When He Was Mine
By: Maggz
Disclaimer: InuYasha and Co. © Rumiko Takahashi
Chapter 22
"Well, aren't YOU the well and truly fucked!", I heard Kikyo say loudly from outside the front door and I closed my eyes and bit my lip. This was what I had hoped with all my heart to avoid. "Say your piece and be gone, Kikyo...", InuYasha said and I saw him close the door against him, his hip holding it slightly open, his one hand on the outside of it. "You shouldn't answer the door looking like THAT, InuYasha. People will know what you've been up to...", she smirked and laughed softly. I had no idea what was going on with them, I couldn't see anything and the only light on in the room was the dimmed lamp by the other end of the sofa. "Is Kagome, my LITTLE sister here? I know she is. I saw the damned car, HER car...", she said loudly. "None of your business... now off with you if you have no idea what you needed to say...", InuYasha said and I heard the anger in his voice now, underlying and low. I dug into my bag and found my jeans, hopping up off the sofa and sliding them on but before I could get them zipped and snapped. I heard the commotion at the front door and turning, saw that Kikyo had pushed her way against InuYasha and left him standing furious at the door, looking after her. She strode into the room looking like a million bucks, her hair just so, her makeup perfect, her outfit sexy and slim.
My fingers stilled on my zipper and I looked at her before sliding the zip up and snapping the button closed. "Good God, Kagome. I thought we talked about this. You're still fucking him aren't you? Hell, I could've told anybody that just by how HE looks right now. Damn you, Kagome!", she screeched and took a step toward me, her hand raised over her head and her fingernails like bright crimson talons on the tips of her fingers. InuYasha had somehow moved swiftly away from the door and was behind her in an instant, his hand grabbing her arm just above the elbow.
"Look at the two of you. What cute little love birds you make... LET ME GO, INUYASHA!... Oooohhhh, I forgot how rough you always liked it. Is he like that with YOU, Kagome? Is he? Or is he sloooowwww and sweet?? Huh? tell me!", she spat as she stepped toward me again. I kept my spot, my eyes never leaving her, InuYasha's hand still holding her back. "I said to let me go, InuYasha... Protecting the sweet innocent lamb, is that it? Is that what draws you to her. Her unspoiled beauty, I mean, BODY!?", she smirked and laughed loudly. "She was a fucking virgin, InuYasha and you just couldn't STAND it. You HAD to have her but you never asked her if she let Kouga fuck her before you, did you... Never asked... And she and Kouga were out on plenty of late, late nights. Isn't that right, Kagome?", she smiled sweetly.
"That has nothing to do with you, Kikyo. Why can't you just let it go. You don't want me, you never did. And I certainly don't want you...", InuYasha said. "You want... what? HER? You have to be kidding, please! Just look at her, InuYasha. Is she polished? Would she photograph well with you? How do you look together? Do people stop you and tell you what a lovely couple you are? Tell me, InuYasha. Tell me...", she said and turned in his arms, her back to me and her body against his, her free hand going to the long, soft hair at the base of his skull and I watched her helpless. I felt the blood drain from my face as he released her arm and let her put the other arm around his neck.
My mouth opened then closed... opened again and nothing came out... "Say you don't miss me, say you don't think about us in BED and I'll know you lie. It was never better than when we were together..", she whispered as her lips moved to his.
I turned away unable to watch, physically sick now, and started to grab my bag putting it onto my shoulder and fishing for my keys. It was then that I heard her explosion of anger and turned to see my sister had been firmly pushed back into the sofa, her legs sprawled before her, her hair in her face, her angry eyes on InuYasha.
He looked at me, his eyes wide, taking in my bag and my keys in my hand. "Kagome...", he whispered to me and Kikyo turned to look too. "See, InuYasha? She knows when she's beaten, trust me. It happens all the time..", she said and I made a small sound, like a choking sob trying to work it's way out of my throat and started toward the door. "NO, Kagome... NO... not you... not ever you. Come here, baby.", he said and grabbed my arm, pulling me into his embrace.
"Baby? you've a pet name for her? Well, how sweet InuYasha. How very fucking sweet of you!", she spat and moved to get up off the sofa. "Have some class, Kikyo and leave, please..", he said and his hand rubbed comforting circles on my back. My heart must've beat a thousand beats in the space of a minute and I couldn't look at him or at her, tears pooled in my eyes and I waited for them to spill over.
"You'll never be what she is, Kikyo. Never. No matter how hard you try. Even though I don't think you try VERY damned hard or you'd be a better person. Take a good look at her. Just look. Tell me you don't see how beautiful she is and how men look at her, tell me you don't see what she's becoming right in front of your eyes and tell me that it isn't killing you to see it. Leave her alone, leave me alone... leave US alone!", he shouted and she moved up off the sofa and made her way past us to go back to the door.
"He'll disappoint you, Kagome. He'll give you big dreams while you're together just to stick his fucking dick in you. Then when he's on the road he'll fuck anything he can get his hands to. Just wait. Don't pin your dreams on him, he won't make you happy... He can't... He can't keep his pants up long enough. He's always gotta be fucking something!", she screamed at him, her eyes glittering hatefully.
"Get out of here!", he said and she smiled. "Don't worry. I'm gone. But mom will know where you are, little girl. And she's gonna know you lied to her and what you were doing. It'll kill Dad but what do you care as long as InuYasha was getting you off, right?", she sang and opened the door. "Better find you somewhere to live, Kagome. I don't think Mom is gonna be a happy lady by tomorrow. Ask InuYasha, I'm sure he's kept his share of sluts up in the city, haven't you, InuYasha? All Kagome will have to do is have her legs spread for you when you get home. She can probably make a living at that. No need for school. I'm sure you'd pay quite well!", she said. This time it was ME that screamed at her, broke out of InuYasha's arms and ran toward her where she shut the door firmly in my face and I lay my head against the oak panel and cried. Cried as I slid down it and huddled on the floor. InuYasha came to me, his hands reaching for me and I slapped his hands away and wrapped them around my body, sobs rocking my body back and forth...
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A/N: Ahhh, I know this was short, but GOOOOOOOD ~_^ Ya, it was a evil cliffy but I promise I won't do it anymore… *ahem* Ya right! Mmm I wonder how many Kikyo haters will post a review? Cuz I'm pretty sure u're gonna hate her more after this *hehe*
Well, don't forget to review and let me know what u think… U know reviews make me happy! ^_^
Maggz