Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or any of its characters. J.K.Rowling
does. I wish I was her, but I'm not her either. Oh no! Now you know my
secret *Looks around and leans in to you* shhhh.don't tell!! Heehee.
Just to let you know, this story will contain sex, so please don't read it if you don't want to read any sex scenes. Please and Thanks.
**Lily**
'What A Jerk,' She thought, 'why would he do that?'
**Flashback**
"Lily," James said, "can I talk to you a moment?"
"Sure." Said Lily. She got up from where she was chatting with her friends, on the floor, and walked over to where James was sitting in an isolated area of the Gryffindor common room. "What is it, James?" She said as she sat down next to him on the room.
"Well," started James, "I need to tell you something I did, that I feel really bad about."
"What is it?" Lily asked, slightly confused.
"Well, Lily," He said, reluctantly, "I kind of kissed someone other than you."
'He what?!' A slightly enraged Lily thought, but she didn't say anything. She just stared at James, shock, disbelief, and betrayal written all across her face. Finally she mustered up the only words that were leaking to her brain. "Who?"
"Well, Elizabeth Parker, but Lily listen, I didn't mean too! Honestly. I didn't." James replied trying to convince her, but her glare cut him off.
Lily kept glaring at him. 'My best friend?' She thought, pushed to her limit. She then shifted her gaze across the room to her, supposedly, best friend. Elizabeth smiled at her, and Lily glared back. Elizabeth realized this and looked over to James, who wasn't looking at her, but looking at Lily with pleading eyes. She then looked back at Lily, and glared back.
Elizabeth got up and walked over to James and Lily. "What the hell? You told?"
"Elizabeth I had to. I couldn't live with not telling Lily the truth, even if it does hurt her." James said. "The fact is, Liz, it was an honest mistake. I never meant to kiss you. I thought you were Lily. Your hair is the same, and come on, the uniform is the same. I had my eyes closed when I kissed you, but somehow I knew it was different. I just figured Lily was wearing a different lipstick or something." Said James.
Lily really wasn't convinced. She got up and Liz was standing in front of her, looking slightly triumphant. So Lily shoved her and Liz stumbled backwards, before tripping and falling onto the nearest couch. Lily smiled sadly (A/N: Oxymoron. I know, I know) and stormed out of the common room.
**End Flashback**
'Why would James go and kiss Liz and make up some lame excuse, even though it did sound sincere.'
Lily fumbled with the Time Turner in her pocket. The Time Tuner was given to her so she can perfect her studies and get a lot more learned. Lily Evans was no dunce; she was the smartest witch in 7th year! 'Dumbledore said if you twist this in any wrong way you could end up anywhere in the Past or Future.' She thought, but her thoughts still drifted back to James.
'How could he do that to me? I thought he changed. He told me he changed, and I believed him. How thick am I?'
**Flashback**
"James I don't know about this." Said Lily.
"Come on Lily, all those girls are in the past. The only one that matters now is you." Said James, with a nervous smile. He didn't like being questioned about his actions, and Lily knew it, so she gave in and kissed him.
She kept kissing him, the whole time thinking. 'Maybe I'm just another conquest to him. Nah-He seemed sincere enough when he said it. But after all of those girls said the same thing and got the same lines from the God that was James Potter, and all were dumped, all regretting falling into his trap. Sure he is sweet at sometimes, and has those enticing blue eyes, and unruly black hair that made him look so innocent (and he isn't), but he is still James Potter, the biggest player at Hogwarts, and you Lily-Never-Been- Kissed-Evans is falling into his trap.'
She tried to stare into his bright blue eyes while kissing him, but opened hers to find that his were closed while he was busying his hands by undoing her tie.
'Maybe he doesn't like to open his eyes in fear of showing too much intimacy, or in fear of his lies spilling into her eyes, either way I shouldn't be doing this.' Lily thought, while James had gotten her tie off and pulled her gray sweater-vest off. That's when James started kissing her again, when he reached up and started taking off his tie and vest too. 'Oh no,' Lily thought, 'what have I gotten myself into?'
