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Warning- This is a slash! Don't like man on man action, then its best you not read this.
CHAPTER 6
Damien didn't come home till late, today. I'm still a little sad that he didn't want to spend the day with me but I guess I'm getting clingy, and that's the last thing I want to be. When Damien came home; I was in my room, reading. He came in and sat next to me on my bed.
"Hey, where'd you go today?" I ask, setting down the magazine.
"Places." He says and kisses me. I, involuntarily, kiss him back. "I don't feel like talking. Let's just have a little 'fun' if you catch my drift." He says, kissing down my neck.
I push him off. "I'm not in the mood. I wanna talk." I say. He groans and gets off my bed. "Where are you going?"
"Out." He says, simply. He starts toward the door and I lounge at him.
"Y-You just got home. Chill out for awhile. Talk to me. I'm bored and lonely." I complain. He mumbles something I couldn't hear. "What?"
"Nothing. Look, I wanna go out and drink a little. I've had a rough day and I just want the stress level to go down a smige. Tomorrow, I'll spend the whole day with you and we'll do what you wanna do." Damien says, very stressed.
I don't know what happened but I'm gonna let him get it out of his system. I kiss him and smile. "Alright. Just don't get too wasted. I don't feel like having to go and get you." I tell him.
He smirks. "Realy? Hm, that actually sounds like fun." He says and I punch his arm, playfully.
"Don't be a dick. I'm being serious." I say.
He pinches my nose. "I'll be a good boy." He says and leaves.
I sigh and go back to my bed. My smile fades and I lay down. I turn back up NoFx and look up at my ceiling. I hear the front door shut. This sucks. I know he's gonna find someone to go bang cause I wouldn't. I can't belive I let him go even after I know what he's gonna go do. "I'm so blind!" I cry. My phone starts to ring. I turn down the stereo and answer it.
"Pip and Damien's house. Pip sp-"I start before I cut off by someone.
"PIP! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" The person screamed into the phone. What the hell?!
"Excuse me but who the fuck are you?" I growl.
"I can't belive Damien broke up with me for your nasty ass. You're a fucking orphan! I have rich parents. What the hell did you do? Fuck him however he wanted?" The person snapped. Wait a minute, Raven?
"Raven, you need to calm your ass down! And what the fuck does me being a orphan have to with Damien breaking up with you?" I ask.
"I told him I'd give him whatever he wanted. I told him I do whatever he wanted. And he still left me. WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HIM?" Raven yelled.
"Ok I'm gonna go. You're a fucking psycho. Go get some help dude." I say and hang up the phone and unplugged it. What the hell was that about?
I can not get to sleep. I'm so tired but my mind will not stop pondering these questions: Where's Damien? Why did Damien break up with Raven? Why is Raven blaming it on me? Does Damien realy love me? And is Damien using me for nice screws?
I heard my door open and I saw a dark shadow walking around my bed. It got undressed and got into my bed. It put its arm around me and kissed the back of my head. I turned around and Damien smiled at me.
"Did I wake you?" he asked.
I shook my head. "No, no. I can't get to sleep" I admit.
"Wanna talk?" Damien asked.
I moved closer to my friend. "Yeah, badly. My mind is spinning with questions." I tell him.
"So spill it. Tell me what's bothering you." He says, brushing some blond locks of hair out of my face.
"Ok..."I say. Where to start. "Ok, where did you go today?" I ask.
"First I went to go see my dad." He says.
"Why did you go to see him?" I ask.
"I laid awake after you fell asleep last night. I felt like I used you last night or I pushed you too far. So I had to go see Dad. I knew he could help me." Damien explained.
"Where did you go after that?" I ask.
"I went and broke up with Raven." He says.
"Why?" I ask, pretending to be shocked.
He kissed me. "I want to be with you. No one else. And besides, I didn't like him." Damien says.
"Ok, so was last night...um..." I start and I look into his dark eyes. Even in the dark, they glowed. "...a pity 'I'm sorry I fucked up your vacation' fuck or-" I start but Damien cut in.
"Did you not hear a word I just said?! I love you, Pip. I can't belive you would still ask that after I told you I broke up with Raven for you. Shit! This pisses the fuck out of me! I can't belive you would think of it anyway!" He growls and sits up. I look down. It was pretty low of me. He pulled my chin up to look up at him. "I made love to you last night. I will only make love to you. Raven, that was fucking. Layne, that was making love. Do you see a difference?"
I sat there for a second thinking. Hm, I know he loved Layne like no other and I know he was always like 'Raven's just there.' I think I understand. "Yeah, I see it." I say.
Damien lays back down on the bed. "Anything else?" He asked.
