How hard could it be? Chapter 9: Part Two: Unwanted Sous la lune pale, a yami no matsuei fanfic

How hard could it be?

Kyo-kun: Kelly-sama!!! I beg you!! Please tell me your number!!! And when you'll be available to be contacted?!!! Thank you!!! And could you please tell Shiozaki Kyo… something for me? Thank you!!!

Rinoa Redcloak: I'm always open to suggestions and tips because I am eager to learn, Rinoa-sama. Thanks for giving out reviews… I would really love your help, but if you're busy, that's okay… I'm really not sure if I understood you well about that past-present tense… But can you at least help me sometime? Kelly-sama has agreed to be my beta… but she isn't available on weekdays, which I am available, so there's less chance of contact with her. My teacher in English, Mr. D has agreed on being my beta, which I am really glad he did, but since he is my teacher, he is busy… SO at least you can help me out, right? Thanks!!!

ManderNaner: Hello again, and thank you again… for the support and the tireless typing of reviews… You seem to be so excited about the fact of having that Gravi-yami crossover… Actually, Shuichi came in to visit when I was constructing the plot and kinda asked me to put him in… I had no choice since Ai loved him, and I loved him too… so I mentioned a bit about him. But just sit tight, relax and wait for my Gravi-yami crossover!!! ARIGATO!!! Thanks for crossing your fingers! (Are you sure you can hold on to it until, the next 10 years? Crossing fingers can be tiring, you know.)

Kiyomi22: Hello, hello. Thanks for the review… Well, the part about Hisoka lying on your lap… Well… I really can't help you with that. He's quite furious with me right now, and so, I can't bring him to you… Ask Tsuzuki. He might help. Or Kori. =^_^=

Tsuzuki d'amours de Hisoka, mais Tsuzuki n'a jamais su… Hisoka d'amours de Tsuzuki mais Hisoka n'ont jamais su…

~Dedicated to the person I love, yet again, Duo-chan, whom I lost, just like Mimi-chan… Anyway, this is all for you guys…~

Chapter 7

Part Two: Unwanted

(Sous la lune pâle)

Dear readers,

Ah, here I am again, bringing you one of my stories about my life… Miserable, happy, I would not cease to share… This is one of my outlets to free myself from the darkness within. And darkness reminds me of my lost love… tragedy yet to be told, further in the story. Actually, one of the characters relate to my life story, it's scary… I should be careful of what I write and wish for. I don't want Muraki to be in my room all of a sudden, holding a knife if I resisted doing what he wants me to… (No perverted thoughts please.)

Duo-chan is someone quite… important… I'll tell you the story sooner or later, but… okay. Fine. Here: he was the one who made me change, and when I HAD TO LEAVE HIM, because of my parents, I said I'll leave him and forget about me… Which hurt a lot. Now when I came back, he's gone. He is with a significant other… (I am Female people, and would not want to be a Yuri fan… Thank you.) And if he comes back, I'll let him feel the exact same feeling he gave me… Muahahaha! Revenge is oh so sweet… Hahahahaha! Evil laughter

Anyway, I have another thing to keep me preoccupied. It seems to me that my love for Gackt and L'Arc~en~Ciel--- specially the ever so kawaii vocalist--- Gackt and Hyde themselves--- has come back!!! *swoon* Now if you'll be able to answer my questions at the end of this chapter, I would be glad to advance the launching date of the Gravi-yami crossover… But since only one approves of it… I don't know anymore… But if I see other reviews begging me, to encourage me to do it, I'll be glad to. Am I reiterating myself too much? Oh well. Hahaha! Till then!

Véritablement le vôtre,

La vie pour tuer, tuer pour habiter

Aki Konoe =^_^=

"Think twice before leaving a space in someone's heart… Because it's painful to realize in the end how much you miss that space, and decided to go back, only to find out that someone has taken your place…"

"Penser deux fois avant de partir un espace dans quelqu'un'le coeur de s… parce qu'il'le s pénible pour se rendre compte dans la fin combien vous manquez que l'espace, et a décidé de rentrer, seulement découvrir que quelqu'un a pris votre endroit…"

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Tsuzuki's POV

"What?!"

I have not been able to swallow what Tatsumi just said.

"What do you mean Yokohama's gone?!"

