Chapter 9: The Battle
(I don't own Inuyasha)

I got up from a wound in battle, and guess that won, misery. I got up from my bed, and I didn't feel so good at all, its like I felt that I've been brutally abused. But now I just don't feel any pain, cuts, or bruises. I just felt like nothing really mattered in the world anymore, not even myself. I got up out of my bed, took my jacket, and went out somewhere. As I got out of the house, the outside looked darker. Every step I take, I kept on thinking of my question from different answers. Should I pick between Inuyasha and Koga? I thought, they both have gave their love to me and gave them their all but... Then suddenly, I bumped into a tall person. I looked at that person quickly, and then continued walking. I felt his presence looking at me still, so I looked back again, but he was in the dark.

Tall man: Is that you, Kagome?

Me: How did u know my name? H-hold up, is that u Sesshomaru?

Sesshomaru: Yeah, It is. So, how you doin'?

Me: I'm good, you?

Sesshomaru: The same. So why are you out here so late at night?

Me: I jus need some space for right now.

Now I'm freezin' my ass out here. I can't believe tha jacket don't even work. But Sesshomaru saw me freezin', so he lend me his jacket. I gave him a weak smile, showing him thanks.

Me: I'm not cold

Sesshomaru: I know you are, so stop trippin'. I'm gonna drive you at your house, a'ight?

Me: A'ight.

I followed him to his car right across the street at the corner. It took like about an hour to go to my house. When we got there, he stopped in front of my house. I got out of the car, and walked to my front door, also Sesshomaru was still in front of my house. Then, I look for my house keys in my pockets, but they were all empty. I rang the doorbell twice, five minutes later the door didn't open. So I walked to his car, told him that I didn't have my keys. He said that he could drive me to his place, and I said yeah. The drive to his place was like a five-minute drive from my house. We stopped in front of his house. He parked the car, we got out, we walked up to the front door and he opened the door. When we went inside, his house was clean. I had to admit that it was messier when Inuyasha was living with him and Shippo. I looked around the place, and sat on his couch.

Shippo: Hey Sesshomaru! Look what I drawn today!

Sesshomaru: Let me see it. O wow! This is a great picture you've drawn, Shippo.

Shippo: Look-see! It's you, Inuyasha, and me. We're outside playing!

Sesshomaru: Great! I'm gonna hang this up on the refrigerator, okay?

Shippo: Okay. O, hey, Kagome!

Me: Hi.

Shippo ran to his room, leaving us alone. Sesshomaru took off his jacket and hanged it on the nearest chair. He sat right next to me, he looking at me with eager eyes. I looked at him with surprise.

Me: W-what's wrong?

Sesshomaru: Oh, it's nothing. Its jus you remind me of Rin when she was alive.

Then if you miss her so much, I thought irritably, you wouldn't ever kill her now wouldn't you, I thought irritably. I felt like I was in a torture room, be was the master torturer and I was the victim. Torturing me with his deadly weapons, looking into his eyes, choosing which weapons that would create his desire for me. He placed his hand on my leg, his touch made me shiver. I pushed his hand away from me. He looked at me with passion and grief for me, but it felt like he missed her so much. Then I wrapped his arms around Sesshomaru and started to cry, then hearing his heartbeat. Love, passion, grief, confused, lonely, words that are spoke from lively heartbeats. He then wrapped his arms around me, touching the line on my back. We held that for a few minutes, and then we went apart. Its like we were so close, like we were once brother and sister.

Sesshomaru: um...r u okay?

Me: yeah (sniff) I'm all right.

When I looked into his eyes, I saw pure passion and regret...but not for me, for Rin. Then I saw tears rolling down his cheeks, thinking that I'm hearing a sad, mellow song that I've heard since I was little...when we were little.

::FlashBack::

When the sun glides down to sleep, my mother walks Sesshy and me to our beds. After we entered our room, she tucked us in. Then she sang a depressed song song with her angelic voice: When you fall There are angels there to catch you when you fall There's a saviour who can hear you call When you call Why you cry and you cannot figure out the reason why Know that weeping only endures for a night When you cry When you fall...

::End FlashBack::

Now we are man and woman, trying to find ourselves in this world, which we call "home".

Sesshomaru: Oh naw, sorry for crying like this... It's just that you remind me of Rin a lot.

I looked at his eyes once more, saw hunger of passion for Rin, not me. He came close to my face, he was about to kiss me.

Me: I, uh, can I get a ride home? If its okay with you...