"No, just something I need to tell you. Raven called and totally went off on me." I tell him.
He sighs heavily. "Shit! I told him it had nothing to do with you. He needs to stop blaming others for my actions." He growls, rubbing his eyes. He looks back at the clock that read, 4:43AM. "Wow, it's realy late for you. It's almost 5 in the morning and your still up. You need to get to sleep, mister." Damien jokes.
I yawn. "Ok" I say and turn my back to him. He puts his arm around me and kisses my head.
"Goodnight, Pipper." He says before I doze off.
I was awaken to a loud crash. Woah what the hell is going on?! I sit up and stretch. I heard voices. One was obviously Damien but...THE OTHER WAS RAVEN! I listen in closer.
"You are so sleazy! You fuck me and then you throw me out?! How could you do this to me?! You told me you loved me. Said you only make love to me. TOLD ME I WAS LIKE LAYNE!" I hear Raven scream. My jaw drops. Holy hell! He has to be kidding. I hope he's not lying. I HOPE LIKE HELL HE'S LYING!
I get dressed and walk out there and I see the two in each other's faces. Damien had the fire in his eyes. He looks over at me. "Pip, get the fuck out of here. This is between me and R-"He starts but I cut in.
"YOU TOLD ME ALL THE SAME SHIT! ARE YOU USING ME TOO?! YOU GONNA GO AND FIND SOMEONE ELSE WHEN I GET OLD?"I yell. Raven gets a sly smirk on his face while Damien's face turned white.
"Did he tell you where different than the other guys?" Raven asked. I nod.
"PIP YOU KNOW YOUR FUCKING DIFFERENT! I TOLD YOU THAT!" Damien growls.
"You said the same thing to me." Raven shot at him.
"SHUT YOUR FUCKING TRAP, RAVEN! PIP YOU KNOW I FUCKING LOVE YOU! SHUT YOUR MOUTH ! I TOLD YOU YEASTERDAY I FUCKING BROKE UP WITH THE FUCKING BITCH OVER THERE! BOTH OF YOU FUCK OFF!!" Damien exploded and the ground shook.
I was whipped across the room and I hit a wall. Sharp pain came from the center of my head and tears sprang to my eyes. I felt a liquid flow down the back of my head. I lift my hair and smear my hand in it. I pull it in front of me. Just what I thought, blood. My hand was covered with it. "You made me bleed." I whisper, in shock and my eyes not leaving my blood soaked hand.
I look up from my hand to see Damien shaking. "Pipper! I'm so sorry!" Damien cried and ran to my side.
I backed away from him. "GET AWAY!" I scream and kick him and the stomach. Raven came over to me and cradled me. I bury my head in his shirt and start to cry. I'm officially scared of him. Through our 9 years of knowing each other, this is the first time I've ever been afraid of him.
"Pip..." Damien says. His voice sounds hurt and it sounded like he was going to cry any second, if he wasn't crying now.
"Damien, I think you should leave for a while. Calm down a bit." Raven says.
"Fuck you! Is this your house?" Damien growled.
"Raven's right. You need to get out of here." I say.
I hear Damien's chains on his pants jingle. I guess he was getting up. "Ok! You want me gone, Pip. I'll be more than glad to fucking leave." He growls and I hear him stomping away.
For some reason, I wanted him to come back and apologize to him. Tell him to stay. But I know that's not the right thing to do. I cried into Raven's shoulder harder. Raven got up. "Where are you going?" I ask.
"I'm gonna go get you a towel. Your getting blood all over the place. I won't leave yet." Raven says.
"Ok." I say and I get up onto the couch. I sigh realy loud. Man, could I fuck this up anymore. Raven came back and placed a towel on my head. "H-Hey Raven?" I say.
"Yes?" He asked.
"Sorry for all the shit I put you through." I say.
Raven smirks. "Sorry." He says. Raven's not that bad of a person. "Go to sleep. I'm gonna go get you some pills and shit." He says. I nod and close my eyes. Yeah, He's not bad at all.
Author's Note: Man oh man does it suck to be Pip. At least him and Raven have a truce. Now...where did Damien go? {Looks around} Hm...He's pissed. {Frowns} Man! Him and Pip need to end this pain! I've decided to make the whole rest of the story the downward spiral. No more lovin'...Maybe. I don't plan on it. I've got a killer ending in mind, but I'm not gonna tell you! {Evil smirk} this story might only have 6 or more chapters left. It sounds like a lot but it realy itsnt. I have already written out chapters 7-9 I've been just waiting out the days to post. (keep up the suspense.) Well I'm gonna go. Later.
