Somewhere, on some level, I think that I knew it was to good to last.
One night he just came home from work drunk and suddenly remembered what was wrong with me. It was horrible, and every scratch and bruise that I got hurt so much more as I finally realized that even if he loved me he would always hate me more.
That night my eyes were dry because I had already cried tears of blood.
I lay awake for some time staring into the darkness as I waited for him to come back. I stared around my room and my eyes fell on the game he had gotten me, the virtual reality of some sorts.
I had never been interested in that kind of stuff, but anything was better then this, right?
I installed the game and started to try and create a character.
I tried the various female forms but for some reason none of them appealed to me, I guess I believed what my dad said more then I thought.
Finally I picked a character, a male wavemaster, now all I needed was a name.
Tsukasa. It was the name they were planing to give to one of the babies that my mom miscarried.
For some reason it just felt right, as if my dad was finally getting his wish.
Authors Note: This story came about when I was wondering why Tsukasa decided to play as a boy. Also I suppose that it's kind of explaining what I think the situation was with his dad in a little more detail and why he beat her up. I might add more to this story later like what her first time on "The World" was like. Again any flames will be used to cook food or keep me warm like there supposed to, unless I'm feeling evil in witch case they may burn people for my amusement. Sad to say but I don't own .hack//sign, though I do co-own .hack infection. Ummmm... I think that that's it so Bye-bye for now:p
One night he just came home from work drunk and suddenly remembered what was wrong with me. It was horrible, and every scratch and bruise that I got hurt so much more as I finally realized that even if he loved me he would always hate me more.
That night my eyes were dry because I had already cried tears of blood.
I lay awake for some time staring into the darkness as I waited for him to come back. I stared around my room and my eyes fell on the game he had gotten me, the virtual reality of some sorts.
I had never been interested in that kind of stuff, but anything was better then this, right?
I installed the game and started to try and create a character.
I tried the various female forms but for some reason none of them appealed to me, I guess I believed what my dad said more then I thought.
Finally I picked a character, a male wavemaster, now all I needed was a name.
Tsukasa. It was the name they were planing to give to one of the babies that my mom miscarried.
For some reason it just felt right, as if my dad was finally getting his wish.
Authors Note: This story came about when I was wondering why Tsukasa decided to play as a boy. Also I suppose that it's kind of explaining what I think the situation was with his dad in a little more detail and why he beat her up. I might add more to this story later like what her first time on "The World" was like. Again any flames will be used to cook food or keep me warm like there supposed to, unless I'm feeling evil in witch case they may burn people for my amusement. Sad to say but I don't own .hack//sign, though I do co-own .hack infection. Ummmm... I think that that's it so Bye-bye for now:p