut tends to hurt. Maybe I went a little overboard that night.
"Pip." Damien says, bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Yes?" I reply.
"Do you like me?" He asks.
I stare at him, strangely. Is this some type of sick joke? "What do you mean?" I ask, nervously and not looking over at him.
"Do you like, love me, in that sexual, 'I'd fuck you,' way?" He asked.
"Why do you care?!" I snap at him.
He shrugs. "Don't know." He says and sighs.
"Where we headed?" I ask.
"California." He says, with no emotion in his voice.
"Why?" I ask.
"Cause it seemed like fun and we both need a fucking break from that shitty town. God be happy you're getting out of South Park!" He growls.
In an odd sense, I'm touched. He said 'we' as in the two of us. I know, I'm a weird person, but this is one of the nicest things some one has ever done for me. Wait a second, everything nice that has happened to me WAS because of Damien. "You're the best, Damien." I say, sincere to my words.
"No I'm not." He says, blushing. "OH! Do you mind that we are gonna have another person tag along with us?" He asks.
I shake my head. "No...Why? Who is it?" I ask.
"Raven Smick?" He says, glancing at me. My face is blank. "My boyfriend?" He says.
"I know who Raven is." I snap. I sigh. "No I don't mind if he joins." I say jealousy filling my voice.
"That's good cause he's meeting us there." Damien says, with a smile.
I sigh heavily. Why me? I got all excited for a vacation that seemed like loads of fun with my best friend and some wanker has to come in and share it. It can't get any worse, can it?
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Author's Note: Oh Pip, if you only knew how much worse it's gonna get. Chapter 4 is going to be there whole vacation, so expect it to be realy long. I know you're probily bitching, "COME ON WITH THE LOVE BETWEEN DAMIEN AND PIP!" and what I have to say is, IT'S ON THE WAY! I told you once that I didn't want to rush it, and I'll be god damned if I do. This story isn't getting the response I wanted so I'm gonna try and get done with it for the few (ok the two people) who are reading it. Ok I'm done. Later.