Warning- This is a slash! Don't like man on man action, then its best you not read this.
CHAPTER 6
Damien didn't come home till late, today. I'm still a little sad that he didn't want to spend the day with me but I guess I'm getting clingy, and that's the last thing I want to be. When Damien came home; I was in my room, reading. He came in and sat next to me on my bed.
"Hey, where'd you go today?" I ask, setting down the magazine.
"Places." He says and kisses me. I, involuntarily, kiss him back. "I don't feel like talking. Let's just have a little 'fun' if you catch my drift." He says, kissing down my neck.
I push him off. "I'm not in the mood. I wanna talk." I say. He groans and gets off my bed. "Where are you going?"
"Out." He says, simply. He starts toward the door and I lounge at him.
"Y-You just got home. Chill out for awhile. Talk to me. I'm bored and lonely." I complain. He mumbles something I couldn't hear. "What?"
"Nothing. Look, I wanna go out and drink a little. I've had a rough day and I just want the stress level to go down a smige. Tomorrow, I'll spend the whole day with you and we'll do what you wanna do." Damien says, very stressed.
I don't know what happened but I'm gonna let him get it out of his system. I kiss him and smile. "Alright. Just don't get too wasted. I don't feel like having to go and get you." I tell him.
He smirks. "Realy? Hm, that actually sounds like fun." He says and I punch his arm, playfully.
"Don't be a dick. I'm being serious." I say.
He pinches my nose. "I'll be a good boy." He says and leaves.
I sigh and go back to my bed. My smile fades and I lay down. I turn back up NoFx and look up at my ceiling. I hear the front door shut. This sucks. I know he's gonna find someone to go bang cause I wouldn't. I can't belive I let him go even after I know what he's gonna go do. "I'm so blind!" I cry. My phone starts to ring. I turn down the stereo and answer it.
"Pip and Damien's house. Pip sp-"I start before I cut off by someone.
"PIP! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" The person screamed into the phone. What the hell?!
"Excuse me but who the fuck are you?" I growl.
"I can't belive Damien broke up with me for your nasty ass. You're a fucking orphan! I have rich parents. What the hell did you do? Fuck him however he wanted?" The person snapped. Wait a minute, Raven?
"Raven, you need to calm your ass down! And what the fuck does me being a orphan have to with Damien breaking up with you?" I ask.
"I told him I'd give him whatever he wanted. I told him I do whatever he wanted. And he still left me. WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HIM?" Raven yelled.
"Ok I'm gonna go. You're a fucking psycho. Go get some help dude." I say and hang up the phone and unplugged it. What the hell was that about?
I can not get to sleep. I'm so tired but my mind will not stop pondering these questions: Where's Damien? Why did Damien break up with Raven? Why is Raven blaming it on me? Does Damien realy love me? And is Damien using me for nice screws?
I heard my door open and I saw a dark shadow walking around my bed. It got undressed and got into my bed. It put its arm around me and kissed the back of my head. I turned around and Damien smiled at me.
"Did I wake you?" he asked.
I shook my head. "No, no. I can't get to sleep" I admit.
"Wanna talk?" Damien asked.
I moved closer to my friend. "Yeah, badly. My mind is spinning with questions." I tell him.
"So spill it. Tell me what's bothering you." He says, brushing some blond locks of hair out of my face.
"Ok..."I say. Where to start. "Ok, where did you go today?" I ask.
"First I went to go see my dad." He says.
"Why did you go to see him?" I ask.
"I laid awake after you fell asleep last night. I felt like I used you last night or I pushed you too far. So I had to go see Dad. I knew he could help me." Damien explained.
"Where did you go after that?" I ask.
"I went and broke up with Raven." He says.
"Why?" I ask, pretending to be shocked.
He kissed me. "I want to be with you. No one else. And besides, I didn't like him." Damien says.
"Ok, so was last night...um..." I start and I look into his dark eyes. Even in the dark, they glowed. "...a pity 'I'm sorry I fucked up your vacation' fuck or-" I start but Damien cut in.
"Did you not hear a word I just said?! I love you, Pip. I can't belive you would still ask that after I told you I broke up with Raven for you. Shit! This pisses the fuck out of me! I can't belive you would think of it anyway!" He growls and sits up. I look down. It was pretty low of me. He pulled my chin up to look up at him. "I made love to you last night. I will only make love to you. Raven, that was fucking. Layne, that was making love. Do you see a difference?"
I sat there for a second thinking. Hm, I know he loved Layne like no other and I know he was always like 'Raven's just there.' I think I understand. "Yeah, I see it." I say.
Damien lays back down on the bed. "Anything else?" He asked.