Once he got his Tie and vest off he worked on undoing he blouse. He opened the first, second, and third button, and paused, still not looking into her eyes. He appeared to be thinking, because a hard expression came upon his face. Then he continued until all of the buttons were undone on her shirt. Then he slid off her shirt and stared at her body. She suddenly felt very naked and struggled a bit under him, as he was straddling her now. She was very aware of something growing against her stomach. Now she was feeling second thoughts. She struggled underneath him again, and now knew that her struggling was the thing that turned him on. So she stopped.
'What are you doing Lily?! Stop him!' A voice in her head said.
Lily pulled her hand up and pushed him off of her, this was kind of easy seeing as how he had no hands to object, because he was busy unbuttoning his own shirt. He fell against the other side of the couch, and he heard her mutter something that sounded much like "Damn her conscience."
"James I really can't do this." Lily said.
"Why Lily?" James asked, looking like a lost infant, trying to find his way home.
"I want my first time to be special and I really can't help but think this isn't special. How do I know you aren't lying when you tell me I'm not just a conquest?" Lily asked.
"Lily, listen, I've changed. I really have. You changed me, and I'm comfortable with the way I am when I'm dating you. You brought out a better James Potter, and you aren't just another conquest. This isn't just sex anymore, Lily, its making love now that you're in my life." James said.
Lily didn't need a second explanation, as she proceeded to take off her shoes and socks. Then she took off her Jewelry and lie back down on the couch and beckoned James to her.
James took off his shirt, and crawled back on top off her. James started kissing her again as Lily's conscience drifted into darkness, as did her skirt and James' pants.
Lily took a big gulp, as her conscience floated back to her, as he looked her up and down. 'Why is he doing that?' She wondered. 'Is he trying to make me squirm more?'
"Er.. I think if anybody walks in the common room they'll get a live view, so we should go to your Head Girl room." Said James.
"Oh Right." Said Lily.
They grabbed their stuff and went to the picture to get to the Head Girl room.
"Alahomora." She said. 'I don't know why I could pick an unlocking charm as my password.'
They entered her common room upon which she shares with Sirius Black, James' best friend. They crept down the hall to Lily's room and she murmured 'Alohamora' again for her room password.
Lily and James dropped their clothes and closed the door.
James pulled Lily over to her bed and pushed her so she was on the bottom. Then he straddled her again. He reached around her slowly and undid her bra, and took it off. He gave her that look of approval that Lily didn't like so much, and she squirmed again. James stifled a laugh, while he watched her breasts. He began to fondle them.
Lily suddenly felt at home with his touch and arched into his hands, and he leaned down and let his tongue roll all over her breasts. Lily could help but feel aroused.
James then reached his hand down and pulled off her knickers slowly. Lily struggled again and James rolled off her and licked his finger. He then put the tip of his finger at her foot, and let is slowly glide up her inner- leg. Lily's mind clouded and her body was doing all the talking. Her hips bucked a bit, because she was not used to such pleasure and it overwhelmed her. Being a virgin for so long made her body crave more.
James the reached his destination and pushed one finger in her as she gasped in pleasure, and he got hard when she did. He made a pace with his finger and then slipped in another, as Lily grabbed the sheets to contain herself. Then he made a pace with those two fingers when he felt that Lily was about to orgasm, he pulled his fingers out. She glared up at him with a hint of confusion in her look. He smirked innocently, then brought his fingers up to his lips and licked them. Lily moaned, although she had no idea why she did.
Then James bent down and began lick her with his tongue moving in circles. Lily leaned her head back, arched her back, and bucked her hips so she could feel more. Then James slipped his tongue inside of her and she moaned out of pure ecstasy. James started licking again, bringing two fingers up and putting them in her again, as Lily was breathing hard and clutching the sheets. He felt her orgasm and licked his lips and went up to kiss her.
"Are you sure?" James asked.
