Ginny sat on her bed in her office, starring at a picture on her nightstand. It was of him and her, and they were smiling and laughing. They were waving like mad, and occasionally blowing kisses to her. Ginny sighed and let out a groan. She loved that picture so much, and yet at the same time, she hated it beyond reason. It just wasn't fair.

She turned over in her bed, not wanting to stare at his face and see the happiness in his eyes. She had to keep reminding herself that they were over. The decision had been made long ago, and it would stay that way.

Ginny felt the tears find their way down her face. Without looking into a mirror she knew how she looked. Her face as pale as death with tears flowing down them. Her hair tossed over her shoulder, spilling onto the pillow. Her legs pulled up to her so she was in a ball. And she cried harder thinking about this. Thinking about how she once wouldn't have cried, but fell asleep smiling.

"It was supposed to be me! Not her! Me!" She screamed pounding her fists into her pillow. Her sobs ringing through the room. For the first time, she cried like she hadn't cried before. She let the emotions of it take over her. She let herself cry like she had lost everything. She didn't try to stop the tears from coming. She let them come. She screamed as she cried. Screamed from anger of what he had done, from sadness that it was over, and fear that he may hate her.

When she could no longer cry she sat up and sniffed. She knew there was no way she could get to sleep without some sort of potion. She sighed, knowing she'd have to go to Snape to get it. She got off her bed, not looking at the white, wet from her tears. She pretended not to notice the many pictures of them lying scattered about on her desk. She would deal with them later. Right then, she wanted to get her cloak, and go get the sleeping potion.

She picked her black cloak up off her desk chair and put it on. She hugged it about her tightly. Before she left the room she looked at her reflection. Her eyes were swollen and red from the crying. Her cheeks were blotched with red and her nose was like Rudolph's. Not very attractive, but Ginny knew Severus wouldn't question her about it.

She made her way out of her office and down to the dungeons. Every now and then she would stop and look at something that would remind her of him. When she came to the Great Hall she felt so horrible that she thought she should get a pepperup potion as well. She turned into the dungeons and slowly went to his office.

She stood outside the door, not knowing what to do. She was scared, though she had no clue why. In her mind, she was just a schoolgirl going to the professor. She sighed, abandoning all thoughts that she could and knocked softly. For a moment she wondered what to do. She knocked again, this time a little louder.

The door was slowly opened and she saw Snape standing there starring at her. She opened her mouth to speak, but no words would come out. She suddenly forgot everything.

"Severus, I was wondering if I could borrow a sleeping potion. I'm too awake to get to sleep right now." Ginny found herself whisked inside his office as he rummaged through his closet, looking for the exact potion that would get her to sleep the fastest. As she stood there she was able to look around. When her eyes landed on a picture of her, she froze. She walked closer to look at it.

It was her and him(not snape, but the unnamable him). For a moment she wondered how he had gotten it. She then remembered that he had been head of his house and very close to him. As she looked at it, memories came flooding back.

Flashback

Draco was standing there with HER. His new girlfriend, and Ginny was watching out of the shadows as he held her had and gazed into her eyes. She watched as they kissed, and she vowed to get revenge.

"I love you Draco", his girlfriend said, and Ginny glared at her from her unseen spot.

Draco smiled, staring into his girlfriend's eyes adoringly. Ginny remembered him staring into her eyes like that not long ago. His grey eyes were beautiful, holding such warmth. Draco brushed some hair out of his girlfriend's face and smile wider.

"I love you too, Pansy"

The next thing Ginny knew, she was on her knees crying in Snape's office. He held her, rocking her like a small child as she repeated over and over, "It was supposed to be me! He loved me! It was supposed to be me!" He held her, hating Draco for hurting her the way he had. No one deserved that.

They stayed like that for a long time, Snape akwardly patting her back andher sobbing into his arms. And she was glad, when sleep came at last.