Lost Hope

Chapter Three: Hem, Hem

She wanted him so badly and he knew it. What she couldn't understand was what was going on now? He still looked so lost, in search for some hope

It just enraged her the way he did it!

"Shut up Potter!" she breathed loudly

"Make me Evans" he whispered against her lips

That's all he managed to say as Lily's lips met his for the third time that night

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As soon as Lily heard James mutter those words, something inside her snapped, and her reaction was instant, not even thought. She yanked his collar and brought his face down to hers, where her mouth found hers

Lily began nibbling his bottom lip, to show some affection as he did the same with her top lip. The kiss soon deepened as she opened her mouth and brought her lips over his and she let her tongue out of her mouth and let it travel on the length of his lips, teasing, caressing and desiring entrance into his mouth.

Neither could deny the hunger and passion building up inside them and James did not hesitate to give her access into his mouth where his tongue met hers

James' hands traveled under Lily's shirt, and rested on her naked waist, while hers found their way to his hair, where they were massaging the back of his neck, both bringing the other closer to them. Soon, one of James hands traveled to the small of her back causing her lower body to rub against his, making him groan with pleasure. He instantly brought his other hand up and rested it just bellow her breast as his thumb drew harsh circles on her bare skin.

Their tongues were intertwined in a dance of passion while they simultaneously explored and traced each other's mouth. A loud moan escaped the back of her throat

Soon they were both out of breath and although neither wanted to stop or let go, they found themselves unable to breath. As they broke apart, still linked in each other's embrace, their eyes met and locked.

They were both panting heavily; Lily rested her back on the cold wall behind her, while James' forehead rested on hers. His hand that was previously placed on her back now made its way up to her face where he cupped her flushed cheek. His thumb traced a line of her swollen lips

Their eyes that still hadn't broken contact were alight with passion, lust and desire

"Lily" he began huskily

"Shut up James" Lily breathed, pulling his neck down to her, to extinguish the burning feeling that his lips left on hers and to regain the warmth that his hands spread all over her unclothed skin

Merlin she wanted him, badly

James managed to let out a groan and move his hand that was on her cheek, to the back of her neck, before their lips met again. This time their tongues met before their lips. James' hand traveled down her spine making her arch against him, pressing her breasts against his chest. His hand continued to travel down her body until it reached rear and squeezed one of her butt cheeks causing her to moan into his mouth and pull his entire body even closer to hers. She gasped inwardly as she felt his arousal dig into her thigh

She moved one of her hands from his neck and brought it to his chest, untying his cloak and letting it fall to the floor. James' grasp tightened around her bum before he moved it at the length of her hip, bringing her leg up to his waist where she wrapped both of her legs around him, making him groan from the pressure applied to him

He didn't have much time to consider what was going on, as he felt Lily's hand unbutton his shirt

And her cold fingers traced patterns on his chest. Lily wasn't that surprised to discover how flexed his body seemed to be; Quidditch did wonders for him

James lifted his lips from hers, leaving her yearning for their touch, but she regained the sense of ecstasy as his lips found her ear and he began nibbling her earlobe while his hands were working miracles to the rest of her body

One of his hands was placed between her legs were he caressed the soft skin of her inner thigh, while his other hand rubbed one of her breasts lovingly

His mouth moved lower where he found the brink of her neck and he began sucking, wanting to leave his mark. When he was satisfied, he moved further down and found the place that seemed to arouse her most; the piece of flesh that lay between her neck and her collarbone.

He rested his lips there as he continued to lick, suck and kiss with extreme lust. The same emotion seemed to pass through them as liquid fire within their veins.

He shuddered against her as he felt her cold hands leave his chest and moved to his back, tracing his spine and bringing him much closer than what was bearable. He wanted her so much it hurt

Suddenly his head shot up and he glanced at the door. He removed his hands from Lily, hastily bringing her legs back to the floor

"Shit!" he muttered, starting to button up his shirt, very clumsily.