"He is gone, Tsuzuki! We don't know where he is!" Tatsumi said, almost shouting. I shifted where I sat, but careful enough not to wake Hisoka who was still snoozing on my lap. I looked at his pale face… (Aki: I imagined Gackt's pale face… Aww…)

"You don't know? I mean, why? How? How come you guys don't know?"

"Because I said so!!! We just came from France!!! And we have loads of stuff to do and you demand an answer to your question?!"

Tatsumi was fuming. I held my breath, and then I said, in a very soothing voice, that we would go and find Rei as soon as possible.

"Good. It's up to you and Hisoka to find out. Hisoka might be able to track him down by his essence."

The phone went dead. I sighed. Better to leave now…

I prodded the angel awake. Hisoka looked around groggily as he heaved himself up, and as he looked at me, he blushed. He looked away.

"How many hours have I been sleeping?"

"A few. Get up, let's go, Yokohama's gone."

"What?!"

Hisoka kept himself on the couch as I stood up and dressed. Halfway to the closet, I looked back at him.

"Hisoka, I need you there. We must go now."

Hisoka relented at first then… "Fine."

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Tsuzuki's POV

How are we supposed to find a guy, in the middle of the night?! Duh! I mean, we don't even know where to start. So, we started off, not really knowing where to go. Until Hisoka suddenly had an idea and dragged me to the school to track him down. Even though he really disliked Rei, he was a bit concerned for those who die innocently… But he did say that Rei wasn't that innocent… which was really a technicality thing with him. But when I said that leaving Rei like that would be worse than Muraki. You get the point? No? Never mind.

"What are we doing here, exactly?" I asked as I watched him fumble for Rei's padlock. The school was deserted and the atmosphere was eerie. It was almost… frightening. But what's more frightening than two cute shinigamis creeping in the middle of the night, dead and appearing from nowhere? Okay, so we are technically ghosts… Wraiths… Whatever. We are more deadly than they are. But if there were any cradlejacks here, I would really scream for dear life, or any of those wych-kin… Maybe I should cut down on reading too much fiction… Right.

"I'm trying to do something here, but apparently this lock is in my way. Why don't you do something useful instead of asking me that question?" Hisoka snapped.

"Okay… Okay… Stand back." A little magic… Click. "There. Open."

Hisoka took one of Rei' notebooks and held it. Flash. Hisoka was now running. I just followed without a word. This is what he did with Maria Won's case… That girl is really something. Too bad Muraki had to ruin everything for her. And that mother? Very nasty.

We reached a park. Hisoka stopped. He closed his eyes. "He's not here!" Then he started running again. After a few more minutes, he had led us both into a forest at the edge of the park… It was dark, humid and had a nasty feeling of evil there. The moon shone on us through the branches then disappeared again behind the clouds.

Hisoka ran deeper into the heart. He stooped abruptly, held out his arm to stop me, and there, hanging from a tree, was Yokohama Rei, bleeding through his shirt, but still breathing. He seems to have been battered. He was shivering. He was mumbling and he seemed to have fainted… This isn't a work of a devil. Or even a monster. It was too… Normal. I don't feel anything odd either.

"Lena. Makino Lena did this." Hisoka let out an exasperated sigh.

"How do you know?"

"This is her handkerchief." He said while he picked up the white and pink cloth off the ground.

I stared at it.

"So you mean, Tatsumi called us because he thinks Rei was abducted and was going to be killed tonight?"

"Seems like it."

We went to the hotel, exhausted. The phone rang again. And as I picked it up, this time, it was Watari who said the news and was in real panic.

"What? Calm down Watari…"

"It wasn't Rei! Takenori is gone!!!"

One look at Hisoka, and he understood. We flew through the door and into the night.

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Run! Run, now! Shit, I shouldn't have left him like that…! Ai ran. She was fine, actually. She wasn't running away from someone who wants to kill her. She was afraid for Kori. Yes, Kori, her mentor, her uncle, her love, her life, her only hope. She was afraid he might get killed.

"Kori! Where are you?!" Ai screamed in the darkness. "Kori!" The water beneath her did not inform her of anything beyond the usual. Nor did it say anything about Kori's disappearance. She knows Kori couldn't swim, and she was afraid that he had jumped in or fallen in accidentally underneath the storm.

