This chapter goes with the song 'Hello' and, it's another song by Evanescence. (Could of guessed, huh?)
Chapter 2
Mokuba's POV
I opened my eyes… And I remembered about – Seto… And, his death… I looked on my bed to see if the dog was still there, but it wasn't… It must have left…
I guess… I'm truly along now… There's no one left that will truly care for me… I never really had to many people before, - but at least I had my brother…
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I got out of bed, and walked over to the window… And I could see rain coming down outside. It was raining hard and fast…
I remember last time it rained like this… Seto and me were outside sitting out in the rain… It was so nice being with him… I wish he were still here…
I still can't stop thinking of when – I found out… that's he's – dead… In my mind I knew he wasn't dead… but I kept thinking that he wasn't… but he is…
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Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you he's (she's) not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you
Someone to talk to
Hello
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But, still… the reality of it all, doesn't actually seem real… Maybe… I'm still dreaming… Dreaming and I'm sleeping in my bed… And Seto sitting next to me, trying to comfort in my sleep…
He does that every time I have a bad dream… He's always there for me…
Maybe… I'm dreaming and the dream is trying to tell me something… But – what could it be… And, maybe I might wake up from this dream soon… Maybe Seto will wake me from this horrible dream…
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If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
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I sat down on the floor, below the window… The phone rang, and I stood back up, and walked to the phone… I picked it up…
"Hello…." I said, sounding as sad as I felt…
"Mokuba, what's wrong?" It was Yugi…
I whipped away a tear and said, "Nothing…"
"Did something happen?" Yugi said sounding concerned of me.
"No…"
"I better get off…" I lied to Yugi, which I never had before…
I just didn't want to talk on the phone… I just want to be alone… and cry…
I started to… even though in my mind I still think it's a dream…
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Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can't hide
Don't cry
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I walked out of my room, and went to the kitchen… I opened the fridge and closed it… I don't know why I opened it… It's just a habit that I have; I go to the kitchen, I open the fridge…
I turned and leaned against one of the cabinets… I looked around, and I saw a knife that lay on the counter… It made me think – about death… And wanting to be with Seto again…
And, if I were to die, I would be with him again… And we could be together with – out parents… Even though I don't really remember them, I wish I could find out what they were like…
I know that if I were to die, right now… I'd be with them… and I could be happy again. But, if I stay here, I'll never be happy again…. Because, I'll be – alone.
And that's what made me want to – die… being with my family again….
I grabbed the knife, and I looked at it… My reflection, I could see on it… I could see bags under my eyes, and tears coming down…
I was ready… I lifted the knife high, and I lunged it into my stomach… and fell to the ground… I looked at my cut, and it was deep and bleeding a lot… I dropped the bloody knife, and leaned against the cabinet…
I realize the real pain that people get when they're dying… but I know that I'll be happy in the end… I'll be with my family, and I'll never be sad again.
I closed my eyes… and thought about Seto… and my parents. I see them looking at me, and are smiling. Seto was smiling like he never had before… And my parents were holding out their arms for me to run and hug them…
"Mokuba… what happened"
I opened my eyes… and in front of my eyes was – Seto.
"Am I – dead"? I said tiredly…
Seto ran to me, sat beside me… "What did you do?"
I lifted up the knife, and showed him…
"Why did - you do that?!" Seto said to me aloud.
"To be with you, and mom and dad… " I said to my brother… "After I saw you die – I wanted to be with you… and I thought you'd be with them…"
"Saw me – die? Mokuba, what are you talking about?"
I looked at him curiously… "What do you mean? I saw that car – hit you… and you died!" I yelled at him, " – Joey and Tristan were in a car… and they weren't watching out – and they hit you… and you were – dead" I broke out into tears again…
"Mokuba, I never got hit. I've been upstairs working for three days… I wouldn't be able to get hit, if I'm inside…" he said.
"But that would mean… I was – dreaming…"
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Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday
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Seto stood up quickly, and grabbed a phone. He dialed some numbers…
I felt really tired, and pained… I felt my eyelids growing heavy… and I closed them…
Seto's POV
"Hello, my brother's in trouble… If there isn't help soon, he's going to die," I yelled coldly into the phone.
"Where do we need to go?" the person asked me.
"Kaiba Manor, be quick about it!" I yelled into the phone, hanging up…
I turned and looked at Mokuba, his eyes were closed…. I sat beside him, and shook him…
He opened his eyes slowly… "Seto… if I die – want you to know that I love you, and that I always will…" he said to me…
"Don't say that… you're going to live…" I said to him.
"I don't think so… But, Seto… I'll be with Mum and Dad…" Mokuba said… sounding weak and tired.
"But, I need you here!" I yelled out of frustration, for Mokuba's life.
"I know… I'm sorry…" Mokuba said… His eyes closing once again…
I shook him again… I can't let him die… I need him here.
Mokuba coughed a bit, and I could see blood coming out of his mouth… His head dropped completely, and his eyes closed…
I felt around his neck to see if he had a pulse… and - he didn't…
He's dead…. My brother – is dead…
I felt tears in my eyes, and for the first time in such a long time…I started to cry… I closed my eyes, and tears ran down my cheeks… I whipped them away, and looked at Mokuba…
He lay motionless, and bloody… I looked up, Out of the window… And I saw that it was raining…
It reminded me when Mokuba and me would sit outside in the rain together… and talk… and I realize we'll never do that again…
I looked down at him again. And I wanted to be outside in the rain with him, one last time…
I picked him up, and walked to the door… I opened it and carried Mokuba outside, for the last time….
I walked into the rain… just looking ahead…I stopped walking and looked down at Mokuba…
The only relative that was alive… is now dead… And, I realize I'm all alone… In a world, where no one really cares for me…
The ambulance drove in, and stopped. People came rushing out, running with a stretcher, but I didn't move…
The stopped in front of me, and directed me to put him on to it…
"Is he – still alive…" one asked me.
I shook my head no…
"We're sorry for – your loss," Another said.
I looked down at the ground, and looked back up. I put my brother on the stretcher, and one of the doctors put a white clothe over him…
They started to walk the stretcher, slowly back to the van… They lifted it up and put him in… They got in, and closed the doors…
And that is the last I saw him… They drove off slowly…
I stood there for a moment… thinking about Mokuba… and how we grew up…
I turned around and looked at the house… and then up into the sky… The rain was getting slower as the moments went by…
And after looking up for a minute or two, it was just sprinkling… And in the sky I could see, my brother… He was standing next to – my parents… And they were looking down at me, and were waving…
I looked down, at the ground… I realize that I'll be with them, too… When I die…
I walk to the front door of the mansion, and I open it… I slowly walk in, and I walk up the stairs, into my room…
I walk to my bed, and sit down, and lean against the pillows.
I took the picture of Mokuba, that I kept around my neck off… and I opened it up.
I looked at the picture, and I laid down more, and closed my eyes... and thought about that day…
...............................................The End...........................................................
That was the fic. There is the end... I'm sorry that it came and went so quickly... And that it wasn't a happy ending.
Though, I'm almost sure that I'm going to write a sequel, about Seto. If I get enough reviews telling me, I should then I will. If I don't then – I might. It all depends on if I get enough inspiration or not. (Most likely, there will be a sequel)
This suicidal fic is nothing like my other one; yes I have another one... If you'd read and review for it, I'd really appretiate it. But, if you don't, it's okay.
Kisara
P.S. Please review!