Sesshomaru: I'll take you home just hold on ok? I need to wash my face.

Me: Ok.

Seeing him just leave, moving his tail calmly, headed straight to the bathroom. As I think to myself for the reasons that I've caused so much damage to me. Koga, Inuyasha, Rin, and Sesshomaru, the people caused to my new existence, damages. I hated to be the one to be in the middle of things, being hurt first, and the last to cry. But still thinking to myself, the same question over and over, but still I can't find the answer.

I heard a door swung open, and saw Sesshomaru came out. He gathered all his things, and we came out of the house.

We drove back to my house, and it felt like a fifteen-minute drive. But I really didn't care about it. I came out of the car, waved good-bye to him, faced the house, and saw that the lights were on. As usual, Kira's watching movies. But before I even rang the doorbell, he drove off. The sounds of joy echoed in the house. Kira opened the door, but not only her, Koga was behind her aiming a gun behind her head. As I saw Kira, looking at me like she was questioning me about this.

Koga: Get inside now.

As he commanded in his low voice, I went inside. Feeling too guilty, bringing Kira into this.

Koga: You, Sit there on that couch. Kagome, follow me.

I got up, and followed him upstairs to my room. He opened the door for me, and pushed me on the bed. Feeling too scared to look at him, I crawled quickly at the head of the bed, and shutting my eyes.

Koga: Do u know how long I've been waiting for this day to come?! Huh, cunt!!

Cupping my chin, I still felt too scared too look at him. Then I started to cry.

Koga: Hmp...maybe this will get your attention.

I heard him pulling down his pants and his under garments, he pinned me to the bed, and pulled down my pants. He took a few minutes to do something, and felt this pain inside of me, ripping me nearly into pieces. I hated my life for what just happened tonight. But some reason I just learned a lesson from all this. Real love can never be unbroken like a strong chain of life, but when love is played out like that, the chain became broken too easily, and you can never put it back together. The juices from inside of me kept increasing, and spilled out when he cummed inside me. Nearly ten minutes, I felt gravity pushed me down, then felt intense heat. I couldn't take it anymore, th-this is too much. I felt to much steam and sweat rushing down my body. I opened my eyes and saw him moaning with pleasure as I breathed heavily. As I seen the sweat lining the muscles on his body, he gazed down at me smirking as he did before. I hated that, I jus turned my head in disgust. He stopped, then gazed at me in a stern look.

Koga: What's wrong, cunt, you miss yo boy?

I stared at his once more, and rolled my eyes at him.

Koga: Hmp, maybe I should do it the hard way for you from behind.

Me: No!

Koga: What did you just say, girl?

As I got up, I felt stronger. I never felt something like this before. It felt so damn good. Me: I said no!

Smack!

Next thing I know I'm on the floor, covering my cheek from his blow. Damn, I thought, that shit hurt, but I'm not done with him yet. When I was about to get up, some thing caught my eye. The scissors! I can use this to kill him and end this, I thought. I pick up the scissors quickly, so he won't notice. I hid the scissors behind me, got up, hiding my face in mystery. I slowly lifted my head half way, and opened my eyes, looking at him in madness. As I see him, pitiful Koga, looking at me like he was scared, scared enough to get out of here. Hearing the words echoing in my mind, No more...no more...no more...

Koga: What tha hell's goin' on!

I ignored him, and quickly got on the bed, crawling towards him for he was my prey. He moved back until he hit the head of the bed. I came closer until I came right in front of his face. I kissed him hungrily, for the hunger of killing was the first to growl. Then he started to kiss me back, seeing his fear has vanished. After, I showed the hidden object from behind me, and pierced my target. Blood flowed to my arm, staining the bed and its sheets. The sounds of gasps of air filled the room. Seeing his eyes filled with astonishment and betrayal. It was like he was trying to tell me something. He was saying, why did you do this to me? I gave him one final kiss on the cheek. Then the sounds died down, and no remaining life came upon him. For the first time, I never showed any emotion for anyone dying. I looked around the room and saw that my clothes were covered in his blood, everywhere in the room was covered in blood. What have I done? I thought while I looked at myself. I ran downstairs, and I saw Kira looking so terrified.

Me: Kira?

Kira: Yea? Oh, what happened to Koga?

Me: I-I killed him.

Kira: Oh shit! You serious? Damn.

I saw her just looking at me like she was scared of me also. From her expression, she acted like she didn't even know me. Right now I felt unwanted and guilty.

This is all that the best as i can. Even though it wasnt really that good. So if yall want me to continue, review me.