A/N::::::::::: okay guys, I'm only updating because yesterday HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN came out, and I went to go see it. I was very disappointed. It didn't follow the book as well as the other two did, and they missed major parts, not to mention that you had to have read the book in order to understand a lot of it (for example, they never explained how Remus knew about the map, or who prongs, moony, padfoot, and wormtail were, or why Harry conjured a stag, and the list could go on and on and on). Like I said, I was very disappointed. Anyway, on with the story!
Important : in this chapter you have to pretend that nobody knows Voldemort's middle name. You know, his name is Tom Marvalo Riddle. In fact, not a lot of people know what his real name is anyway. Well, only a select few know that in this fic, so just play along, okay.
Chapter 5 : Professor Ddear
After putting on the concealing charms once again, Harry made his way out of the rows of empty compartments.
"Harry...."
Harry turned around and saw the head of Remus Lupin pop out of a compartment that he had just passed.
"Professor Lupin?"
Remus motioned for Harry to go into the compartment with him, so he did. When Harry was in the compartment, he took a moment to take a good look at his former professor. His hair was a little messy, as if he had been in a hurry, and had a lot more gray mixed in with his brown hair than the last time Harry had seen him. He had dark bags under his eyes and looked tired, which made Harry a little worried.
"Professor, how are you? What are you doing here?"
Remus smiled a bit. "I'm fine Harry," Harry knew this was a lie, "I'm here because the order thinks that Voldemort will make a move, now that everyone knows about last year."
Harry nodded solemnly. He remembered last year very well. Remus had a worried expression on his face, knowing exactly what Harry was thinking. "How are you Harry?
Harry looked at his feet and mumbled "fine", which made Remus a little more worried.
In an attempt to comfort him, Remus whispered, his voice cracking, "it wasn't your fault Harry . . . . . . ."
Harry looked up, and for the first time since last year, Remus looked into Harry's eyes. he saw something that scared and startled him. He saw . . . . .nothing. Harry's once glowing green eyes had turned into dull, lifeless gray orbs. Remus gasped and took a step back, not really paying attention to what he was doing. He immediately regretted it.
Harry, looking hurt, said, "I'm sorry professor . . . . . . .I didn't mean to kill him." Remus saw a tear run silently down Harry's face as Harry turned and left.
Everyone was glad when the sorting was finished. As food appeared in front of the students, Harry couldn't help but feel annoyed. Ron and Hermione kept shooting worried glances at Harry, asking him why he wasn't eating, an answer ever he could barely answer. Remus, who was there as a guest along with a few other Order of the Phoenix members, such as Tonks, was looking at Harry as if he had grown a second head. Malfoy . . . . . well, he was just staring at him. Not only that, but his scar had been hurting something awful since he had arrived at Hogwarts.
Harry just turned to his food when Dumbledor clanked his glass, calling for attention.
"Students, staff, I would like to introduce to you our new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher, professor Tim Marvallo Ddear."
Professor Severus Snape, Harry, and many of the Slytherin students choked on whatever was in their mouth (for Harry, who hadn't eaten at all, he choked on pumpkin juice). Harry looked up to see Dumbledor pointing to a man in maybe his early thirties. He had jet-black hair (hey, the same as Harry's) that went a little past his dark blue eyes. The newest member of the staff must have felt Harry's eyes on him, because he turned and looked directly at Harry. the pain in harry's scar increased as they stared at each other, eyes narrowed, for what seemed to last for hours. harry clenched his jaw to keep from crying out, and just as the pain became unbearable, Remus suddenly stuck his hand right in dears face, forcing him Ddear to look up and talk to Remus.
Harry was startled, to say the least. He looked across the staff table to see a very nervous looking Snape. 'Uh oh, that can't be good,' thought Harry. His eyes narrowed even more, if possible, as he looked back to professor Ddear. 'I'm on to you . . . ' he thought as he turned back to his friends.
Remus Lupin was sitting at the staff table, eating his food and thinking of Harry. He was looking at Harry earlier, but Harry had flashed him a look of angry annoyance, so he just stared at his food. He didn't know what to make of Harry anymore. Remus just couldn't figure out what happened to the happy, bright-eyed child that had been replaced with a lifeless teenager.
Remus looked up, looking at Harry, expecting him to get mad at him. He was not expecting what he saw at all.
Harry was glaring at someone . . . . . . . from the staff table? Remus was even more startled when he was professors Ddear, eyes narrowed, smiling at Harry. But it wasn't a normal smile . . . . .
'What is Harry doing?' thought Remus. Harry had never been like this to his knowledge. Even Snape didn't get this treatment. He looked over to Snape, at which point Remus really started to worry. Severus Snape, the most feared teacher at Hogwarts, was scared! That was not a good sign. And to make matters worse, Remus noticed that Snape was also starring at professor Ddear, much like Remus had stared at Harry earlier.
