I'm sorry kaede," said Inuyasha. That's what he said when she died. Kikyou-
oneesama was not the hard cold stone that people thought of her to be and
not the bitch that tried to steal inuyasha away from Kagome. Kikyou-
oneesama was always sad because she was bound by duty when she had to take
care of the jewel of four souls.
She had no friends no family because being married would make her not pure. But although she was powerful she was also desperate when she met Inuyasha. They loved each other alright, anyone that breathed could see that but bound by duty Kikyou-oneesama tried to make Inuyasha human.
That's what set them up for betrayal. The desperate longing of wanting change made them paranoid no never trust outsiders easily and they only knew each other for so long and thus Naraku succeeded in Kikyou-oneesama death temporarily but he did not succeeded in making the Jewel of four should be impure.
When Kikyou-oneesama was revived I instantly wanted to just run into her arms but I couldn't do that because to be a good priestess you have to be kind but you cannot let people see your emotions. As ashamed as I am to say this I would have traded Kagome-san for Kikyou-oneesama in an instant, but all good thing must come to an end. Kikyou-oneesama wanted revenge for Inuyasaha killing her but Kagome called her spirit so Kikyou-oneesama only felt the combination of hating Inuyasha and her love for him with her love for children and helping people but she didn't love anyone but him and her heart there was no room left for me so I could not show my emotions for Kikyou-oneesama until she died.
Why did Kikyou-oneesama have to go? I have this turmoil inside of me that is happy for Kikyou-oneesama because she is not suffering anymore but another part of me wanted for her to be alive. She deserved a second chance in life because her first chance was gone because of Naraku. She dose not suffer anymore but the ache in my heart will never go away. No one will ever feel this ache in my heart even though all of Kagome's companions all share a bad past. It's funny to know that everyone has a bad past yet almost everyone has pity on each other and yet none for Kikyou except Kagome.
I really hope that Inuyasha and Kagome share a better fate then Kikyou- oneesama and Inuyasha. Kagome is the most incredible person I ever meet, even more than Kikyou-oneesama. Fate will not be cruel on her and for that I am happy for her. I wished though I could have said goodbye one last time before she left. My kind, beautiful, and sad sister even though you are gone somewhere all I just wished I could have said was goodbye.
She had no friends no family because being married would make her not pure. But although she was powerful she was also desperate when she met Inuyasha. They loved each other alright, anyone that breathed could see that but bound by duty Kikyou-oneesama tried to make Inuyasha human.
That's what set them up for betrayal. The desperate longing of wanting change made them paranoid no never trust outsiders easily and they only knew each other for so long and thus Naraku succeeded in Kikyou-oneesama death temporarily but he did not succeeded in making the Jewel of four should be impure.
When Kikyou-oneesama was revived I instantly wanted to just run into her arms but I couldn't do that because to be a good priestess you have to be kind but you cannot let people see your emotions. As ashamed as I am to say this I would have traded Kagome-san for Kikyou-oneesama in an instant, but all good thing must come to an end. Kikyou-oneesama wanted revenge for Inuyasaha killing her but Kagome called her spirit so Kikyou-oneesama only felt the combination of hating Inuyasha and her love for him with her love for children and helping people but she didn't love anyone but him and her heart there was no room left for me so I could not show my emotions for Kikyou-oneesama until she died.
Why did Kikyou-oneesama have to go? I have this turmoil inside of me that is happy for Kikyou-oneesama because she is not suffering anymore but another part of me wanted for her to be alive. She deserved a second chance in life because her first chance was gone because of Naraku. She dose not suffer anymore but the ache in my heart will never go away. No one will ever feel this ache in my heart even though all of Kagome's companions all share a bad past. It's funny to know that everyone has a bad past yet almost everyone has pity on each other and yet none for Kikyou except Kagome.
I really hope that Inuyasha and Kagome share a better fate then Kikyou- oneesama and Inuyasha. Kagome is the most incredible person I ever meet, even more than Kikyou-oneesama. Fate will not be cruel on her and for that I am happy for her. I wished though I could have said goodbye one last time before she left. My kind, beautiful, and sad sister even though you are gone somewhere all I just wished I could have said was goodbye.