Lily nodded and he put himself inside of her. Lily could barely stand this pain. She felt tears in her eyes, but James kissed them away, and stayed that way for her to get used to him, then started slowly moving. He then created a pace for both of them, and then went on for a bit before he felt her beginning to orgasm, and she tightened around him. He couldn't stand it anymore, as they came together. Lily looked up to find James staring into her eyes with love written in them.
"I love you, Lily Evans." He said.
"I love you too, James Potter." She said
**End Flashback**
'What a fool I was.' She thought.
What Lily didn't remember was twisting the Time Turner in her pocket to the left 42 times.
All of the sudden Lily felt a sharp jolt in her stomach as the Hogwarts surrounding her turned into a blur, as it quickly repositioned itself.
'What the hell happened?' Lily wondered.
Then Lily turned around and saw an attractive boy her age call to a group of younger students, "Mark my words, you will pay for saying that you foolish child."
'Who are those kids?' Lily wondered.
"You can't do anything to us. The headmaster will see that you are expelled. Besides you can't do anything you say you can do." One boy said.
"I can, and I will and your time will come. It's only 1936; I have plenty of time to do what I want. Do not question me. For one day, you will fear me," The attractive boy continued, "And when you do, I'll give you something worse than death." With that the boy turned around and stalked off the other way.
Lily only heard up to the part when the boy said "1936" and everything else on her mind was lashed away into darkness.
'1936?' She thought. Then she passed out.
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Hey everyone! I hope you like this. I really don't want people to hate me. Well, I've never written sex scenes before, and seeing as how I'm a virgin, I don't know how to write good ones and they're very bad. I only read stories and see what I can learn from them. Well, please review so I know if I should continue or not. Good or Bad reviews, I'll take both. I need some constructive critism. Please? *Gives you the puppy-dog-eyes-look*. Oh yeah, and sorry some people may be OOC (Out of Character). I really don't know too much about Lily and James. They're just cool people cuz they know Harry Potter!!..lol..Please don't hate me for my writing! Review soon so I'll know if u do or if u don't!
Cheers,
Princess_Anastaja
Just to let you know, this story will contain sex, so please don't read it if you don't want to read any sex scenes. Please and Thanks.
**Lily**
'What A Jerk,' She thought, 'why would he do that?'
**Flashback**
"Lily," James said, "can I talk to you a moment?"
"Sure." Said Lily. She got up from where she was chatting with her friends, on the floor, and walked over to where James was sitting in an isolated area of the Gryffindor common room. "What is it, James?" She said as she sat down next to him on the room.
"Well," started James, "I need to tell you something I did, that I feel really bad about."
"What is it?" Lily asked, slightly confused.
"Well, Lily," He said, reluctantly, "I kind of kissed someone other than you."
'He what?!' A slightly enraged Lily thought, but she didn't say anything. She just stared at James, shock, disbelief, and betrayal written all across her face. Finally she mustered up the only words that were leaking to her brain. "Who?"
"Well, Elizabeth Parker, but Lily listen, I didn't mean too! Honestly. I didn't." James replied trying to convince her, but her glare cut him off.
Lily kept glaring at him. 'My best friend?' She thought, pushed to her limit. She then shifted her gaze across the room to her, supposedly, best friend. Elizabeth smiled at her, and Lily glared back. Elizabeth realized this and looked over to James, who wasn't looking at her, but looking at Lily with pleading eyes. She then looked back at Lily, and glared back.
Elizabeth got up and walked over to James and Lily. "What the hell? You told?"
"Elizabeth I had to. I couldn't live with not telling Lily the truth, even if it does hurt her." James said. "The fact is, Liz, it was an honest mistake. I never meant to kiss you. I thought you were Lily. Your hair is the same, and come on, the uniform is the same. I had my eyes closed when I kissed you, but somehow I knew it was different. I just figured Lily was wearing a different lipstick or something." Said James.
