When He Was Mine
By: Maggz
Disclaimer: InuYasha and Co. © Rumiko Takahashi
Chapter 27
We drove quickly back to the apartment, not talking, lost in our own worlds. I knew InuYasha needed the reassurance but I didn't understand why. He was confidence and security wrapped into one gorgeous package; was it just what a man had to do to 'mark his territory'? I had no idea but he seemed intent on making sure I remembered just who I 'belonged' to. It wasn't that I minded, not at all. He had made me nearly insatiable for his love making, so much so that I craved him even when I was with him and we weren't doing it.
I had no plans to 'leave' him once he was on tour again or traveling, wherever he was. Things would just naturally flow, in my mind, from one thing to the next and when he was home, we'd be back in each other's arms again. I was confident in his feelings. I wasn't worried about him and I wasn't worried about me. I wanted nobody else, only him. We pulled up outside the apartment and got out and he waited for me on the curb, then took my hand and walked down the steps and to the front door. He fished for his key and unlocked the door, then pulled me in. I was expecting what came from him next but not the way it came, so swift, so sudden, taking me by surprise, taking my breath away.
His hands went to mine and he brought them over my head and held them there. "Don't move, Kagome...", he said softly and I swallowed hard and looked into his eyes. "I won't.", I whispered. His fingers then moved to my shirt and he lifted it up and then over my head, allowing my arms and hands to come thru it then taking it from me and throwing it in the floor. He was breathing hard, intent on his purpose, and I knew that purpose was to bed me and quickly. I grew excited just thinking of him inside of me and I closed my eyes and let the sensations take me.
He moved his hands to my jeans and pulled them off just as quickly before coming back up to me. I stood before him in my bra and panties and his eyes burned into my body as his hands slid the straps from my shoulders, then unhooked the bra from the front. Once done, he plunged his hands, both of them, into either side of my panties and pulled them roughly down my body. I stepped out of them as he got them to my feet and stood there just looking at him. He just stood there, chest heaving, looking at me and I waited. "Shit... I think I'm gonna come in my pants... RIGHT now!", he moaned and I took him against me and held him.
His lips started to nuzzle at my neck as his hands slid over my now naked flesh. I moved my hands to his pants and undid them, making fast work of them and slid them off him, along with the boxers he wore. "Kagome, please...", he moaned as I made my way quickly up his body, wrapping my leg around his bum. He eased a hand in between us and fixed himself as I squirmed my way around him, helping him to enter me. "I… need… hurry... now… please...", he breathed into my ear and I felt him as he found my center, pushing himself home. "Ahhhhh... God... so good… so fucking good, baby...", he moaned into my ear.
His rhythm was hard against me, pushing me against the wall, and he grunted with each thrust into me. "InuYasha!", I cried as my nails dug into the soft skin of his back. His breathing was ragged in my ear and I heard him cry out and felt him spill himself inside of me white hot! "Oh, InuYasha... please, me too… me too!", I cried helplessly, for I only wanted completion myself. His fingers went between us once more and he started a slow rub against my clit. I slid against him, up and down his body. I needed him so badly, needed the release. "Sweet girl... sweet, sexy baby... making you feel so good, baby?", he crooned into my ear and I cried as I felt myself fall against him, coming hard and fast myself.
He picked me up then and carried me into the bedroom, laying me down on the mussed bed and sliding in beside of me, covering us both up. His arms held me tightly as I held him. I never wanted to let him go, never! He smelled good, he felt good, he sounded and he tasted good. "InuYasha, don't leave me...", I whispered under my breath before I realized it and he squeezed me tight, his fingers clutching my bum hard. "Don't wanna leave you... Come with me, Kagome. It'll be fun. We can be together and get to know what it's like on the road together. At some point all the girls have done it, stayed with Shippo or Kouga... even Miroku... You can come with me, it would make me feel so good, baby!", he said against my hair.
I dug my head into his shoulder and shook it, not wanting to cry. I knew I couldn't go, he knew it too. It was just a silly dream, but still the thoughts of it, being with him... and worse, the thoughts of being without him. I was so confused. One minute, it was OK to be without him and the next minute, the thought was pure torture. "Hold me, InuYasha. Just hold me...", I said and he ran his fingers into my hair and held me against him as I calmed down.