She tasted the rain. The storm was falling on her endlessly, drenching her clothes, and making it stick to her body. The clouds kept the moon behind it, making everything around her dark. She fumbled for a flashlight but it was not in its usual socket. She cursed under her breath as she ran further towards a boat, still searching the lake's surface. God, she was cold. She was shivering and Kori made everything worse. He was not in the manor. And this is where he usually went before sleeping, reflecting on something she was never told about. Why did he always make her worry and always made her fear for his life. He was making it very hard for her to do things. And the image of Kori in her mind was not very nice: Swimming, thrashing, merciless water drowning him and pushing him until he could no longer breath the air from the surface and bury him in its heart.

Finally, after an argument inside her head, she plunged in the icy water, feeling it lapping against her hair, and muffling the thunder that had just gone off. She really hated it when she was a kid. Ever since she was a kid, the nannies kept on telling her that she mustn't go inside this lake because the monsters might get her, and she might drown. Ever since then, when Kori told her about the stories of the lake, she never went near it. Until after her 9th birthday, when she accidentally fell in it after running away from the governess, she tumbled, and when she saw the wonderful fishes, she always sneaked a dive in it. Which drove the maids nuts. (Imagine a new dress which you pressed ever-so-neatly, folded, fixed, and then donned by a kid who will later go in the water and emerge all muddy and smelly.)

There, in the gloom, where the moon suddenly shone its light, she saw Kori, eyes closed. And he was sinking slowly, small bubbles emitting from him. She struggled and swam. When she came nearer, Kori's face suddenly changed into the ugly face of the person she hated. She tried to scream as his eyes suddenly open, glowing fiery red, and reached a clammy hand to her neck, choking her as she tried to get away. She screamed, but the sound muffled by the waves, and she swallowed the water. Sputtering, she tried to swim away. She pried the hands off her neck and swam. But he grabbed her hair and pulled. From afar, three carcasses floated, she screamed again. It was her mother, her father, and her brother… She tried to flee from the cold grasps. Her family was begging her, they were crying, even though there was water around them. Her brother was reaching for her, his hair was falling out, and her mother's face was slowly fading, revealing the white of her skull. SO was her father. They surrounded her, and then there was darkness, but she still screamed. She screamed for dear life. Then---

Light.

She awoke, in the light of the pale moon. Under the pale moon's light, she was crying, tears stinging her skin, trickling from her green eyes full of fear. She saw Kori's face. He was crying also. His sob was silent. He stroked her hair as he whispered.

"Shh… All is well now…"

"Kori, I was so afraid…"

"I know… I could feel you, I could feel it, I know." He buried his face in her hair, crying with her, as she said what happened in her nightmare. Rain was pouring outside, the branches of the tree swished on her window with a nasty sound.

"They were all around me… K, oka-san, ottou-san, and Shinji… They were all around me and they were begging me to save them. Is Shinji okay? Is he still alive? Why was he begging me to save him? Why Kori?!"

"Hush, my dear. All is well, don't worry."

"Underneath the water, they never wanted me... I saw that they never wanted me. I saw their faces. I was always so different. I was so cold. I saw their hatred. I saw it. They hated me for letting them die. I never contained my silence. I never did what they asked me to. Shinji was alone. They took me away from him, and I let them do it… They hated me for what I did Kori! THEY HATE ME!!! WHY CAN'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE?! STOP EVRYTHING KORI!!!"

Kori couldn't say anything. He couldn't do anything. And he left the answers hanging in the air. He sobbed. He mourned for her soul. And he endured the pain Ai had inside her. It was not easy to see someone cry. Specially Ai.

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This is what happened in the past. To enlighten you guys a little, I shall show you some bits of information, so as not to get confused… But this is going to get you guys confused more if you don't put two and two together… Which I thoroughly enjoy… Evil laughter

The sun was bright that day. Everything seemed normal. A woman in her early thirties was holding the hand of a small child with her soft curls hidden from the sun with a bonnet. They were walking on the grass, hand in hand, while the wind flew through their hairs. The child giggled as her older brother tumbled on the surface of green, laughing as his father tackled him. They were a happy family, as you can see. They never knew of any tragedy. They never expected something would happen on that day. They never knew all of this would suddenly stop. All they knew is that they were happy.

