Then, she hung up the phone. After telling J.T. about the conversation with Emma, and having all of his congratulations she decided to go to bed. As she lay there she thought of all that had happened to her in that day. In bed at night was when she did her best thinking.
First, there was the fact that before today she didn't even know that J.T. considered her a friend, and now he had lied to everyone, and told his parents that he had impregnated her, so that she wouldn't have to go through this pregnancy alone. He was being such an amazing friend today that she couldn't even imagine what she would have done if he had not been here today. She loved him so much. She wasn't sure if it was just friendly love like a little brother, or if she romantically loved him yet of not. Whenever she told herself that she couldn't possibly romantically love him, she would think about that kiss, and know that he wanted him all over again. She wanted him to kiss her. She felt like when she was in his arms nothing in the world would matter.
On the other hand she wanted Craig to be there for his child as well. On some level she felt guilty when she was with J.T. because she thought of all the times that she had been with Craig. She was half glad that she wouldn't have to deal with him because she knew that being around him would make her once again fall in love with him, and she didn't want that at all. But as they say 'first loves dies hard' and deep down as much as she hated to admit it, Craig was her first love. She really appreciated all that J.T. was doing for her, but she wanted Craig to take responsibility, and care for his child. She did not want to hurt J.T., but well, she didn't know what she wanted.
She knew that J.T. was a great friend, and she did not want to hurt him. She laid there for hours thinking of what she really wanted deep down, and this was her conclusion. She wanted to be 'romantically involved' with J.T., but she didn't want him to have to take responsibility for this baby. She wanted Craig to do that. She was willing to do whatever she had to do so that dream would come true. Only hope would make that happen though.
She also thought about how she was ever going to make this up to her parents, because even though she could probably do this without him, it would be one of the hardest things that she would ever have to do. She figured that in the end they would come around, but it would take a lot of convincing. Some of the things that she knew for sure were that she was happy to have J.T., his parents, and more than likely Spike, and Emma's support. With that last thought she fell into a deep entrancing sleep.
While sleeping she had a very peculiar dream. She found herself in a hospital, then she heard a doctor telling her that it was time to have her baby. She turned, and was a shaded body, and the mysterious figure told her that it would be all right. She recognized the voice, but before she could put a face to the voice she was in the most excruciating pain that she had ever felt in her life. Then, the air around her started to blur. The next thing she knew she was standing in the living room of a house that she had never seen in her life. All of a sudden a little girl came up to her, and said:
"Mommy!! Come here. I cleaned my room. Daddy helped me."
Before she knew what she was doing she responded to the little girl.
"Ok, lead the way."
She then climbed the stairs, till she came to a door. On the door there was a sign that said she knew that it was the name that she was going to name her baby girl, and that the daddy in the next room was going to be the man that would help her raise this baby. She opened the door, then she jerked awake with a start.
OK, I know that this was a short chapter, but I'm gonna try to write more today, and I think that I'm gonna have Craig, and J.T. fight over Manny in a few chapters, so if you'll keep reading it'll probably get better. Please review, and let me know what you think if it so far, and suggestions that you have for the future.