We spent the rest of the day in bed, or on the sofa, or in the shower. Anywhere our hearts desired, or any other parts of us as well! Day fell into night and I curled up again with him in the bed and we made love gently and easily for a very long time. Sweet, whispered words between us, long looks and gentle touches. If this was how he said goodbye, I wondered how he said hello! We must've slept at some point, because before I knew it he was gently kissing me awake and I peeked out from slitted eyelids to see that it was daybreak.
"So soon?", I pouted and turned toward him, wrapping us both in the sheet. "Yeah, so fucking soon!", he whispered and pulled me on top of him. "Oh InuYasha, I never realized you could make love so many ways and in so many places and STILL want it!", I grinned down at him. "So you had fun? You forgave me? You still love me?", he asked as his mouth slid along my collar bone. "Yes to all. I love you, InuYasha...", I said and he laughed and turned me over. "Good answer!", he crowed and started to tickle and kiss me until my laughter bubbled out of me.
We somehow made it thru that morning, his bags had already been packed and sent over to the awaiting car. All he had to do was show up and in two hours time. We cleaned up the apartment, locked it behind us and I went to my car. "What are you doing, Kagome?", he asked from behind me, his hand stealing around my waist. "I'm... um... going, InuYasha. Kiss me and smile for me...", I quipped as tears welled up in my eyes. "You can't just GO!", he said and rubbed a thumb across my cheek to catch the tear. "I can't go with you and watch you drive away from me, InuYasha... I just can't..", I said and kissed his smooth cheek.
"But I need you...", he said and my heart twisted within me. "I need you too... Is it really that important to you that I go there and say goodbye in front of everybody again, InuYasha? I thought that was what we did last night, ALL last night and this morning... and... this is so hard!", I said. "Go with me, follow me. I have to hold you before I go... I have to...", he said and held my fingers. "You know I can't tell you 'no', don't you, InuYasha. Not when you ask me so seriously for something like that. But well... nevermind, I'll follow you. Let's go...", I said. "Good girl. It'll be easier next time around, I promise!", he smiled. "NEXT TIME?", I growled and sank into my car.
All the way there behind him, I cursed myself. This was only going to be hard, make me crazy mad but he needed me... How could I say no? We pulled up outside an office building and InuYasha went and parked his car in security parking, as I parked in front. He ran out quickly and waved at me, motioning me in and I laughed and ran to him. He caught me in his arms and swung me around, kissing my face and I held tightly to him. "This feels like Hello... Can we just pretend that it is?", I asked as he set me down. "You won't believe my hello, Kagome...", he whispered in my ear and I shivered pleasantly. "I think I would, InuYasha... I really think I would believe it. You're amazing in every way.", I said softly and leaned up to place a kiss on his cheek.
We held hands and walked to find the other guys. I looked at my watch and saw he had only 30 more minutes before he left me and he caught my sigh. "It's OK, Kagome... It's Ok. I'll call you a lot. I'll buy cute things for you. I'll talk naughty to you at bedtime!," he smiled. "Is that a promise or a threat?", I countered and he grinned at me. "Your choice!", he sang and pulled me over to where everyone was saying their last goodbyes and making sure all things were loaded on the correct vehicle.
I got a hug from the guys. And Kouga was especially sweet but I saw InuYasha's golden eyes over Kouga's shoulder as I got my hug from Kouga and I just closed my eyes and hoped he held to his temper. "Ok, Guys. Say goodbye to the girls, it's time to pull out!" Myouga stated and InuYasha shrugged his shoulders at me and came to take me in his arms. "Kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go..." he whispered into my ear and I pulled back. "I love you, Kagome. Take care of yourself, we've got lots of planning to do when I get back, OK? And keep the boys off you!", he growled and then his mouth was on mine, sweet, gentle, slow, and I felt his fingers run through my hair and then catch me about my waist and pull my hips to his. "Let's GOOOOOO... Loverboy HARA!", Shippo crowed from the vehicle he was sharing with InuYasha. I released us from the kiss, smiled at him and pushed on his tummy, pushing him back toward the car and toward Shippo. "Love you...", I said softly and he nodded. He never turned from me, just backed his way to the car and then laughed as Shippo drug him from under his arms into the seat with him.
I covered my mouth, laughter escaping me, and then felt a sob wrestle it's way up my throat. "God, don't cry here!", I said under my breath and bit my finger hard. Somehow, someway I made it thru the doors closing, made it thru the waves of goodbye, made it thru the vehicle pulling out of the lot and away from me. And I trudged to my car, tears burning in my throat, behind my eyes. "Love you, InuYasha...", I whispered to the rear of the car as it left my sight and turned the corner...
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Maggz