As the night came, creeping all over them, the child whimpered in silence as gunshots came rumbling from nowhere. The car they were riding in had stopped; her father was shouting, her mother was crying, her brother was struggling, and all she could do was cry. That was her last touch from her mother, as she was dragged away from her.

"Don't lose hope, Ai. Never give up! Never cry!" Her mother had whispered these words to her as she let go of her hand. She screamed for her mother's name. She cried and cried as she said yes, as she agreed for her mother to be taken away. She could not do anything. What could a four-year old child do? She watched as the man who took her mother away come nearer to her. His face could not be seen, for everything around them was dark, and the only light present, was from their car's headlights. She could hear her father's yell, her brother's sob, and her mother screaming behind the man who was slowly creeping towards her.

"Run Ai! Now! Run and never look back! Now!!!" It was her mother's voice. And the next thing she knew, she was running, and running, and running, she did as she was told, and never looked back. She could not look back. The darkness swallowed her. And as she escaped, she heard her mother's pleadings. She knew she was being followed. She ran faster. In the distance, her father's yell echoed, her mother's voice joining him, her brother could not be heard.

The last of her parent's voice haunted her as she ran, deep into the forest, and finally, she collapsed. The next thing she knew, she was up on her feet again, hiding behind a tree. Her heart thumping in her chest, she calmed herself. She fought back tears. "You cannot cry!" She told herself sternly, but it hurt to be not able to cry. Her feet stung, as she stepped on the wood under the pale moon's light. She was alone in that circle of trees. She stopped. She listened for the noise. Beyond this cluster of trees, she thought, my mother and father, and brother would be waiting for me. Stubborn as she is, she ran back, with one thought: I want to see them again, dead or alive.

As she went back the long way, running, gasping for breath, she saw her nightmare in front of her eyes. All innocence in her drained away, everything seemed to fade away as she fell on her knees from afar. The men were still there, and she hid behind the dumpster, watching as her mother gasped for dear life, and was repeating her name: Ai… My child Ai… My baby Ai…

She could not fight the tears as she looked at her father's empty face, his green eyes glowing and staring into the darkness. Her brother was gone. She was alone. She was alone now, and she promised to herself and her parents at that moment, that she would never cry. And that she will find her brother.

She huddled, hugging her knees to her chest. She picked up the tatters around her, which was her red dress, and waited. She did not want her mother to grief if she saw her hurt like that. She could not let her mother see her hurt before she died.

She watched, tears still falling, as a boy older than her brother approach her parent's body. She was afraid. She was so afraid. He had a gun. And she was afraid he would kill her. He turned his head in her direction and he stood up. She cried. It was her uncle. When he picked her up, she cuddled in his warmth, seeking for something she felt but could not express… At first she thought that was the end of her life…

But it was only the beginning.

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Kurosaki Hisoka and Tsuzuki Asato came to school the next morning, late and exhausted. They had been running all night all through Tokyo, until Watari called again and apologizing. It was a false alarm, much like Rei's. They were thankful that Takenori was at school again that day, all bright and cheerful. Makino Lena was there too, her usual haughty attitude still intact and flipping her hair in the most irritating way. She and her gang of girlfriends were laughing down the corridor that morning with another group of guys. Nope, It was not Yokohama's gang. Tsuzuki brought Rei to their house that night and they almost did not get away as his family insisted for them to stay. They had been most grateful, and the two of them denied the fact that Lena had anything to do about it. Turns out, they are cousins. But they kept it secret, and the parents could not do anything about it.

They scrambled up the staircase and reached their class. Since it was Tsuzuki's class that morning, and it was Hisoka's section he was teaching in, it didn't look that weird that they knew each other than what they seem to be, arriving at the same time, huffing and looking stressed.

"Good morning." Tsuzuki beamed despite the stress. Hisoka slouched on his desk. They continued morning rituals, daily routine, and finally, when P.E. time came, Hisoka was glad to be able to pick up a kendo stick again. He changed and proceeded to practice by himself at the edge of the gym. Since they didn't have to do anything that session due to the incident of the P.E. teacher spraining his ankle, they were given permission to do anything they wanted to do.