"No, just something I need to tell you. Raven called and totally went off on me." I tell him.
He sighs heavily. "Shit! I told him it had nothing to do with you. He needs to stop blaming others for my actions." He growls, rubbing his eyes. He looks back at the clock that read, 4:43AM. "Wow, it's realy late for you. It's almost 5 in the morning and your still up. You need to get to sleep, mister." Damien jokes.
I yawn. "Ok" I say and turn my back to him. He puts his arm around me and kisses my head.
"Goodnight, Pipper." He says before I doze off.
I was awaken to a loud crash. Woah what the hell is going on?! I sit up and stretch. I heard voices. One was obviously Damien but...THE OTHER WAS RAVEN! I listen in closer.
"You are so sleazy! You fuck me and then you throw me out?! How could you do this to me?! You told me you loved me. Said you only make love to me. TOLD ME I WAS LIKE LAYNE!" I hear Raven scream. My jaw drops. Holy hell! He has to be kidding. I hope he's not lying. I HOPE LIKE HELL HE'S LYING!
I get dressed and walk out there and I see the two in each other's faces. Damien had the fire in his eyes. He looks over at me. "Pip, get the fuck out of here. This is between me and R-"He starts but I cut in.
"YOU TOLD ME ALL THE SAME SHIT! ARE YOU USING ME TOO?! YOU GONNA GO AND FIND SOMEONE ELSE WHEN I GET OLD?"I yell. Raven gets a sly smirk on his face while Damien's face turned white.
"Did he tell you where different than the other guys?" Raven asked. I nod.
"PIP YOU KNOW YOUR FUCKING DIFFERENT! I TOLD YOU THAT!" Damien growls.
"You said the same thing to me." Raven shot at him.
"SHUT YOUR FUCKING TRAP, RAVEN! PIP YOU KNOW I FUCKING LOVE YOU! SHUT YOUR MOUTH ! I TOLD YOU YEASTERDAY I FUCKING BROKE UP WITH THE FUCKING BITCH OVER THERE! BOTH OF YOU FUCK OFF!!" Damien exploded and the ground shook.
I was whipped across the room and I hit a wall. Sharp pain came from the center of my head and tears sprang to my eyes. I felt a liquid flow down the back of my head. I lift my hair and smear my hand in it. I pull it in front of me. Just what I thought, blood. My hand was covered with it. "You made me bleed." I whisper, in shock and my eyes not leaving my blood soaked hand.
I look up from my hand to see Damien shaking. "Pipper! I'm so sorry!" Damien cried and ran to my side.
I backed away from him. "GET AWAY!" I scream and kick him and the stomach. Raven came over to me and cradled me. I bury my head in his shirt and start to cry. I'm officially scared of him. Through our 9 years of knowing each other, this is the first time I've ever been afraid of him.
"Pip..." Damien says. His voice sounds hurt and it sounded like he was going to cry any second, if he wasn't crying now.
"Damien, I think you should leave for a while. Calm down a bit." Raven says.
"Fuck you! Is this your house?" Damien growled.
"Raven's right. You need to get out of here." I say.
I hear Damien's chains on his pants jingle. I guess he was getting up. "Ok! You want me gone, Pip. I'll be more than glad to fucking leave." He growls and I hear him stomping away.
For some reason, I wanted him to come back and apologize to him. Tell him to stay. But I know that's not the right thing to do. I cried into Raven's shoulder harder. Raven got up. "Where are you going?" I ask.
"I'm gonna go get you a towel. Your getting blood all over the place. I won't leave yet." Raven says.
"Ok." I say and I get up onto the couch. I sigh realy loud. Man, could I fuck this up anymore. Raven came back and placed a towel on my head. "H-Hey Raven?" I say.
"Yes?" He asked.
"Sorry for all the shit I put you through." I say.
Raven smirks. "Sorry." He says. Raven's not that bad of a person. "Go to sleep. I'm gonna go get you some pills and shit." He says. I nod and close my eyes. Yeah, He's not bad at all.
Author's Note: Man oh man does it suck to be Pip. At least him and Raven have a truce. Now...where did Damien go? {Looks around} Hm...He's pissed. {Frowns} Man! Him and Pip need to end this pain! I've decided to make the whole rest of the story the downward spiral. No more lovin'...Maybe. I don't plan on it. I've got a killer ending in mind, but I'm not gonna tell you! {Evil smirk} this story might only have 6 or more chapters left. It sounds like a lot but it realy itsnt. I have already written out chapters 7-9 I've been just waiting out the days to post. (keep up the suspense.) Well I'm gonna go. Later.