Lily removed her hands from his body but she still looked at him with frustration and courteousness visible in her eyes. Although both her feet were firmly on the ground she felt light-headed and as if she was flying

She was overwhelmed by the emotions that were conflicting within her

Desire

Longing

Hunger for his lips, and his hands, and his warmth, and his… everything

Love..?

She most definitely loved what had just happened. They way they fitted together. The way they lost themselves in each other

But why the hell did he stop?

And why does he have to look so goddamn sexy?

He looked up at her and she felt her heart skip a bit. Those chocolate eyes staring at her with such immense emotions, making her blood freeze with instant passion and sent an arousing shiver down her spine

James had just finished buttoning his shirt up, although it seemed that he failed miserably, when he looked up, into Lily's emerald eyes

She was so beautiful that he found himself wanting to stare at her face for a lifetime. Her gorgeous eyes that shone in the starlight, her cheeks flushed in a deep shade of crimson, her lips swollen with the passion of their kisses, her chest rising and falling in a rapid pace as she took large gasps of air trying to regain her self-composure

She was looking at him with a quizzical expression on her face and he knew he had been staring. He knew he probably looked a thousand times worse, not that Lily could look anything remotely bad

He slapped himself mentally when he felt himself getting hot and the feeling of his trousers grow steadily tighter. He couldn't believe that a girl could do this to him, without even lifting a finger

"Someone's coming" he whispered urgently

He saw the feelings in her eyes change from questioning to annoyance and understanding

"Is that why you stopped?" she asked him softly, as she lifted her hand to his cheek

"Yes, Lily." He responded, "what if we get caught?"

"What if we got caught?" she repeated evilly, raising an eyebrow provokingly. He looked at her in surprise before grinning slightly

"Why, Flower, I do believe I may have rubbed off on you" he smirked a bit at her, stepping closer to her

"Oh, I do believe you're right" she wrapped an arm around his neck, ready to pull him into another kiss. James pulled slightly away

"I thought you told me that you would never ever go out with me, even if the choice was between me and the Giant Squid" he told her seductively

"Sorry to disappoint you but the Giant Squid had other plans tonight so I guess you're stuck with me Potter" she responded coolly

"Hey, I ain't complaining. As far as I see it it's his lose and my gain and I guess I'm going to have to make the best of it" he smiled as he leaned on to her once more

This kiss was tender and slow, before it began evolving into something more intimate and passionate. Their tongues met simultaneously as they both opened their mouths in unison.

Lily's hands rested around his neck, while James' were located at the small of her back and at the back of her neck, to steady her as he leaned further backwards

"Hem, hem" a voice behind them was heard and they instantly turned to their intruder

Chaos-piper ~ thank you glad you liked it

Lilbird ~ don't worry, its going to get clearer (I hope) as the story progresses. The reason why James is so depressed is all of the thing he mentioned pilled up together plus something else that will be revealed in later chapters. That is if I continue it

M*andy, luvin yah ~ I know exactly what you mean. I'm kinda bored n seeing Lily depressed, along with the fact that I find a depressed or moody very sexy (heh)

Master Death ~ cant say I don't agree with you. It is the only way you can actually make them shut up

Tyster ~ I really have no clue why you're complaining you ruddy bastard, you already know what the hell is going to happen in this bloody story so stop your whining (my dear readers ignore this completely due to the fact that I know this guy an we fight about 6 hours a day 5 days a week

ScreamMyHeadOff ~ all I can tell yah mate is that it's gonna get more depressing before it gets happy again

J.E.A.R.K.Potter ~ glad you like

Zigzag ~ why does every one threaten me? *Sniff* *sniff* but don't worry I'm used to it by now and I'm still alive (to the great disappointment of others but I live to make other people suffer so there heh)

pRoNgSMoOnYPaDfOoT ~thank you, glad you like

Ceso ~I'm actually thinking of doing the same thing but the only thing that stops me is a) lack of tall enough buildings where I live

b)lack of depression

c)lack of reason

d)lack of hot guys in this hell hole I live in

so you see it would be completely pointless to do so. Oh well maybe if I moved

A/N so what you think? You gonna kill me over that small (tiny really) cliffhanger? And who do you think it is that intruded?