(Inu-Kagome-Thoughts.)
(Inuyasha.)
Inuyasha sits by himself on the highest branch he could jump to, His heart racing as the smell of clay and bones stained his hand.
He wanted to get rid of it, that stench. It sickened him, But he knew it was the only way he'd still remember her.
It seemed as though her face was already fading in his mind.
"Kikyo!......Don't....leave me." His voice trailed off at the disappearing image of the girl he once knew.
A girl who swore her life into danger. A girl who died on the same day he was supposed to die.
"Why couldn't I die that day with Kikyo?" He asked himself.
Then that loveable image of Kagome's smiling face caught his attention, nagging him from the back of his mind like it always did.
Inuyasha hated to keep dragging this on and hurting Kagome all the time, but no matter how hard he tried, he could never escape from those eyes. Those piercing orbs that seemed to look right into the depths of his heart, and embrace it with just once smile.
Kagome.........If I had died that day, I'd probably be reborn again in your time as Kikyo had been.
But I guess, this is for the better. I never could make a choose, Even though in my heart I knew Kagome was the right one for me, I just couldn't let go of Kikyo.
I guess I did kind of make a choose, or at least my heart, Soul, and Body did before my mind.
How could I break such a promise like that?
Guess that means I still care about you Kagome, and would choose you over everything, even when you are five years old and have no idea of all the different emotions, Well the more grown up ones we shared.
A smile came to Inuyasha's lips at the thought of this.
like on instinct and mood, a light rain started to drip from a few darks clouds in the sky. Soon turning into pouring rain.
The rain washing Kikyo's scent off Inuyasha's hand. A purifying rain as Inuyasha hardly noticed how soaked he was getting, just so relieved and finally happy that he wouldn't hurt either of the two woman he loved anymore.
'Kagome.' He thought sharply as the feel of something big about to happen gave a tingling sensation guiding her voice through his veins.
(Kagome)
Kagome thought about that familiar person Kikyo.
Somehow, she remembered her, but she didn't know why. Sort of like with Inuyasha and her other friends. But especially Inuyasha.
Everyone around her was talking and moving about, but she sat still in a corner, Wondering about her grown up self.
Suddenly noticing how young she was compared to everyone else, the child like crushes she thought meant something with Inuyasha, the playful feelings that no one understood.
This overwhelming sense of responsibility flooding her mind, making her think and feel older, then suddenly realizing how different she was from everybody else, and how it would be much easier if she wasn't there.
It all pained her so, but what pained her the most, was Inuyasha's face after he had killed Kikyo.
She was feeling faint, but she still felt it and saw his face. That utterly mortified face, like he just destroyed the person he cared most about.
But what about me Inuyasha? Everyone keeps telling me how we were in love or something when I'm more grown up.
........and now....Suddenly......Suddenly, I am small and the world is so big. But I'm not afraid, I just need to know that I can breathe when I'm reminded of you. I need to know what I am. One minute I'm acting like a kid, the next I feel the pressure of some romance triangle from a more grown up mind.
Finally, when Kagome heard the rain pounding on the roof top, Inuyasha stepped inside, drenched with the cold rain.
She was going to smile at him when he turned to look at her, but the expression on his face told her that she was the cause for the destruction of his life. The cause for the person he loved to die.
Kagome couldn't take it anymore.
"Kagome? Is everything alright?" Sango asked her the next morning, noting how she slept in the corner, curled up in a ball.
"I may only be five, but I can understand when I'm not wanted." Kagome answered very quietly as she got up and left the hut.
"Kagome!" Sango called after her, making everyone else who was sleeping stir.
Inuyasha opened one eye to scan the room, seeing Sango in a flustered rush to get out of bed, Then opened both eyes as he found Kagome nowhere to be seen.
"Sango, Where is Kagome?"
"She left!" Sango replied, her voice sounding frantic.
"She what?"
"Kagome said something about not being wanted here." Sango said, her voice trailing off.
Then it hit Inuyasha, he didn't really talk to Kagome after what happened. He left her to wonder her surroundings, until when he finally saw her since the accident.....He.
"Oh god, I didn't mean it that way." Inuyasha said aloud, a vision forming in his head of the other night, when Kagome saw him and started to smile, He had looked down on her like she was the block in his path, The claws on his hand that had swiped at Kikyo.
'Kikyo.......all of this because of my feelings for a dead girl!' Inuyasha thought solemnly.
"Sango I have to go find her." Inuyasha told Sango finally.
"Want any help?" She asked.
"Not this time. This is something I have to do by myself."
And with that, Inuyasha was out of the hut and on the trail.
He could smell her everywhere, like she had drifted slowly from one object to the next, her presence still lingering.
'Then why can't I find her? How did she get away so fast?'
Then, in the pouring rain he caught a glimpse of the silhouette of a little girl.
"Kagome!" he called to her.
But when the child turned to face him, to his horror it was the Demon witch child, That strange light enveloped around them, kagome's lifeless little body lying in the rain on the wet soggy ground.
The demon witch child was stealing her energy, her soul, her emotions, and her thoughts.
The evil child was soaking up Kagome's life like a sponge.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha called again, his hand resting on his sheathe, his feet running towards them without hesitation.
