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N: Damn! Why does this always happen? "I'll see you tonight at ten." I whisper before standing and looking in the mirror. Nope, can't even tell I was crying. "Enter." I call. "Nakago-sama, the emperor has requested your presence. He is waiting for you in the receiving room." Repeats the menial. I grimace in distaste. How I hate him. He does everything in excess and never seems to want to do anything that doesn't have to do with his personal comfort. He's disgusting and slovenly. I turn back to Tomo. "You are dismissed." I say as dispassionately as I can. "Yes, Nakago-sama." He says, submissively. I watch him as he leaves, wishing that I could hold him in my arms again. After he leaves I turn to the servant. "You are dismissed." I say. Then I leave. Stupid emperor. I wish I could rip his heart out. I would if it wasn't for the fact that someone needs to rule the country so that I may achieve my goals. I arrive at the emperors' reception room. "Your highness." I say, hating the words. "Good, you're here." Says the emperor. "I want you to find someone to keep me company, someone beautiful...young... you know what I like, mmm? Maybe I'll have you keep me company again some night, you've grown up quite nicely." "It was because of you." I reply, truthfully. It was because of my hate for him that I was determined to be strong. "Your loyalty makes me glad. When you see Tomo, tell him I wish to see him." He ordered. "Yes, your highness." I manage to say through gritted teeth. Tonight, Tomo is mine; I will not allow the emperor to see him. After all, he said he wanted to see Tomo, not when he wanted to see him. I leave, scowling as soon as I am out of the emperors' sight. Then I smile and walk a little faster. I have a surprise to prepare. It will take the few hours I have left after I finish my duties, but it will be worth it.
T: What time is it? I can't think, I'm so impatient. I glance at the time candle. Still an hour till ten. What am I going to do until then? I pace restlessly. I know! I will prepare a gift for Nakago. What should I give him? What can I give him? I have already given him myself. He has owned me from the first time I dreamed of him when I was a small child. I won't give him a gift. I will do something else for him. What will I wear tonight? Should I wear my robe? Should I wear a different outfit? I won't wear my costume, it isn't the true me. I will wear my robe. I'm so nervous I'm driving myself to distraction. O.k. stop, breathe, relax. Now, what have I decided? I will wear the robe and I won't give Nakago a gift. What should I do with my hair? Leave it up or let it down? I try different hairdos in the mirror. I think I'll leave it down. I change and wash the makeup off my face. There, much better. I look at the candle. Just another twenty minutes. I start picking up my discarded clothes and put them into the dirty laundry hamper. My room is clean, now what? I look at the candle again. Ten minutes. I sit at my vanity and brush my hair some more. Finally it is time to go. I stand up and leave, locking the door behind me. I stroll down the hall not bothering to use my power to disguise myself. I see the emperor walking towards me and I bow, hoping to remain unnoticed. "You. Who are you?" demands the emperor, lifting my chin. "Your highness, I'm merely Tomo of the Seiryuu seven. I am not worthy of your notice." I say, not daring to look him in the eyes. "Look at me." He demands. Slowly, I comply. "So beautiful under your make-up. You would make a wonderful addition to my harem." The emperor muses aloud. "Your highness, I'm not worthy to be in your harem, I am just a lowly captain. I have no worth beyond what my power gives me as a fighter." I stammer out, knowing what will happen if I am ordered into his harem. I don't think I could stand myself if that happened again. And how would I face Nakago? As I stand trembling, the emperor yawns. "I will speak with you more on the morrow. Come as you are now, I prefer it to your normal outfit. Go now." He said dismissively. I bow and walk away as quickly as possible. When I am out of sight I heave a huge sigh of relief. I escaped a horrible fate. I hurry on to my loves abode.
N: Finally, everything is ready.
N: Damn! Why does this always happen? "I'll see you tonight at ten." I whisper before standing and looking in the mirror. Nope, can't even tell I was crying. "Enter." I call. "Nakago-sama, the emperor has requested your presence. He is waiting for you in the receiving room." Repeats the menial. I grimace in distaste. How I hate him. He does everything in excess and never seems to want to do anything that doesn't have to do with his personal comfort. He's disgusting and slovenly. I turn back to Tomo. "You are dismissed." I say as dispassionately as I can. "Yes, Nakago-sama." He says, submissively. I watch him as he leaves, wishing that I could hold him in my arms again. After he leaves I turn to the servant. "You are dismissed." I say. Then I leave. Stupid emperor. I wish I could rip his heart out. I would if it wasn't for the fact that someone needs to rule the country so that I may achieve my goals. I arrive at the emperors' reception room. "Your highness." I say, hating the words. "Good, you're here." Says the emperor. "I want you to find someone to keep me company, someone beautiful...young... you know what I like, mmm? Maybe I'll have you keep me company again some night, you've grown up quite nicely." "It was because of you." I reply, truthfully. It was because of my hate for him that I was determined to be strong. "Your loyalty makes me glad. When you see Tomo, tell him I wish to see him." He ordered. "Yes, your highness." I manage to say through gritted teeth. Tonight, Tomo is mine; I will not allow the emperor to see him. After all, he said he wanted to see Tomo, not when he wanted to see him. I leave, scowling as soon as I am out of the emperors' sight. Then I smile and walk a little faster. I have a surprise to prepare. It will take the few hours I have left after I finish my duties, but it will be worth it.
T: What time is it? I can't think, I'm so impatient. I glance at the time candle. Still an hour till ten. What am I going to do until then? I pace restlessly. I know! I will prepare a gift for Nakago. What should I give him? What can I give him? I have already given him myself. He has owned me from the first time I dreamed of him when I was a small child. I won't give him a gift. I will do something else for him. What will I wear tonight? Should I wear my robe? Should I wear a different outfit? I won't wear my costume, it isn't the true me. I will wear my robe. I'm so nervous I'm driving myself to distraction. O.k. stop, breathe, relax. Now, what have I decided? I will wear the robe and I won't give Nakago a gift. What should I do with my hair? Leave it up or let it down? I try different hairdos in the mirror. I think I'll leave it down. I change and wash the makeup off my face. There, much better. I look at the candle. Just another twenty minutes. I start picking up my discarded clothes and put them into the dirty laundry hamper. My room is clean, now what? I look at the candle again. Ten minutes. I sit at my vanity and brush my hair some more. Finally it is time to go. I stand up and leave, locking the door behind me. I stroll down the hall not bothering to use my power to disguise myself. I see the emperor walking towards me and I bow, hoping to remain unnoticed. "You. Who are you?" demands the emperor, lifting my chin. "Your highness, I'm merely Tomo of the Seiryuu seven. I am not worthy of your notice." I say, not daring to look him in the eyes. "Look at me." He demands. Slowly, I comply. "So beautiful under your make-up. You would make a wonderful addition to my harem." The emperor muses aloud. "Your highness, I'm not worthy to be in your harem, I am just a lowly captain. I have no worth beyond what my power gives me as a fighter." I stammer out, knowing what will happen if I am ordered into his harem. I don't think I could stand myself if that happened again. And how would I face Nakago? As I stand trembling, the emperor yawns. "I will speak with you more on the morrow. Come as you are now, I prefer it to your normal outfit. Go now." He said dismissively. I bow and walk away as quickly as possible. When I am out of sight I heave a huge sigh of relief. I escaped a horrible fate. I hurry on to my loves abode.
N: Finally, everything is ready.