Name: A Goodbye Visit

Author: SerpentSlaveChik

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot, the little that there is.

Summary: Harry's decided to leave. But before he goes, he wants to say goodbye to his secret love. He gets more than he expected, and now he might not leave after all. Feedback: I would really appreciate all the help I can get.

Rating: R

Author's Note: Hey guys, this is my first slash fic. I hope you all like it. It was kinda a spurt of the moment thing. I just thought I needed to write a slash fic so I did. And I bet you're all annoyed that I'm posting this again for the third time. Sorry about that. The first time was that had changed it a bit, and now it's because moved it from my other name. Sorry about all the confusion. looks sheepish Heh. Please review!! It'll mean a lot to me.

A Goodbye Visit

Harry had been thinking about it for a long time now. And he finally decided that he was going to do it. After all, what was holding him back? Everyone he truly cared for was dead; Sirius, Hermione, Ron, most of the Weasley's, and even his enemy, Draco Malfoy, had been killed. He was going to leave Hogwarts and never come back. Screw the prophecy; someone else could take care of it, maybe Neville.
The only one left for him was Remus, but he would understand Harry's reasoning. The pressure was just too much, it was taking over him and Harry had to get away. School would be over in a few months, but he didn't care. He just wanted to get out and leave. All the looks he received while he walked in the halls were growing to be a pain.
And his heart didn't make it any better. He was torn between his snarky Potions Master and his great friend, Remus. But of course he would never tell either of them how he truly felt. They would just brush him off and tell him it was just a silly school crush and he'd soon get over it. Right? He would've been happy if it were just crush, but of course, fate never let Harry have it easy. The young man had fallen quite hard for the two grown men, which he knew he could never have. He had tried to give up on them, but it didn't help when Remus was once again given the position of DADA professor. His heart just wouldn't let go.
He finally decided that he would leave for good and never come back. That's the reason why at that moment, Harry was frantically packing all his things, and trying not to wake his fellow dorm mates. As he finished packing, he began to think. And he decided to say goodbye one last time to his secret love, or at least to one of them.
Harry walked through the halls very late that early January night. He walked in the shadows, not caring to hide under his invisibility cloak. All his belongings were shrunken and tucked away in some of his pockets deep inside his robes. He kept walking until he reached the designated portrait. He knocked softly, silently praying that the werewolf wasn't sleeping. Luckily he heard footsteps and the saw the door open to reveal the man in his thoughts.

"Harry? What are you doing here so late?" Remus sounded worried and his eyes did nothing to hide his concern. Even then, he was still beautiful to Harry. "You should be sleeping,"

"I'm sorry, but I needed to talk to you," Harry responded.

"Well," Remus hesitated but gave him entry nonetheless. "Come in then," Remus opened the door and allowed Harry to come in. Remus walked to the kitchen and began to prepare tea.

Harry was extremely surprised to see his potions professor sitting on the couch next to the fire. It seemed that he had been waiting for Remus to return.

"Professor," Harry greeted.

"Shouldn't you be in your bed right now Potter?" He asked, but nowhere near the icy tone he used during school. He sounded sincere and somewhat worried.

"I needed to talk to Professor Lupin," Harry used as his defense.

"Very well," he said standing up. Harry realized that he was going to leave.

And in a fraction of a second, he made up his mind to a decision he didn't even know he had to make. He decided to tell the two how he felt before he left, if only to get it off his chest. He knew that nothing would come out of it.

"Sir?" Harry said stopping the man in his tracks.

"Yes Potter?"

"Would it be okay if you stayed? I kinda need to talk to both of you if you don't mind," Harry said as nicely as possible, hoping his professor would agree.

"Fine," Snape said softly, another oddity, and took a seat again.

Remus came in and set the tray down. He grabbed his cup and took a seat near Snape. He turned to look at Harry and smiled.

"I'm sorry Harry, I was just discussing some points of the Wolfsbane with Severus, just give me a moment and we'll finish," he turned back towards Snape and was just about to finish the sentence that Harry interrupted before coming in when he was cut short.

"It seems the boy wants me to stay," Snape said.

"Really?" Remus asked as he looked at the boy in question.

"Yes," Harry shifted nervously. "I just wanted to apologize Professor, for being a pest the last few years,"

Confusion roamed both of the elders' faces, but Severus chose to answer anyways. "You didn't exactly have a choice as to being a pest. It seems trouble follows you like a lost puppy,"

Harry chuckled a bit, "I guess so,"

"Harry, what brought this on?" Remus said after taking small sip from his cup.

"I'm leaving," he answered.

"What?!?" both Remus and Severus said at the same time.

"I can't take it any longer, I'm leaving and I just wanted to say goodbye," Harry softly told the other two.

"Harry, you can't leave," Remus said.

"I'm sorry Rem," Harry said before he stood. He walked over to them and grabbed one of their hands each. "I know it seems weird, but I have to tell you both something," Harry paused and kneeled in front of them, and looked at both of them. What he saw completely surprised him. In both pairs of eyes, he saw concern, worry, and, could it be? Love?

"What is it Harry?" Remus said gently.

"I know you'll both just say it's a silly crush and tell me to get over it, but, over the last two years, I've really grown fond of both of you. I've fallen in love with you both. I don't know how it's possible, but I do love you both," he shocked both men into silence.

Harry realized that he was not going to get a response anytime soon, so he took matters into his own hands. He leaned over to Severus, who was closer at the moment, and kissed him, gently and tenderly. Severus was too shocked to respond. Harry broke the kiss and leaned over to Remus and did the same thing. Harry detached himself from Remus and stood.

"I'm sorry," Harry said weakly. As he began to turn around, he felt two strong arms stop him. He looked at both of the adults and realized that that their feelings were the same as his. He saw it all in their eyes.