Lily really wasn't convinced. She got up and Liz was standing in front of her, looking slightly triumphant. So Lily shoved her and Liz stumbled backwards, before tripping and falling onto the nearest couch. Lily smiled sadly (A/N: Oxymoron. I know, I know) and stormed out of the common room.
**End Flashback**
'Why would James go and kiss Liz and make up some lame excuse, even though it did sound sincere.'
Lily fumbled with the Time Turner in her pocket. The Time Tuner was given to her so she can perfect her studies and get a lot more learned. Lily Evans was no dunce; she was the smartest witch in 7th year! 'Dumbledore said if you twist this in any wrong way you could end up anywhere in the Past or Future.' She thought, but her thoughts still drifted back to James.
'How could he do that to me? I thought he changed. He told me he changed, and I believed him. How thick am I?'
**Flashback**
"James I don't know about this." Said Lily.
"Come on Lily, all those girls are in the past. The only one that matters now is you." Said James, with a nervous smile. He didn't like being questioned about his actions, and Lily knew it, so she gave in and kissed him.
She kept kissing him, the whole time thinking. 'Maybe I'm just another conquest to him. Nah-He seemed sincere enough when he said it. But after all of those girls said the same thing and got the same lines from the God that was James Potter, and all were dumped, all regretting falling into his trap. Sure he is sweet at sometimes, and has those enticing blue eyes, and unruly black hair that made him look so innocent (and he isn't), but he is still James Potter, the biggest player at Hogwarts, and you Lily-Never-Been- Kissed-Evans is falling into his trap.'
She tried to stare into his bright blue eyes while kissing him, but opened hers to find that his were closed while he was busying his hands by undoing her tie.
'Maybe he doesn't like to open his eyes in fear of showing too much intimacy, or in fear of his lies spilling into her eyes, either way I shouldn't be doing this.' Lily thought, while James had gotten her tie off and pulled her gray sweater-vest off. That's when James started kissing her again, when he reached up and started taking off his tie and vest too. 'Oh no,' Lily thought, 'what have I gotten myself into?'
Once he got his Tie and vest off he worked on undoing he blouse. He opened the first, second, and third button, and paused, still not looking into her eyes. He appeared to be thinking, because a hard expression came upon his face. Then he continued until all of the buttons were undone on her shirt. Then he slid off her shirt and stared at her body. She suddenly felt very naked and struggled a bit under him, as he was straddling her now. She was very aware of something growing against her stomach. Now she was feeling second thoughts. She struggled underneath him again, and now knew that her struggling was the thing that turned him on. So she stopped.
'What are you doing Lily?! Stop him!' A voice in her head said.
Lily pulled her hand up and pushed him off of her, this was kind of easy seeing as how he had no hands to object, because he was busy unbuttoning his own shirt. He fell against the other side of the couch, and he heard her mutter something that sounded much like "Damn her conscience."
"James I really can't do this." Lily said.
"Why Lily?" James asked, looking like a lost infant, trying to find his way home.
"I want my first time to be special and I really can't help but think this isn't special. How do I know you aren't lying when you tell me I'm not just a conquest?" Lily asked.
"Lily, listen, I've changed. I really have. You changed me, and I'm comfortable with the way I am when I'm dating you. You brought out a better James Potter, and you aren't just another conquest. This isn't just sex anymore, Lily, its making love now that you're in my life." James said.
Lily didn't need a second explanation, as she proceeded to take off her shoes and socks. Then she took off her Jewelry and lie back down on the couch and beckoned James to her.
James took off his shirt, and crawled back on top off her. James started kissing her again as Lily's conscience drifted into darkness, as did her skirt and James' pants.
Lily took a big gulp, as her conscience floated back to her, as he looked her up and down. 'Why is he doing that?' She wondered. 'Is he trying to make me squirm more?'
"Er.. I think if anybody walks in the common room they'll get a live view, so we should go to your Head Girl room." Said James.
"Oh Right." Said Lily.
They grabbed their stuff and went to the picture to get to the Head Girl room.
