Chapter 17
Mark said, "Do you realize him and Sara are still married…" I said, "Their legally separated, like me and Paul…we found comfort and stability in each others arms…I love him…I'm not saying I'm in love with him, but I love him for all the things he's done to my heart…he woke something up inside of me that hasn't been there in a while…at least not since Paul and I first got together…I'm still in love with Paul, but he's clearly not in love with me. It took him 3 months to call me after we signed the separation papers…if he was in love me half of what I am with him, he would of called a lot sooner then he did."
Mark sighed heavy as he looked in my eyes and knew there was a lot of truth to what I was saying to him. Mark said, "By the way, you're not a locker room whore, I think you and Paul will get back together and I can't imagine what you're going through or what you're feeling and if Calloway helps you get through the lonely days and nights, then I guess he's good for you. I'm sorry I've been such an ass lately, Paul's my friend and I don't want him coming back here and seeing his wife in the arms of another man.."
I said, "Yea, well guess what, I think if saw me in Mark's arms, he'd be a little more inclined to show me he's an adult now, and ready for a serious relationship called our marriage." Mark said, "You know something that actually just might work." I said, "What exactly are you conjuring up in that little Dudley brain of yours." Mark said, "Actually what you said, I don't think nothing would snap him back down into the real world like him seeing you with Mark…I think I'm going to go talk with Shane…"
Mark took off down the hall to find Shane and let him in on the revelation in his mind. I walked back down the hall and actually ran into my Mark. He bent down and enveloped me into his arms and just held me…we had a lot of those moments where we wanted someone to hold us, and we figured…hell…if we both want that we might as well be holding each other.
We stood there for a couple of minutes and I could hear him smelling my hair…he breathed in deeply and pulled away a little and looked down into my eyes and just ran his hand down the side of my face and said, "God you're beautiful…" I said, "No I'm not…I'm just average…I'm just me." Mark said, "Yea, well, either way you're still beautiful." We hugged tighter, and ended up going back to the dressing room…
Shane came to me with a storyline about me and Mark, and wanted us to continue wrestling together and escorting each other to the ring…then one night during the pay-per-view, Mark won the Men's Championship belt, and I won the Women's Championship belt again…I was standing in the middle of the ring, when Mark came out and picked me up and swing me around in circles, he set me down and we kissed, in the middle of the ring and in front of about 60,000 people…one of whom being Paul…and another being Sara…Both of whom were at home watching the night as it unfolded…The kiss had to of lasted about 15 minutes, the fans were going crazy…we walked back to the back and sitting in the dressing room, letting our brains catch up with our bodies…and rested…