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I silently stared at them for a few more moments. I heard Amber giggling with Ginny somewhere in the house. Suddenly Sirius stood up and rubbed his head while pacing the kitchen. Remus looked down at the table as if he were trying to memorize the pattern on it. I tried to keep my eyes on both of them at the same time. Finally Remus looked up at me and stared me in the eyes.

"Harry...what are you doing?" He asked me desperately. I looked at him as a small child would their parent.

"I'm falling in love." I answered simply. Remus gave a little huff, I wasn't sure what that was supposed to mean.

"Harry...Snape...he's not the kind of man you want to be with forever. H-he's shady. He's done things that somebody should never do. Harry just listen to what you are saying." Remus tried to reason with me. I smiled because I had been expecting that.

"Remus I don't care. We all have pasts don't we? Just because his isn't the purest doesn't mean he's a bad person." I said. I think Remus finally realized that I didn't care about all that. He smiled at me and shook his head.

"Harry I love you like a son, and if that means I have to accept this I will. For you." He said. I stood up and flung myself on him. My eyes watered slightly and I was glowing.

"Thank you Remus. That means a lot." I said. Now I had to crack Sirius. I backed away from Remus and went to stand before Sirius. I grasped him by the shoulders and forced him to look me in the eyes.

"Harry-" He started but I cut him off.

"Imagine me telling you that you could no longer see or love Remus." I said knowing the impact that would have on him. To my satisfaction his eyes widened. I smiled slightly and hugged him too. I knew he understood.

"Fine, just don't do anything around me that you know I wouldn't want to see." He said gruffly. I giggled.

"I don't know.." I started. I was actually shocked at how easy it was for Sirius to accept this. The whole Remus thing must have hit him hard. I let go of him and went and sat back down again.

"I can't believe you are already 17 and in love." Remus said. I blushed slightly. I was never one for mushy compliments. At that time Amber and Ginny walked into. Ginny noticed my red eyes and looked at me, concern in her eyes. I smiled at her letting her know everything was alright. She came over and sat down next to me and Amber crawled into my lap.

"So are you guys coming to graduation?" I asked. Sirius had now sat down next to Remus and grasped his hand. I looked at the intertwined digits and smiled. Maybe someday that would be me and Severus.

"Of course we are." Remus answered. Sirius just nodded. I looked at him and frowned. Somehow I didn't think I had convinced him that I really was in love. I put on a fake smile to show that I was happy that they were coming. After a while of talking about unimportant things I decided it was time that me and Ginny left. We said our good-byes and walked out of the house. We both apparated to the Forbidden Forest.

"So..." Ginny started.

"It went well." I said and looked at her grinning.

"What did you have to talk about?" She questioned curiously as we neared Hogwarts.

"I needed to tell them about me and a certain someone." I said. I really wanted this conversation steered another way.

"It was Snape wasn't it?" She asked. I stopped and stared at her bewildered.

"H-how..w-what...G-Ginny!" I shouted. She just grinned at me and giggled.

"If you don't want anyone else knowing yet I advise you be a bit more discrete." She said and skipped towards the school. I ran ahead of her and dropped to my knees right in front of her. She ran right into me and fell over. After a minute of trying to get ourselves up, and giggling until our eyes water I stood before her again.

"Don't tell a-n-y-o-n-e!" I pleaded. She acted as if she were thinking over a life and death situation, which in my case it was.

"Fine, little Harry." She said and giggled. I pouted at her.

"Your younger than me." I complained and ran after her. When we made it to the school we parted ways. I headed down to the dungeons to see Severus. I walked into the classroom and Severus was sitting at his desk, reading another book. That man never stops reading. I thought to myself.

"Hey." I said and walked over to him, sitting on the edge of his desk. He nodded but didn't look up from his book. "That must be really good." I said and he just nodded again. I looked at him worried. I put my fingers under his chin and made him stare into my eyes. I searched through those onyx eyes for any emotion. His eyes were full of emptiness and sadness. Apart of him was missing. Apart the Death Eaters stole from him. I looked at him sadly. He had sex with me so soon after what had happened to him.

"Harry?" He questioned.

"Why?" I asked him. He folded the page in his book and laid it down on the desk.

"For you." He said. I was truly touched. He was hurting so badly but he made to love to me. Just so I would be happy. I smiled slightly.

"You don't have to do those kinds of things to make me happy Severus." I said and grabbed his hands. He stared at me slightly shocked. Then he nodded. I sighed with relief then I plopped myself down on his lap.

"Did you have fun?" He asked me.

"Well the first half went badly...second half not to bad."

"And why, Mr. Potter, did it go so bad?" He asked me and I giggled.

"Because Professor I told him that I was living with you now. They took it fine actually. Well Remus did. I'm not sure about Sirius yet." I said in a light tone.

"So you told them?" He asked me. I didn't really think he would mind.

"Yea. I don't think they will tell anyone though." I said trying to reassure him. I felt him nod against my shoulder.

They next three days passed in a haze. Everybody was running around trying to find all of their possessions. Luna had her tradition sign up asking for things back. No one was fretting more then the seventh years. Graduation was drawing ever nearer. I remembered Graduations from previous years. They were quite a celebration. Sure I was nervous but at least I was going to stand up there and graduate. Even Neville had managed to pass the seventh year. Me, Ron, and Hermione all sat around the fire and talked about all that had happened the last seven years of our lives. We laughed and we cried. We would ofcourse see each other, but we wouldn't wake up and see each other every morning down in the Great Hall. Hermione and Ron both knew that I was going to live with Severus. They of course had no protests against it. I was their best friend and they supported me no matter what. Ron was renting an apartment in downtown London with Draco. Hermione was going to move in with Bill. He had decided to leave Egypt in order to be closer to Hermione. We were all growing up and going our separate ways.