"Alahomora." She said. 'I don't know why I could pick an unlocking charm as my password.'
They entered her common room upon which she shares with Sirius Black, James' best friend. They crept down the hall to Lily's room and she murmured 'Alohamora' again for her room password.
Lily and James dropped their clothes and closed the door.
James pulled Lily over to her bed and pushed her so she was on the bottom. Then he straddled her again. He reached around her slowly and undid her bra, and took it off. He gave her that look of approval that Lily didn't like so much, and she squirmed again. James stifled a laugh, while he watched her breasts. He began to fondle them.
Lily suddenly felt at home with his touch and arched into his hands, and he leaned down and let his tongue roll all over her breasts. Lily could help but feel aroused.
James then reached his hand down and pulled off her knickers slowly. Lily struggled again and James rolled off her and licked his finger. He then put the tip of his finger at her foot, and let is slowly glide up her inner- leg. Lily's mind clouded and her body was doing all the talking. Her hips bucked a bit, because she was not used to such pleasure and it overwhelmed her. Being a virgin for so long made her body crave more.
James the reached his destination and pushed one finger in her as she gasped in pleasure, and he got hard when she did. He made a pace with his finger and then slipped in another, as Lily grabbed the sheets to contain herself. Then he made a pace with those two fingers when he felt that Lily was about to orgasm, he pulled his fingers out. She glared up at him with a hint of confusion in her look. He smirked innocently, then brought his fingers up to his lips and licked them. Lily moaned, although she had no idea why she did.
Then James bent down and began lick her with his tongue moving in circles. Lily leaned her head back, arched her back, and bucked her hips so she could feel more. Then James slipped his tongue inside of her and she moaned out of pure ecstasy. James started licking again, bringing two fingers up and putting them in her again, as Lily was breathing hard and clutching the sheets. He felt her orgasm and licked his lips and went up to kiss her.
"Are you sure?" James asked.
Lily nodded and he put himself inside of her. Lily could barely stand this pain. She felt tears in her eyes, but James kissed them away, and stayed that way for her to get used to him, then started slowly moving. He then created a pace for both of them, and then went on for a bit before he felt her beginning to orgasm, and she tightened around him. He couldn't stand it anymore, as they came together. Lily looked up to find James staring into her eyes with love written in them.
"I love you, Lily Evans." He said.
"I love you too, James Potter." She said
**End Flashback**
'What a fool I was.' She thought.
What Lily didn't remember was twisting the Time Turner in her pocket to the left 42 times.
All of the sudden Lily felt a sharp jolt in her stomach as the Hogwarts surrounding her turned into a blur, as it quickly repositioned itself.
'What the hell happened?' Lily wondered.
Then Lily turned around and saw an attractive boy her age call to a group of younger students, "Mark my words, you will pay for saying that you foolish child."
'Who are those kids?' Lily wondered.
"You can't do anything to us. The headmaster will see that you are expelled. Besides you can't do anything you say you can do." One boy said.
"I can, and I will and your time will come. It's only 1936; I have plenty of time to do what I want. Do not question me. For one day, you will fear me," The attractive boy continued, "And when you do, I'll give you something worse than death." With that the boy turned around and stalked off the other way.
Lily only heard up to the part when the boy said "1936" and everything else on her mind was lashed away into darkness.
'1936?' She thought. Then she passed out.
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Hey everyone! I hope you like this. I really don't want people to hate me. Well, I've never written sex scenes before, and seeing as how I'm a virgin, I don't know how to write good ones and they're very bad. I only read stories and see what I can learn from them. Well, please review so I know if I should continue or not. Good or Bad reviews, I'll take both. I need some constructive critism. Please? *Gives you the puppy-dog-eyes-look*. Oh yeah, and sorry some people may be OOC (Out of Character). I really don't know too much about Lily and James. They're just cool people cuz they know Harry Potter!!..lol..Please don't hate me for my writing! Review soon so I'll know if u do or if u don't!
Cheers,
Princess_Anastaja