A/n This chapter got deleted somehow. No quite sure how. SO it may vary for
those readers who have just started
A question
Spock's lips twitched in a most unSpocky way as he looked at the man kneeling before him. It was night, Enterprise time, and Jim was kneeing before Spock, having just made his confession. "I always have been, and always shall be your friend captain. Nothing more Jim, nothing less." Spock felt something, 'Regret?' as Jim nodded sadly and walked out. Spock reached for his glass with a trembling hand and contemplated.
Jim nodded, as though this was the answer he had expected, and he got up and left. Collapsing against the turbo lift, he sighed and went in. "Bridge." On the bridge, as he dropped into the well-padded captain's chair, he looked around at all of the questioning stares. Retreating behind protocol he did a mental attendance and found only Spock missing. "Mr. Sulu you have the con." "Aye sir" Sulu said as Jim walked out. The bridge looked around. "You know, Spock and Jim were together I think. SO whatever's wrong is going on between them." Chekov whispered and he looked a little pale. "It' none of our business." Sulu snapped and the bridge returned to silence.
Spock took a sip of water and had to fight for the Vulcan calm. Indeed, he could love. He had always felt something special when the captain was around. But until tonight he had dismissed it. Now it was just waiting, a logical argument with himself. He got up and clasped his hands together. 'I think a little walk is in order.' He thought and with that started a walk around the Enterprise.
Jim Kirk threw himself onto his bed with a defeated sigh. 'I finally admit I love him, and what happens? He does that damn Vulcan calm thing. For once I wonder why I got myself romantically involved with Vulcans.' Jim thought to himself. He threw one arm across his eyes and sighed.
Spock found himself in front of sickbay, and he finally walked in. The door shut and Spock started for the Doctor's office when nurse Chapel came out to smile at him. He nodded to her and walked in to the doctor's office. McCoy leaped up in surprise.
"Oh it's just you, you pointy eared bastard, haven't ya ever heard of knocking?" "Doctor McCoy, have you anything for a broken heart?" he asked. Now, normally there wasn't a speck of human emotions in his voice or demeanor. Bones would've commented on that but then noticed that Spock was serious. "Broken heart?"
A question
Spock's lips twitched in a most unSpocky way as he looked at the man kneeling before him. It was night, Enterprise time, and Jim was kneeing before Spock, having just made his confession. "I always have been, and always shall be your friend captain. Nothing more Jim, nothing less." Spock felt something, 'Regret?' as Jim nodded sadly and walked out. Spock reached for his glass with a trembling hand and contemplated.
Jim nodded, as though this was the answer he had expected, and he got up and left. Collapsing against the turbo lift, he sighed and went in. "Bridge." On the bridge, as he dropped into the well-padded captain's chair, he looked around at all of the questioning stares. Retreating behind protocol he did a mental attendance and found only Spock missing. "Mr. Sulu you have the con." "Aye sir" Sulu said as Jim walked out. The bridge looked around. "You know, Spock and Jim were together I think. SO whatever's wrong is going on between them." Chekov whispered and he looked a little pale. "It' none of our business." Sulu snapped and the bridge returned to silence.
Spock took a sip of water and had to fight for the Vulcan calm. Indeed, he could love. He had always felt something special when the captain was around. But until tonight he had dismissed it. Now it was just waiting, a logical argument with himself. He got up and clasped his hands together. 'I think a little walk is in order.' He thought and with that started a walk around the Enterprise.
Jim Kirk threw himself onto his bed with a defeated sigh. 'I finally admit I love him, and what happens? He does that damn Vulcan calm thing. For once I wonder why I got myself romantically involved with Vulcans.' Jim thought to himself. He threw one arm across his eyes and sighed.
Spock found himself in front of sickbay, and he finally walked in. The door shut and Spock started for the Doctor's office when nurse Chapel came out to smile at him. He nodded to her and walked in to the doctor's office. McCoy leaped up in surprise.
"Oh it's just you, you pointy eared bastard, haven't ya ever heard of knocking?" "Doctor McCoy, have you anything for a broken heart?" he asked. Now, normally there wasn't a speck of human emotions in his voice or demeanor. Bones would've commented on that but then noticed that Spock was serious. "Broken heart?"