(Inuyasha.)
Inuyasha sits by himself on the highest branch he could jump to, His heart racing as the smell of clay and bones stained his hand.
He wanted to get rid of it, that stench. It sickened him, But he knew it was the only way he'd still remember her.
It seemed as though her face was already fading in his mind.
"Kikyo!......Don't....leave me." His voice trailed off at the disappearing image of the girl he once knew.
A girl who swore her life into danger. A girl who died on the same day he was supposed to die.
"Why couldn't I die that day with Kikyo?" He asked himself.
Then that loveable image of Kagome's smiling face caught his attention, nagging him from the back of his mind like it always did.
Inuyasha hated to keep dragging this on and hurting Kagome all the time, but no matter how hard he tried, he could never escape from those eyes. Those piercing orbs that seemed to look right into the depths of his heart, and embrace it with just once smile.
Kagome.........If I had died that day, I'd probably be reborn again in your time as Kikyo had been.
But I guess, this is for the better. I never could make a choose, Even though in my heart I knew Kagome was the right one for me, I just couldn't let go of Kikyo.
I guess I did kind of make a choose, or at least my heart, Soul, and Body did before my mind.
How could I break such a promise like that?
Guess that means I still care about you Kagome, and would choose you over everything, even when you are five years old and have no idea of all the different emotions, Well the more grown up ones we shared.
A smile came to Inuyasha's lips at the thought of this.
like on instinct and mood, a light rain started to drip from a few darks clouds in the sky. Soon turning into pouring rain.
The rain washing Kikyo's scent off Inuyasha's hand. A purifying rain as Inuyasha hardly noticed how soaked he was getting, just so relieved and finally happy that he wouldn't hurt either of the two woman he loved anymore.
'Kagome.' He thought sharply as the feel of something big about to happen gave a tingling sensation guiding her voice through his veins.
(Kagome)
Kagome thought about that familiar person Kikyo.
Somehow, she remembered her, but she didn't know why. Sort of like with Inuyasha and her other friends. But especially Inuyasha.
Everyone around her was talking and moving about, but she sat still in a corner, Wondering about her grown up self.
Suddenly noticing how young she was compared to everyone else, the child like crushes she thought meant something with Inuyasha, the playful feelings that no one understood.
This overwhelming sense of responsibility flooding her mind, making her think and feel older, then suddenly realizing how different she was from everybody else, and how it would be much easier if she wasn't there.
It all pained her so, but what pained her the most, was Inuyasha's face after he had killed Kikyo.
She was feeling faint, but she still felt it and saw his face. That utterly mortified face, like he just destroyed the person he cared most about.
But what about me Inuyasha? Everyone keeps telling me how we were in love or something when I'm more grown up.
........and now....Suddenly......Suddenly, I am small and the world is so big. But I'm not afraid, I just need to know that I can breathe when I'm reminded of you. I need to know what I am. One minute I'm acting like a kid, the next I feel the pressure of some romance triangle from a more grown up mind.
Finally, when Kagome heard the rain pounding on the roof top, Inuyasha stepped inside, drenched with the cold rain.
She was going to smile at him when he turned to look at her, but the expression on his face told her that she was the cause for the destruction of his life. The cause for the person he loved to die.
Kagome couldn't take it anymore.
"Kagome? Is everything alright?" Sango asked her the next morning, noting how she slept in the corner, curled up in a ball.
"I may only be five, but I can understand when I'm not wanted." Kagome answered very quietly as she got up and left the hut.
"Kagome!" Sango called after her, making everyone else who was sleeping stir.
Inuyasha opened one eye to scan the room, seeing Sango in a flustered rush to get out of bed, Then opened both eyes as he found Kagome nowhere to be seen.
"Sango, Where is Kagome?"
"She left!" Sango replied, her voice sounding frantic.
"She what?"
"Kagome said something about not being wanted here." Sango said, her voice trailing off.
Then it hit Inuyasha, he didn't really talk to Kagome after what happened. He left her to wonder her surroundings, until when he finally saw her since the accident.....He.
"Oh god, I didn't mean it that way." Inuyasha said aloud, a vision forming in his head of the other night, when Kagome saw him and started to smile, He had looked down on her like she was the block in his path, The claws on his hand that had swiped at Kikyo.
'Kikyo.......all of this because of my feelings for a dead girl!' Inuyasha thought solemnly.
"Sango I have to go find her." Inuyasha told Sango finally.
"Want any help?" She asked.
"Not this time. This is something I have to do by myself."
And with that, Inuyasha was out of the hut and on the trail.
He could smell her everywhere, like she had drifted slowly from one object to the next, her presence still lingering.
'Then why can't I find her? How did she get away so fast?'
Then, in the pouring rain he caught a glimpse of the silhouette of a little girl.
"Kagome!" he called to her.
But when the child turned to face him, to his horror it was the Demon witch child, That strange light enveloped around them, kagome's lifeless little body lying in the rain on the wet soggy ground.
The demon witch child was stealing her energy, her soul, her emotions, and her thoughts.
The evil child was soaking up Kagome's life like a sponge.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha called again, his hand resting on his sheathe, his feet running towards them without hesitation.