"Harry, do you mean that?" Severus asked looking into the young man's eyes.

"Yes, I really do," Harry said sincerely.

Severus brought Harry closer to him and caused him to fall into Severus's lap. He pulled the young man into a breathtaking kiss. Harry nibbled Severus's bottom lip lightly begging for entrance. Severus readily granted access to his mouth, only to fight for dominance. Tongues battled, and Severus easily won. During all of this, Remus watched on. He was not jealous, in fact he was quite happy. He placed a hand on Harry's thigh, rubbing lightly causing Harry to moan loudly. But soon the lack of air brought Harry and Severus down from their high.

"You know Harry, before you walked in, we were talking about you. I realized that Severus harbored feelings that were more than a teacher should feel for a student; my wolf senses helped me. And he too realized that I had the same feelings, he just figured it out from watching me, the man is a great spy." Remus said to Harry when he regained his breath.

"Really?" Harry asked astounded that his dream was coming true.

"Yes Harry," Remus answered again.

"Yes," Severus said when Harry's questioning face looked at him.

Remus moved closer to the two and pulled Harry to him. He joined their lips and wrapped his free hand in Harry's unruly hair. Harry's hand roamed freely and found its way to Remus's soft skin. He moved his hand upwards and began to play with Remus's nipple, eliciting a moan from the werewolf. Severus's hand cupped Harry's arse and cause Harry to moan out again. Harry could feel the man's quickly hardening cock from his position on top of Severus.

"How bout we continue this on the bed?" Remus said as pulled away from Harry.

"Bed . . . good. . ." Harry said in between kisses from Severus.

"Severus?" Remus asked.

Severus nodded in response. Remus grabbed both Harry and Severus's hand and led the two to his bedroom chambers. His rooms were nothing fancy, but he had a big bed and that would do. He lowered both men on the bed and looked at each of them for a moment. Though he didn't feel for Severus as he did for Harry, at least not yet, the man looked good. There was nothing he could say about it. He quickly joined the two.
Harry began to unbutton Severus's clothes and became agitated when he found the task too hard. He growled out in frustration, and almost cursed the buttons off.

"Problem Harry?" Severus asked the frustrated boy.

"Too many butto-"he looked from Severus's shirt to his face. "You called me Harry."

"I think it would be appropriate in this situation," he said playfully. "Unless of course you don't want me to." Remus took his chance and began to slowly take Harry's shirt off.

"No, no. Please call me Harry," Harry quickly said. Remus undid all the buttons and began to slide the shirt off Harry's broad shoulders.

"Call me Severus," the older man smirked.

"Ok," Harry quickly agreed. Remus then began to lick his neck. Harry moaned loudly. "Fuck Remmy," Harry just wondered what else the werewolf could do with his tongue.

Severus moved lower and began to unbuckle Harry's belt. A wave of apprehension crossed him and he suddenly stopped. He looked up to see Remus's attack on Harry's mouth. He smiled a bit but pulled them apart for a moment.

"Harry, tell me. Is this your first time?" he asked softly.

"Well, sorta," he responded.

"Sorta?" Remus asked.

"Well, I'm not a virgin if you're asking. Just I've never done anything like this," he said nervously.

"Don't worry. We'll make it a memorable experience," Severus whispered softly.

He picked up where he left off, and finally got Harry's belt free. He pulled down his pants to reveal Harry's straining cock. When Severus looked up, he saw Remus and Harry wearing nothing. Severus suddenly felt over clothed. He pulled off his clothes and quickly joined Remus in giving Harry all the pleasure he wanted.

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"You know, you were right Sev," Harry said in the afterglow of their lovemaking. Severus smiled at the shortened version of his name. "I'll never forget this," Harry said quietly as wrapped his arms around Remus, and Severus wrapped his arms around Harry.

"I told you," Severus said.

"And you know what?" the youth said.

"What?" Remus answered, amusement in his voice.

"I'm not leaving, I like it here," Harry said wriggling between the two men. He made Severus and Remus smile.

They stayed silent for a while, reveling in the moment, and letting it be burned into memory. Harry was most likely the happiest man in the world at the moment. He had the two men he loved beside him, and Voldemort couldn't take them away. At least not without a fight.

"What's gonna happen?" Harry asked his lovers.

"Huh?" Remus asked, a bit confused.

"With us, what's gonna happen?" He asked worriedly. He had wanted this for a long time, and he wouldn't give this up easily.

"What do want to happen Harry?" Severus wondered just as well, he was happy for once and he wanted it to stay that way.

"I want us to stay together for as long as possible, and tell everyone else to go fuck themselves, I don't care what they have to say," Harry pouted and caused the other two to chuckle lightly.

"We'll see what we can do Harry," Severus softly said as he played with Harry's hair.

"In the meantime, just sleep." Remus told the young man. Harry had far too much pressure lying on him.

Harry's breathing slowed and turned into even breaths. He was smiling slightly, happy for once in his life. The others felt just as happy, lying in comfortable silence. And in an odd coincidence, they both spoke at the same time.

"I love you Harry," Remus and Severus looked at each other and smiled. Both finally content for once.

"Love you too," Harry's sleepy voice called out to them, surprising them both. Remus and Severus soon fell into a peaceful sleep not long after Harry.

In the morning, they would have to get up and face the day. They would have to face their problems, but at that moment they were satisfied.

A/N: Thanks for reading guys. I reposted this because, one, for those who wanted it more graphic, you know where its posted. And two, I added more details and stuff. Hope you all liked it. I'd also really appreciate it if you all reviewed and gave me your opinions. I could use all the help. The next chap will be up soon!