Thinking of Harry again, Remus looked over to him, as if he couldn't leave him alone for a minute without Harry getting in trouble. But Harry was still just glaring at Ddear, and vice versa. Remus did not have a good feeling about this. What was wrong with Harry? He couldn't figure it out, so Remus decided to step in. he put his hand about a foot in front of Ddear's face. Ddear looked surprised, then his face became contorted in anger, and then became serene.
"Hello, I'm Remus Lupin."
"Tim Marvalo Ddear, pleasure to meet you." Ddear was now smiling a friendly smile, the exact opposite of the one he wore just seconds ago.
Remus looked at Harry, who had a surprised expression on his face, before his expression darkened. This alarmed Remus, but he tried not to show it. 'we are defiantly going to have a talk later,' thought Remus with Ddear, never noticing the dangerous glint in the new professor's eyes.
"Harry!"
Harry, who was leaving the great hall and heading up to his dorm, stopped walking. Remus caught up with him, panting a little.
"Harry, we need to talk."
Harry looked around. "Not here professor, somewhere more private."
"That's fine Harry, but please stop calling me professor. I no longer teach here," said Remus with a small smile.
Harry remained impassive. "Alright . . . Remus, I think I know a place we could go."
Harry walked Remus to the room of requirements, his eyes watering in pain the whole way. When they entered, Harry was the first to speak.
"So, you wanted to talk to me."
"Yes Harry, I did. You've been acting very strange lately. Everyone's worried about you. What's wrong Harry? First you were acting strange on the train, then you were glaring at professor Ddear, and – "
Remus was interrupted by Harry's laughter. But Harry didn't sound happy. He sounded cold, mean. Remus didn't know whether to be angry or scared. He went with the later.
"Harry, what-"
"Oh Remus, I should have known. The only people who seem to know what's going on besides me are the Slytherins." Harry paused, and then smiled a small, sad smile at the look on Remus's face, which was somewhere between scared and puzzled. "Well, if you want to know about Ddear . . . . Mr. Riddle, would you come out please?"
"Harry, who are you talking to?" asked Remus, but Harry wasn't looking at him, he was looking over his shoulder with a frown on his face. Remus turned, but didn't see anything. Then about a minute later, a figure stepped out of the darkness. Remus gasped and took a step back. There stood professor Ddear.
"Tim?"
Ddear sighed and shook his head. "Harry, Harry, Harry, what where you thinking? You should have waited until the werewolf left. Now I'm afraid I'll have to kill him."
"Yeah right!" laughed Harry. Harry must have noticed that Remus was getting more scared, because he said, "don't worry Remus, he can't kill you. Not yet." This, of course, did nothing to comfort Remus.
"Harry, what's going on?" Remus asked, turning Harry around to face him.
"I'm sorry Remus. I wish I didn't have to do this. To tell you the truth, I didn't think he'd follow us. Remus . . . . . . you're all I've got. I mean sure, there's Hermione and the Weasleys', but you're all I've got left of my family. I can't lose you."
Remus was taken aback. He was moved, but had no clue why Harry was acting like this.
"Harry, I don't understand. What's going on?"
Harry smiled that sad smile again. "That's alright, you will. Riddle, please remove your charms."
It was at this point that Remus paled considerable and took another step back. Ddear had waved his wand in front of himself and revealed black- as-night hair, deathly pale skin, and glowing red eyes.
Ddear had become Voldemort.
A/N : : : : : : : I know, a sucky chapter, at least I think so. Okay, here are the
Review replies :
Iluska, diamond004, ferokeroberos - okay, you all left a comment about Draco, so I'll tell you all now. Draco does not really have a big part in this story. But I will tell you this, if I make a sequel (which I have a big idea for and I really am considering), and you guys want Draco to be a main character in that (whether that be a slash, or just having them as friends), I will. But in this story, I just used Draco to show that Harry has changed and that everyone sees that but Harry himself. I do think though, that Draco will at least make one more appearance in this story.
MuGgLeNeT27 - good job on your story. I really like it. And thanks for reviewing mine. I hope you update soon.
vivas - thanks for mentioning the spacing. When I wrote it on Microsoft, I had spaced it like I wanted it, but after you mentioned it I went to look at my story and found that it didn't show up the same way. And yeah, as I said before, Draco was just there to show how Harry has changed. I didn't mean to make him a big deal, at least not in this story. I don't know if you meant to say this, but Draco was saying that Harry belonged in Slytherin and not in Gryffindor. I'm trying to make him as dark as possible without going completely out of character. Harry , in my eyes, just isn't that dark, or at least not most of the time (he can be though . . . .shivers). And yeah, about that beta-thing, can you give me an email to send it to, because didn't you say that your usual email doesn't work? At least then I could send you one of my chapters.