Lena approached him, held out her stick, and smiled at him with pride strewn all over her face. Hisoka smiled back, and accepted the invitation. He assumed stance, and so did she. Clashing, blue against green, they looked at each other with fierce confidence that the other would be beaten. They tried as they can, but both were as good as the other. And it was a sight to have a girl against a guy. The students had surrounded them and watched. Even the teacher watched from where he was playing chess, craning his neck to get a better view. Black hair flying behind her, she did not waste a single second standing by. She was different with a sword. She was swift.

When Hisoka stepped on his own clothes, tripped, and fell backwards, he let out a groan. He cursed under his breath and lied there as the crowd erupted to cheers for Lena. And Lena, smiling, went over where he was lying and cursing.

"Never knew you would be beaten, you pretty thing. But I must admit that was good." Lena said. She reached out a hand but Hisoka ignored it, getting up on his own.

"I thought you could beat her," Their P.E. teacher had come over. "If you didn't trip, you could've been the new Kendo Champion." Hisoka looked at Lena. No wonder almost all the guys liked her, and almost all the girls were afraid of her, and Rei loathed her. She was a mix of pride, cockiness, wit, and viciousness. She played rotten. Yes. Hisoka felt her hand push him a little. He felt it. They could not see it because she was quick.

"Rematch?" Lena asked. "Don't worry, I won't make it too hard on you next time." She smiled at him with a nasty glint in her eye.

Hisoka was sure to hate her now. Just the other day, she had her hand travel over one of his body parts, which he thoroughly disliked. But all he could do was look back at her with anger in his eyes, because she had been saving his ass for quite sometime now. If beating up Rei was her doing, she must have a good reason for it. And by the way she looks at him, he feels as if he really owes her. A lot.

He sighed as he changed back into his uniform and retreated to his room that afternoon. He ascended the stairs. He saw Tsuzuki dozing off in front of his door. He prodded him awake.

"What're you doing here?" He asked, rather coldly. But he didn't bother to say anything about it. After Lena, and last night's stress, he was too exhausted even to eat.

"Just checking up on you."

Hisoka just stared at him. "What is it, really?"

"I was… I wanted to… I…" Tsuzuki was lost for words. Hisoka got so impatient that he opened the door and was about to close the door on Tsuzuki.

"Wait." Tsuzuki wedged his foot between the door and the frame, and Hisoka had no choice but to let the amethyst-eyed man in.

Tsuzuki had brought dinner for both of them. He said he was too lonely in the hotel. Hisoka let him stay. Tsuzuki went all-bonkers due to the chocolates waiting underneath his bed, obviously shoved by Hisoka to conceal it, but again inu noses work quite magnificently, and was his usual genki inu self, gobbling the delicate sweets one by one, savoring the flavor.

After dinner, they discussed the case. Tsuzuki had heard about the news about their small bout in P.E. class and Hisoka blushed. Tsuzuki said it was all right. Hisoka looked out the window and saw the moon now. It was creeping out with the darkness at its tail. The light of the sun faded, and the two shinigamis watched red turn to purple.

"Hisoka…"

Hisoka turned to Tsuzuki. Tsuzuki's eyes held something secret, he could tell, but they were so beautiful, that Hisoka didn't notice that he was staring too intently.

He finally regained himself, and said, quite shakily, "What?"

"I… I want to tell you something… Really important."

"What. I'm waiting."

Tsuzuki looked at his hands. Hisoka stood up to clear the table and take out the trash, because he became so tired of all those 'um, ah, uh' words. Why couldn't Tsuzuki just say what he wanted to say? Hisoka thought to himself.

Tsuzuki grabbed his arm before he could go out of the door. "What is it? Just spit it out! If---" Hisoka was cut short as Tsuzuki pulled him close and wrapped his arms around his waist and pressed his lips against Hisoka's. Everything seemed to stop. Hisoka's heart skipped a beat. Tsuzuki's emotions came flooding him again. He was frozen on the spot, unable to do anything as he felt Tsuzuki flowing through him. The presence of sake was with Tsuzuki, and Hisoka tried to shove him away. He did it. He pushed Tsuzuki away from him. He gasped for air.

He looked at him angrily and screamed at him. It was like the first time Tsuzuki tried to say I love you to Hisoka. Tsuzuki looked at him pleadingly, no words were able to come from his mouth. Hisoka feared to say the words, which was about to come to his mouth; he tried not to for that wasn't how he truly felt. But anger overruled him.

