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Rated R for violence, sexuality and language.

Story Title: Masochistic Chapter Nineteen: End of the World, Part One Author: Mosher-24

"Major! Asuka is in intensive care, and we can't find Rei!" Aoba reported. He was working frantically at his computer, typing in commands, but all the icons kept turning up as 'captured.'

"Get Asuka to 02 and send her to the bottom of the lake! Where's Shinji?" Misato yelled. Rei would have to be found, but she needed to find Shinji too. There was a sinking feeling in the bottom of her stomach, because Shinji had lost the desire to live, which meant they would probably have to force him into Unit 01.

"Shinji's on the fourth level..." Maya said softly.

"Dammit! Take care of things for me! I've got to go get Shinji!" Misato said, loading her 9mm and running through a large pair of doors and to an elevator to level four. 'Oh, God, let him be alive,' she thought.

The soldiers ran down another hallway, identical to the one before.

"This place all looks the same," one soldier complained.

"Shut up," the Sergeant replied. He had his pistol drawn and looked ahead. There was a NERV agent struggling to get up, sitting on her knees. The Sarge fired a round at her, spattering her blood across the wall to her right. She went down.

He walked up and saw she was still struggling for life, blood and spittle coming from the corners of her twitching mouth. The Sergeant stomped on her chest with his right combat boot and put two more rounds into her face, her body convulsing and then ceasing all movement.

"One more floor up, Sarge," his third soldier replied. There were only four of them all together. They were on a special mission. The Sergeant smiled and looked down a hall to his left. There were bodies all down it, all wearing NERV clothing. Blood was spattered all over, blocks of cement and dust settling on the floor.

The Sergeant led his boys down another hallway. Once he reached the elevator room, he walked around the corner and to the nearest ride. It was descending to him. His fourth soldier turned the corner and flew back in a spray of blood and bullets. Automatic fire was coming from the Sergeant's right.

His boys took care of it before he could turn. They opened up with three round bursts from their MP5s and tore the NERV guy apart. They checked the downed soldier and diagnosed him as dead.

The elevator arrived and they got in, riding it one floor up. When the door opened, they ran through the hallways, where active battle was going on, and to an unused hallway. There was a staircase and under it, a hiding boy.

"We've found the third child," the Sergeant said into his communications link. He walked up to Shinji, pulled his head up and put the gun in his mouth.

"Commencing termination. Nothing personal kid," the Sergeant said. He smiled and a bang echoed through the hallway...

Aoba ducked as the large explosion rocked the control room. The special agents entered and began to exchange fire with the bridge bunnies. Aoba gave a pistol to Maya and ordered her to shoot.

"I can't DAMMIT! These are people! Not targets!" she said, before cowering under her consol. Aoba spat at her, then took an MP5 and opened up with fully automatic fire. A few spec ops fell from his barrage, but more came to take their place.

"Damn, this looks hopeless," someone screamed. Aoba nodded in agreement and took a few more spec ops out.

Ritsuko was finishing the defenses on the magi. They had let her out of the brig only to defend NERV. She planned to do that and more. Once her firewalls were in place, she ran down a secret corridor and took a private elevator to Terminal Dogma.

When she came to her stop, she ran out of the elevator and into a large room with Lilith on her cross. Gendo hadn't arrived yet, but would be surprised when he did. Doctor Akagi loaded the pistol that she had concealed in her lab coat.

Shinji opened his eyes. 'I'm not dead?' he thought. His answer came soon enough, when another shot rang out and then automatic retaliation. Two of the spec ops fell, a third was pushed against the wall.

"No offense taken," came Misato's voice, before the report of a gun and the sound of brains splattering the wall. Shinji looked up to see Misato standing over the dead corpse of a spec op.

"M-Misato?" Shinji asked in a small voice. She turned around to him with a smile and helped him up. Shinji didn't want to get up, though, and he hung there, with his weight nowhere.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Misato asked. Shinji didn't reply. He wanted to die, to be free of the agony of living.

"Get up," Misato ordered. "Why?" Shinji asked.

"Because you have people counting on you," Misato yelled.

"They shouldn't rely on me... I'll only let them down," Shinji said softly. He felt so stupid... So inferior.

