Second and last part of ANC. hope you enjoy.
It was raining the first time I saw you two together.
I don't know why, but I watched as you two walked by.
Neither of you noticed me.
I watched, feeling hatred toward your lover and feeling hurt by you.
I wanted you to be with me the way you are with your lover.
I wanted you in my bed, keeping me warm at night.
I wanted to hold you close that it seemed we were one.
However, seeing you two together also set truth to the light.
If I wanted you, I would have to tear you two apart.
I wanted your lover ...dead.
I thought of what I could do, but realized it would never work.
I knew because you were living with your lover.
I also noticed how you two looked.
I noticed how one of you began to swell.
Everyone noticed that.
I couldn't believe it.
I followed you two one night.
I was going to kill you both since you would never be mine.
But then I saw it, for the first time.
I saw how you were so happy in your lover's arms.
I knew then even if I killed both of you.
I would still never have you.
I left you two there, silently wishing you the best of luck.
Maybe, I thought, you would come to me when you were no longer in love.
That hope keeps me alive.
One day I will have you in my bed.
For that is all I want from you.
Because I saw how noticeable the change in you two was.
End. Thanks to all of you that reviewed, this was supposed to be just a one- shot poem. However, you guys wanted more. So I thought I would give you a second part.
