(Disclaimer: Hurrah, I've had three reviews so far and they've all been good, but then I read Beautiful Songstress's story and was discouraged a bit .'..hers was really good. I've read BitterSweetPill's "Selphie's very secret diary" earlier, and laughed so much =P I haven't read yours, Ayuka, but I will when I get the chance. Thanks, peoples who reviewed me. Get other people to read my stuff if you can. Thanks a lot!)

Selphie's Thoughts

On the train to Timber, Selphie dreamed. She dreamt she was on a train. A train bound for Timber, and they would find Rinny, who was safe and sound. She had stayed at "Chief's", or the leader of Forest Fox. She had few children who caused mischief. Selphie really liked her, and fully trusted her to keep Rinny safe. She hoped it was only that simple.

Then she heard a loud crash.

She opened her eyes. There was a brief screech. Irvine sat across from her, curled up on a couch, his cowboy hat over his eyes. She recognized the cabin. This was the train bound for Timber. Was it another dream?

She began to sit up when she felt something move. She stared up and saw Zell's face, leaned over, his eyes shut, obviously asleep. She stopped moving, afraid she would wake him. This HAD to be a dream. Where else could she have been as fortunate to sleep in Zell's lap? She blinked. Why did she suddenly think that?

Ever since the email conversation Selphie had with Zell, she seemed to see him differently. Each day after the Ultimacia Battle, he began to act different around her. Even during the SeeD Mission to stop the Sorceress, she didn't get to learn much about him well. Everyone was constantly rushing and on edge. She thought of him as a shield, a comrad. They had known each other their whole lives practially, though. At least, until they turned five, that is.

Now Selphie was beginning to see Zell, at first, more of a friend, and she began to see their differences, but it was rare to spot any. She and Zell seemed more similar than anything else. She couldn't point out just why. She figured just cause they always watched each others backs, even since the orphanage.

Ellone and Quistis always seemed to be the ones in charge, and she was left behind, she felt.

Squall and Seifer only wanted Ellone for themselves. Ellone was, afterall, called the big sister.

There was Irvine, but he tried stealing away Ellone and Quistis from everyone else, like all the girls were some big prize to him.

Then there was Zell. She noticed him the night when they planned to set off fireworks on the shore. Poor Zell didn't have any friends, but he never wanted to cause trouble. He only wanted to prevent it. She didn't see him as tattle-telling.

Seifer, who constantly picked on Zell, slipped the matches into his pocket after he threw him into the ocean. Zell walked back onto the shore, soaking wet. Matron later found the smaller fireworks and matches in Zell's pants. Selphie took the blame, saying she slipped them into his pockets as a joke. They were close friends ever since.

Now they seemed more than friends. "I think..we're more than just friends." She remembered Zell's words so clear. What if he felt the same way? Nah, never. Not with Selphie. But her curiousity was still high. He never told her the other thing that was on his mind, but it didn't involve her. She knew it didn't.

Selphie looked up at Zell and smiled. She played with a strand of hair that was hanging over his face before dozing back off to sleep.

(Heh heh, now she's starting to like him. It won't be much longer, ladies and gentlemen =D)

(This just updated: To Ayuka: I didn't realize that your story is based on Yu-gi-oh! I've tried to understand Yu-gi-oh! and I get confused. I don't understand it that well so I'm scared to read your story. I don't wanna be reading it and be like "duuh?" '.' Sorry .')