Okay guys, that's all for now. Please review, it means a lot to me to know what you think. I'll try to update school, but I'm getting really busy. Till next time!!
-sami
Important : in this chapter you have to pretend that nobody knows Voldemort's middle name. You know, his name is Tom Marvalo Riddle. In fact, not a lot of people know what his real name is anyway. Well, only a select few know that in this fic, so just play along, okay.
Chapter 5 : Professor Ddear
After putting on the concealing charms once again, Harry made his way out of the rows of empty compartments.
"Harry...."
Harry turned around and saw the head of Remus Lupin pop out of a compartment that he had just passed.
"Professor Lupin?"
Remus motioned for Harry to go into the compartment with him, so he did. When Harry was in the compartment, he took a moment to take a good look at his former professor. His hair was a little messy, as if he had been in a hurry, and had a lot more gray mixed in with his brown hair than the last time Harry had seen him. He had dark bags under his eyes and looked tired, which made Harry a little worried.
"Professor, how are you? What are you doing here?"
Remus smiled a bit. "I'm fine Harry," Harry knew this was a lie, "I'm here because the order thinks that Voldemort will make a move, now that everyone knows about last year."
Harry nodded solemnly. He remembered last year very well. Remus had a worried expression on his face, knowing exactly what Harry was thinking. "How are you Harry?
Harry looked at his feet and mumbled "fine", which made Remus a little more worried.
In an attempt to comfort him, Remus whispered, his voice cracking, "it wasn't your fault Harry . . . . . . ."
Harry looked up, and for the first time since last year, Remus looked into Harry's eyes. he saw something that scared and startled him. He saw . . . . .nothing. Harry's once glowing green eyes had turned into dull, lifeless gray orbs. Remus gasped and took a step back, not really paying attention to what he was doing. He immediately regretted it.
Harry, looking hurt, said, "I'm sorry professor . . . . . . .I didn't mean to kill him." Remus saw a tear run silently down Harry's face as Harry turned and left.
Everyone was glad when the sorting was finished. As food appeared in front of the students, Harry couldn't help but feel annoyed. Ron and Hermione kept shooting worried glances at Harry, asking him why he wasn't eating, an answer ever he could barely answer. Remus, who was there as a guest along with a few other Order of the Phoenix members, such as Tonks, was looking at Harry as if he had grown a second head. Malfoy . . . . . well, he was just staring at him. Not only that, but his scar had been hurting something awful since he had arrived at Hogwarts.
Harry just turned to his food when Dumbledor clanked his glass, calling for attention.
"Students, staff, I would like to introduce to you our new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher, professor Tim Marvallo Ddear."
Professor Severus Snape, Harry, and many of the Slytherin students choked on whatever was in their mouth (for Harry, who hadn't eaten at all, he choked on pumpkin juice). Harry looked up to see Dumbledor pointing to a man in maybe his early thirties. He had jet-black hair (hey, the same as Harry's) that went a little past his dark blue eyes. The newest member of the staff must have felt Harry's eyes on him, because he turned and looked directly at Harry. the pain in harry's scar increased as they stared at each other, eyes narrowed, for what seemed to last for hours. harry clenched his jaw to keep from crying out, and just as the pain became unbearable, Remus suddenly stuck his hand right in dears face, forcing him Ddear to look up and talk to Remus.
Harry was startled, to say the least. He looked across the staff table to see a very nervous looking Snape. 'Uh oh, that can't be good,' thought Harry. His eyes narrowed even more, if possible, as he looked back to professor Ddear. 'I'm on to you . . . ' he thought as he turned back to his friends.
Remus Lupin was sitting at the staff table, eating his food and thinking of Harry. He was looking at Harry earlier, but Harry had flashed him a look of angry annoyance, so he just stared at his food. He didn't know what to make of Harry anymore. Remus just couldn't figure out what happened to the happy, bright-eyed child that had been replaced with a lifeless teenager.
Remus looked up, looking at Harry, expecting him to get mad at him. He was not expecting what he saw at all.
Harry was glaring at someone . . . . . . . from the staff table? Remus was even more startled when he was professors Ddear, eyes narrowed, smiling at Harry. But it wasn't a normal smile . . . . .
'What is Harry doing?' thought Remus. Harry had never been like this to his knowledge. Even Snape didn't get this treatment. He looked over to Snape, at which point Remus really started to worry. Severus Snape, the most feared teacher at Hogwarts, was scared! That was not a good sign. And to make matters worse, Remus noticed that Snape was also starring at professor Ddear, much like Remus had stared at Harry earlier.