"I HATE YOU TSUZUKI! STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!" Hisoka screamed at the shinigami in front of him. Tsuzuki looked down on the floor.

"I'm sorry, Hisoka." Tsuzuki fled into the night, engulfing his woes, and he felt all the shame come crashing into him. Such a stupid move…

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Hisoka's POV

I looked at Tsuzuki's back as he ran down the stairs, head bent low, coat riding the wind that passed from the bottom of the stairs into my room. I was crying. Yes I was. I did not want to say those words to him. I don't want to see him like that. But he left me no choice. How could I tolerate it? He kissed me. And a sudden anger held me. I didn't know why I said it. Maybe because I was too… I was still not over with Muraki. It was hard for me. And remembering it was… painful.

The door was open; I was on the floor, on my knees, and tears falling on the carpeted floor. I was hurt, just like he was. Couldn't he wait? But I didn't tell him how I felt back then. I never told him that I loved him. But since he didn't tell me anything before doing what he just did, I felt angry.

I feel sick now. The wind blew the door close and I just sat there, whimpering like a child. Why didn't I tell him? Now he thinks I'm pushing him away. I push him away because I am afraid to get hurt. What if he suddenly gets killed again, not because of mortal death, but death graver than anything? What if he suddenly disappears? What if I lose him? I can't take that! I am afraid to hurt again! But now, if I could just take that chance again, I would choose to be hurt. But this hurts more than that, I guess. Why couldn't I just say it flat out? I know what he said before. I heard him say those words. I was afraid. I was so confused.

Now, he thinks I hate him. I can't go to him right now! Curse my stupid pride! I can't face him anymore. He hates me now. He'll find someone and… I'm going to be left alone again. Why does this have to happen to me?

Why couldn't I just say it? How hard could it be?! I could hear my conscience screaming. Why do you have to be so cold? Why do you have to be so afraid? Why didn't you speak up?! Now I lost him.

I've lost him forever. And I'm begging the Lord to bring back those seconds, minutes.

I hate myself. I hate myself for not mustering enough courage to answer him back.

I've lost him… I made him feel unwanted. But that wasn't true. I stared at the moon from where I was lying. It looked so big, I wished I could go and touch it. I longed for him. There was this gnawing feeling in my stomach. It told me that I've done something I would be regretting… I don't know how long. I just knew.

You lost him forever

~To be continued~

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A/N: Hello peeps! Ahhh! Here I am again!!! Sorry for not updating for so long. I just finished this due to personal matters… Concerning the heart. Sorry. And it concerned new flames and school also. Anyway, I hope this chapter is good enough to keep you wanting for more. And I hope you guys won't get bored… Thank you; thank you for reading and for enduring this story. I kinda got stuck on some parts and due to the lack of money and lack of time to buy pre-paid cards, this chapter is late.

Thank you for those who have been reading, and if you are new, please read!!! Read!!! Please!!! And review!!!

P.S. Please review because I can't go on with out them!!! I can't live without them!

P.S.2 For those interested to be my beta, or one of my betas, please email me!!! Any of the following email addresses can be used:

1. ai_kasunagi_13@yahoo.com

2. shampoo_17@ranmamail.com

3. chaos_striker_17@yahoo.com

Questions from the chambers of Aki's insane mind:

1.Could anyone tell me what sites I can get mp3s fast?

2.Where could I buy L'Arc~en~Ciel and Gackt cds? As well as Glay and other

Jrock bands?

3.Is there a cure for claustrophobia?

4.Were could I buy cheap mangas? Second hand is fine.

5.Are any of you guys interested on any of my upcoming fics so that I could start it now by you encouraging me?

6.Would you like me to kill Kori?

7.Would you like any more information about Claire?

8.And K?

9.And Ai?

10.And the other characters? And whom do you guys want me to kill? Lena, Rei, Takenori, or… You tell me.

P.S.3 Don't worry, put two and two together, and you'll find out who the assassin is. All guesses are welcome. Please review.

P.S.4 Please don't kill me. ^_^*

P.S.5 I forgot to tell you guys, the ANC fic, OLB is going to be updated in two or three days, please wait, and I beg you to please review!!! Gravi-yami crossover will be launched in a few weeks, and if you're lucky enough and willing enough to beg me for it, I'll be launching it earlier than the said time. Till then!! RR!!! Ja!!! Thanks!!!