More thickening!! It's Vex and I hope you can handle this... takes out dead
fish not that! Throws away fish. Takes out story. This! Well anyway here's
the story have fun. Oh and just because I haven't said it I DON'T OWN
ZOIDS! Only the little action figures in my room! Hahahahahah! (
enter ch. three
Frozen Soldier
I used to be an angel, then God condemned me. But I don't blame you anymore. You tried to fix what you fucked up, but now you don't even act like you know it anymore. I pity your soul.
I wake up in the wrong place. This isn't my bed. It's cold, and hard. Something wet rolls down my cheek. My eyes fly open and I shoot up. I'm in the hanger. And I front of me is my Gun Sniper. It looks unharmed. But what happened. The hanger door opens and Naomi comes through. She looks at me and sighs.
"Leena," She says walking over, "Are you OK?" I look over myself and nod.
"You gave us a scare," I look up at her, "Leon was going crazy trying to find you. What are you doing out here anyway?" I shake my head.
"I don't know. I just woke up and here I was!" I look around then back at her face.
"Do you sleep walk?" I shake my head again.
"No. But then again I don't black out either."
"Do you remember anything before you fell asleep?" I think. Of course I do.
I shake my head, "No, a complete blank." She nods and helps me off the floor. When I nearly fall back down she grabs my arm and helps me walk.
She opens the hanger door and holds it open guiding me inside. I let her I can't walk by myself right now anyway! Maybe it was from sleeping on that floor? Naomi helps me into the living room and then goes to find Leon.
Jamie comes into the room moments after Naomi leaves. A look of relief flies over his face and I close my eyes. I hear him walk over and the couch moves as he sits down next to me.
"Leena," He says, I move my head toward him, "What happened?" I open my eyes and watch him for a minute. I shake my head.
"I really don't know this time, Jamie. I blacked out but I could still feel my feet moving. I went somewhere. I just don't know where."
"Leena," I look over at him again, "We need to tell the Doc. We have to. What if you leave again and you don't come back? Then what? You sleep in the desert!" I look up at the ceiling and beg for my mind to go black and stay that way. It doesn't happen.
But Leon does come running into the room and give me a huge hug. I look over his shoulder at Naomi and she smiles and laughs.
Leon holds me at arms length and looks at me then he starts questioning me. But after a minute I just see his mouth move. I don't hear the words.
I feel the flood break and my legs collapse under me. But I don't feel the floor. I do feel Leon grab me and slowly fall to the floor with me still in his arms. It hurts less this time.
Words, names, echo in my head they all begin at different times and over shadow the one before it only to be shunned seconds later. Then I'm standing in a room. Everyone is moving from here to there with no real purpose. I watch as each of them passes me by one after the other. None of them even stop to look at me. They act like I'm a rock in a stream and flow right passed me. I recognize some of them and others seem familiar but I can't place them in my memory. Then someone stops in front of me far ahead and they begin to sift around them. They look up but don't seem to see me. Then the room goes black and I can't help but scream. The floor becomes glass and shatters underneath me and I fall through and I don't stop falling. It just keeps going. Until there is another person falling with me then it stops.
I shoot up from where I lay but my hand never makes it to my throat.
"Geeze, sis. Is your head made of steel," I fling my self off the bad and grab him around the neck and refuse to let go, "Leena it was only a dream." He says trying to calm me down. I shake my head madly.
"No! No, Leon! It's so much more than that!" Tears run in a river down my cheeks. He puts his arms around my back and holds me.
Even with Leon and Jamie I know the nightmares won't go away. You gave me these nightmares and you made me like this. You made me proud. You made me weak. You made me whatever you are. Then you ran away.
"So what you're just gonna walk away? Leave us here while you go and get yourself killed!" he stops messing with the bag and turns to face me. His eyes are cold. Cold as ice.
enter ch. three
Frozen Soldier
I used to be an angel, then God condemned me. But I don't blame you anymore. You tried to fix what you fucked up, but now you don't even act like you know it anymore. I pity your soul.
I wake up in the wrong place. This isn't my bed. It's cold, and hard. Something wet rolls down my cheek. My eyes fly open and I shoot up. I'm in the hanger. And I front of me is my Gun Sniper. It looks unharmed. But what happened. The hanger door opens and Naomi comes through. She looks at me and sighs.
"Leena," She says walking over, "Are you OK?" I look over myself and nod.
"You gave us a scare," I look up at her, "Leon was going crazy trying to find you. What are you doing out here anyway?" I shake my head.
"I don't know. I just woke up and here I was!" I look around then back at her face.
"Do you sleep walk?" I shake my head again.
"No. But then again I don't black out either."
"Do you remember anything before you fell asleep?" I think. Of course I do.
I shake my head, "No, a complete blank." She nods and helps me off the floor. When I nearly fall back down she grabs my arm and helps me walk.
She opens the hanger door and holds it open guiding me inside. I let her I can't walk by myself right now anyway! Maybe it was from sleeping on that floor? Naomi helps me into the living room and then goes to find Leon.
Jamie comes into the room moments after Naomi leaves. A look of relief flies over his face and I close my eyes. I hear him walk over and the couch moves as he sits down next to me.
"Leena," He says, I move my head toward him, "What happened?" I open my eyes and watch him for a minute. I shake my head.
"I really don't know this time, Jamie. I blacked out but I could still feel my feet moving. I went somewhere. I just don't know where."
"Leena," I look over at him again, "We need to tell the Doc. We have to. What if you leave again and you don't come back? Then what? You sleep in the desert!" I look up at the ceiling and beg for my mind to go black and stay that way. It doesn't happen.
But Leon does come running into the room and give me a huge hug. I look over his shoulder at Naomi and she smiles and laughs.
Leon holds me at arms length and looks at me then he starts questioning me. But after a minute I just see his mouth move. I don't hear the words.
I feel the flood break and my legs collapse under me. But I don't feel the floor. I do feel Leon grab me and slowly fall to the floor with me still in his arms. It hurts less this time.
Words, names, echo in my head they all begin at different times and over shadow the one before it only to be shunned seconds later. Then I'm standing in a room. Everyone is moving from here to there with no real purpose. I watch as each of them passes me by one after the other. None of them even stop to look at me. They act like I'm a rock in a stream and flow right passed me. I recognize some of them and others seem familiar but I can't place them in my memory. Then someone stops in front of me far ahead and they begin to sift around them. They look up but don't seem to see me. Then the room goes black and I can't help but scream. The floor becomes glass and shatters underneath me and I fall through and I don't stop falling. It just keeps going. Until there is another person falling with me then it stops.
I shoot up from where I lay but my hand never makes it to my throat.
"Geeze, sis. Is your head made of steel," I fling my self off the bad and grab him around the neck and refuse to let go, "Leena it was only a dream." He says trying to calm me down. I shake my head madly.
"No! No, Leon! It's so much more than that!" Tears run in a river down my cheeks. He puts his arms around my back and holds me.
Even with Leon and Jamie I know the nightmares won't go away. You gave me these nightmares and you made me like this. You made me proud. You made me weak. You made me whatever you are. Then you ran away.
"So what you're just gonna walk away? Leave us here while you go and get yourself killed!" he stops messing with the bag and turns to face me. His eyes are cold. Cold as ice.