I woke up before the sun rose. As did the rest of Hogwarts. The last day of school and everyone was excited. I looked over at Neville. He had put his graduation robes on backwards. Seamus was trying to tie his shoes and somehow his fingers kept getting stuck in the laces. Dean looked as if he was still asleep as he tried to pull a glove on his foot. Ron was just sitting there staring at the wall. I smiled at all of them hoping to rise their spirits. Ron just grunted.

"You guys should be excited." I said happily and went over to help Neville put his deep shimmering black robes on right. I set his black hat straight on his shaggy brown hair. I smiled at him and patted his shoulder. I went over to Dean and handed him a sock. Then I kneeled in front of Seamus and tied his shoes. Finally I went over to Ron and handed him all of the clothes he needed and encouraged him to get dressed. I had no trouble putting my outfit on. When I was done I went and stood before the full size mirror. I didn't look half bad. My glittering black robes covered my body and were buttoned at the top. You could see the ruffled button up shirt under it with my Gryffindor tie. I had my finest black slacks on and shining black leather shoes. I had my black pointed hat on top of my untidy black hair. I placed my glasses on me nose, smiled in satisfaction and walked out of the dormitory with my cloak chasing after me.

"Harry!" I heard behind me. I turned to see Hermione walking down from the girl's dormitories. If I wasn't gay I would be worshiping her right now. Her wavy brown hair was shimmering and running down her back. She had on a short black skirt that showed off her legs nicely. Like me she had a ruffled white button up shirt and a Gryffindor tie to match. Her black robes weren't buttoned up and they opened up as she walked towards me. I noticed that she had her black hat clutched in her hand. No wonder Bill loved this woman. I grinned and her and pulled her into a bone crushing hug. I kissed her on the cheek and we waited for Ron to come down. After a while Ron came down followed by Dean, Seamus, and Neville. They all had the same outfit as me on. We walked out as a group. We surely drew attention to ourselves as we boldly walked down to the Great Hall. As we opened the doors and walked to our table Draco ran towards us. He kissed Ron quickly then greeted the rest of us. We all sat down together and picked at our food. After glancing nervously around for a while there was a clinking noise coming from the Head Table.

"Good Morning Hogwarts students!" Dumbledore beamed. Everyone cheered. "As you all know today is the last day of school...and graduation!" Again the hall erupted into cheers. "After breakfast all seventh year graduates need to go outside where you will meet the head of your house. They will sort you into order. Graduation will be held in the clearing by the lake. A platform as been erected. The rest of the school will sit in the seats which have also been moved to the outside. This is the first outdoor graduation so we hope all goes well!" He ended.

I felt relieved that it would be outside, with fresh air. After we had eaten all we could we headed outside. I saw McGonnagal and headed towards her with Neville, Ron, Seamus, Dean, and Hermione in tow. Draco made his way over to Severus. I looked at him and we made eye contact. I winked at him and he shook his head. I giggled lightly then composed myself. I saw a huge glittering platform right next to the lake. There was a banner that said Hogwarts in gold. Then every so often it would switch and say the name of one of the four houses. There was a large stand like the one in the Great Hall which Dumbledore always stood at when giving announcements. We were brought around to the back of the stage where the rest of the graduates were. There were very few of us. Compared to all the students in the school. After standing idle for about 10 minutes I heard the students assembling in all of the seats. they were required to sit with their house.

"Students, please be quiet. We are about to begin." I heard Dumbledore's voice rise above the commotion. I waited nervously with the rest of the seventh year Gryffindor's. Hufflepuff was called up first. I heard names called and cheering. I checked my watch and it was about 9:30. I sighed heavily and bounced on my feet. After waiting impatiently for a while the Gryiffindors were called to the side of the stage. Each name was called until I heard...

"Harry Potter!" I took a deep breath and walked onto the stage. In the middle there was a glass type structure. The four heads of the houses were standing there as was Dumbledore. I looked out into the sea of faces and saw Remus, Sirius, and Amber near the front, beaming with pride. I walked towards Dumbledore and shook his hand. His eyes were sparkling like mad.

"Good job my boy." I heard him say lightly as I made my way down the row of the four other teachers. Then I came to Severus. I took his smooth warm hand into mine and looked him in the eyes. There was that same emptiness, but there was also acceptance. I smiled at him and walked towards the glass type thing. I looked at McGonnagal and she nodded. I stepped towards it and walked through it. It was like the entrance to platfrom nine and three quarters. It looked solid but was not. When I had completely walked all the way through my Hogwarts hat was gone, my Gryffindor tie was as black as my robes. The Gryffindor patch on my robes was gone and was replaced with a patch that read...

"Hogwarts Seventh Year Graduate Harry Potter"

I smiled down at it and the grounds erupted with applause. I walked off of the stage, glowing. I made my way to the other seventh years. Seamus was standing there with Hermione and Dean. Neville and Ron still had yet to go. I found it weird that we were not called up by alphabetical order. I shrugged my shoulders and walked over to my fellow graduates. I hugged Hermione tightly and congratulated the others.

"That was amazing!" Hermione shrieked, still beaming. I nodded in agreement and sat down on the grass. The rest followed my action as we waited for our other friends. Soon after that Ron walked over, pale put had a smile. I hugged him as did the rest of them. Neville followed him tripping over his robes. We all waited for Draco as we laughed and joked about the years to come. Eventually the platinum haired boy made his way down with a black tie and Hogwarts patch. After the ceremony was done we all made our way up to Hogwarts for yet another feast.

Next Chapter- Harry gets ready to go to Severus's then he goes