Thinking of Harry again, Remus looked over to him, as if he couldn't leave him alone for a minute without Harry getting in trouble. But Harry was still just glaring at Ddear, and vice versa. Remus did not have a good feeling about this. What was wrong with Harry? He couldn't figure it out, so Remus decided to step in. he put his hand about a foot in front of Ddear's face. Ddear looked surprised, then his face became contorted in anger, and then became serene.
"Hello, I'm Remus Lupin."
"Tim Marvalo Ddear, pleasure to meet you." Ddear was now smiling a friendly smile, the exact opposite of the one he wore just seconds ago.
Remus looked at Harry, who had a surprised expression on his face, before his expression darkened. This alarmed Remus, but he tried not to show it. 'we are defiantly going to have a talk later,' thought Remus with Ddear, never noticing the dangerous glint in the new professor's eyes.
"Harry!"
Harry, who was leaving the great hall and heading up to his dorm, stopped walking. Remus caught up with him, panting a little.
"Harry, we need to talk."
Harry looked around. "Not here professor, somewhere more private."
"That's fine Harry, but please stop calling me professor. I no longer teach here," said Remus with a small smile.
Harry remained impassive. "Alright . . . Remus, I think I know a place we could go."
Harry walked Remus to the room of requirements, his eyes watering in pain the whole way. When they entered, Harry was the first to speak.
"So, you wanted to talk to me."
"Yes Harry, I did. You've been acting very strange lately. Everyone's worried about you. What's wrong Harry? First you were acting strange on the train, then you were glaring at professor Ddear, and – "
Remus was interrupted by Harry's laughter. But Harry didn't sound happy. He sounded cold, mean. Remus didn't know whether to be angry or scared. He went with the later.
"Harry, what-"
"Oh Remus, I should have known. The only people who seem to know what's going on besides me are the Slytherins." Harry paused, and then smiled a small, sad smile at the look on Remus's face, which was somewhere between scared and puzzled. "Well, if you want to know about Ddear . . . . Mr. Riddle, would you come out please?"
"Harry, who are you talking to?" asked Remus, but Harry wasn't looking at him, he was looking over his shoulder with a frown on his face. Remus turned, but didn't see anything. Then about a minute later, a figure stepped out of the darkness. Remus gasped and took a step back. There stood professor Ddear.
"Tim?"
Ddear sighed and shook his head. "Harry, Harry, Harry, what where you thinking? You should have waited until the werewolf left. Now I'm afraid I'll have to kill him."
"Yeah right!" laughed Harry. Harry must have noticed that Remus was getting more scared, because he said, "don't worry Remus, he can't kill you. Not yet." This, of course, did nothing to comfort Remus.
"Harry, what's going on?" Remus asked, turning Harry around to face him.
"I'm sorry Remus. I wish I didn't have to do this. To tell you the truth, I didn't think he'd follow us. Remus . . . . . . you're all I've got. I mean sure, there's Hermione and the Weasleys', but you're all I've got left of my family. I can't lose you."
Remus was taken aback. He was moved, but had no clue why Harry was acting like this.
"Harry, I don't understand. What's going on?"
Harry smiled that sad smile again. "That's alright, you will. Riddle, please remove your charms."
It was at this point that Remus paled considerable and took another step back. Ddear had waved his wand in front of himself and revealed black- as-night hair, deathly pale skin, and glowing red eyes.
Ddear had become Voldemort.
A/N : : : : : : : I know, a sucky chapter, at least I think so. Okay, here are the
Review replies :
Iluska, diamond004, ferokeroberos - okay, you all left a comment about Draco, so I'll tell you all now. Draco does not really have a big part in this story. But I will tell you this, if I make a sequel (which I have a big idea for and I really am considering), and you guys want Draco to be a main character in that (whether that be a slash, or just having them as friends), I will. But in this story, I just used Draco to show that Harry has changed and that everyone sees that but Harry himself. I do think though, that Draco will at least make one more appearance in this story.
MuGgLeNeT27 - good job on your story. I really like it. And thanks for reviewing mine. I hope you update soon.
vivas - thanks for mentioning the spacing. When I wrote it on Microsoft, I had spaced it like I wanted it, but after you mentioned it I went to look at my story and found that it didn't show up the same way. And yeah, as I said before, Draco was just there to show how Harry has changed. I didn't mean to make him a big deal, at least not in this story. I don't know if you meant to say this, but Draco was saying that Harry belonged in Slytherin and not in Gryffindor. I'm trying to make him as dark as possible without going completely out of character. Harry , in my eyes, just isn't that dark, or at least not most of the time (he can be though . . . .shivers). And yeah, about that beta-thing, can you give me an email to send it to, because didn't you say that your usual email doesn't work? At least then I could send you one of my chapters.
Okay guys, that's all for now. Please review, it means a lot to me to know what you think. I'll try to update school, but I'm getting really busy. Till next time!!
-sami