Okay, this isn't actually the next chapter... You know how some TV shows get a movie sometimes and the movie doesn't necessarily come in at any particular point in the TV series? Well, think of this mini-itty-bitty chapter as such. It doesn't really go here, but that doesn't mean it can't. Follow me? Plus, I wanted to drag out the suspense of everything just one more chapter --'' Okay, so this chapter didn't originally turn out as I had hoped... but I just rewrote it and I hope it now tells the 'story' that I originally wanted to tell.... If it's still overly confusing... Then I'll just remove it. But I wanted to give this chapter a chance to live...

I'm not a person to tell others my personal thoughts or feelings. Since I was little, I just got used to relying on myself to get through hard times. Not that people didn't care. They did. I just never felt comfortable sharing my thoughts. So why start now? One thing that most people don't mind sharing, in fact, most people won't hesitate to tell you - if you're their friend, that is - is their crush, or love as some put it. I hate telling people who I like. Well, actually, hate isn't the right word. Embarrassed might be better, but still not quite right. I don't know. I hate words. You can never find the right words to express your true thoughts.

For quite a while now, I've had this crush. Not that they'd ever bother to give me a second look. As far as dating's concerned.

They defy many stereotypes of the average high school student. A gorgeous blonde, but not dumb or air-headed. In fact, they get very good grades. But even though they get good grades, they aren't a geek- like me. And again, being a gorgeous blonde doesn't make them a popular, flirty sports person. Martial arts, karate to be precise, is their big after school thing. But just because they know karate, they don't go around bragging about it. In fact, they're modest and kind.

I once made the mistake of writing Rowen Hashiba loves Saige Sakura in my notebook while daydreaming. But I scribbled it out quickly. I'd hate it if Saige found out. Mostly because I know she'd reject me.

And as much as I would like to go out, I don't think I'd have the guts to ask her out. And I'd probably freeze and choke if Saige ever gave me a second glance. Hell, even one glance from that girl. But, it'll never happen. She has a boyfriend.

So? Like? Hope you liked it.. I tried to make it better... v.v' And thank you to mischakitsune and Shigeru for reviewing for chapter two.

Kelly and Arista Niara- I hope this clarifies that I did NOT intend to make Sage a girl, because I didn't.

Firestorm- And no... not the exact twist I was going for -.-''

Shigeru- You actually got what I was trying to convey... well sort of... sigh

And I appoligize that this mistake went sooo long without correction. And I'm going to get to work on the next chapter ASAP. I've started it, but I haven't finished it... yet... and I appoligize... but I sort of started reading an 82 chapter fic... and heehee, yeah sweatdrops but it was good!! Okay, enough rambling, I got to get to work on next chappie! runs off