"Hundreds of lives are in your hands now and you're gonna sit?" she screamed at him. He didn't reply.

"You fucking wimp! You can't do anything, so why are you here? You live for something, yet you sit by like a stupid fucking vegetable while the people who love you die!" Misato yelled.

"NO ONE LOVES ME!" Shinji screamed, tears beginning to fall from his face.

"I DO!" Misato screamed back. Shinji stared at her, shock on his features. Misato looked at him with an unreadable expression, "and you're letting me down. You're just going to let me die."

Shinji stood up and looked at her, before answering, "where do I have to go?" Misato grinned and led him through unused passageways to the EVA cages. Unit 02 was gone, Unit 00 and 01 were sitting idly.

"I want you to get into 01 and get out of here so you'll be safe. I fear there is more to come," Misato said, hugging Shinji. She grunted.

"What's wrong?" Shinji asked her. She shook her head and gave him a deep, passionate kiss, biting his lip.

"That was an adult kiss. We can finish the rest later, okay?" Misato said. Shinji stared at her, shocked. She pushed him into the entry plug and had it inserted into Unit 01 before falling to the ground in a heap. She looked at the ceiling as 01 launched.

The cage rumbled as the massive Eva shot to the surface. Her vision began to go purple and her pain subsided. A pool of blood was forming around her body.

'Shouldn't of been so careless when I attacked those Spec Ops,' she thought. Kaji flashed through her mind before she died.

"Misato! MISATO!" Shinji screamed. He was staring down as the Eva went up the elevator. He had blood on his shirt where she had hugged him. That was what the kiss was, just a distraction so Shinji wouldn't know and she could get him into the plug.

"No..." he whispered softly, tears falling from his face and dissipating in the LCL. Misato was gone, because she tried to save him. Another one bites the dust.

Everyone I love dies... Misato, Rei, Asuka, Mother... dad... Shinji didn't consider the man alive to be his dad. That man killed his father a long time ago. Shinji wept as he shot to the surface, that's when Asuka's screams started.

For the past four minutes, Asuka had been whooping the Mass Produced Eva's that had shot from the sky. There were nine of them. She had attacked those white fuckers like she had no tomorrow. Her mother was with her, the soul inside 02.

Asuka jumped over one, split its head and stabbed another with the progressive knife. Blood was flying through the air, her paint on the art this battle was turning out to be. She was smiling and cursing in German at her enemies, the long faced, long tongued white EVAs.

"BAKA!" Asuka yelled as her Eva went dead. Her cable had been severed earlier against the Internal Japanese Government's artillery. She had used up her five minute limit and now her Eva sat idly.

The EVAs she thought she had dispersed began to regenerate, for they had S2 engines hidden within their cores. All nine soon ganged up on her and skewered her head. Blood shot from 02's face and Asuka screamed, because she was still in synch with it.

The white enemies then got on all fours and began to devour 02, limb by limb. They ripped open the guy, and ate the intestines and the spleen, ripping her kidneys out. Asuka screamed and cried and arched her back in agony.

The nine EVAs soon had 02 dissected and broke her ribs and squashed the heart in a gush of blood. They took the torso of 02, ripped open and bleeding, and flew into the air with it.

Shinji had ascended to the surface by then, and had watched this, his eyes twitching, but unblinking. His arms were going numb, as was his entire body. Something flashed before his eyes. His life.

It was pathetic and small and now he was pissed. In fact, he was FUCKING pissed. He tensed up completely, veins showing up on every part of his body. His eye opened wide, the pupils going to tiny dots in his iris. Shinji screamed, growled, and roared at the same time.

01 screamed also, shooting to the sky. It went to the fetal position in the air, then shot back, spreading its arms and legs wide. Wing of pure energy shot from its back and caught the wind.

The Eva flew in a circle before descending on the EVAs. Shinji spoke, but it was in a deep, demonic roar.

"Die."

Gendo put his hand on Rei's bare breast, over her heart. She looked up at him with an icy stare, but he wasn't shaken. In moments his hand began to sink into her. She gritted her teeth as Gendo's arm sunk deeper into her. As he hand reached her heart, they began floating into the air.

"It's time, Rei. Time for third impact," he said. She didn't reply. Gendo put his hand on Rei's bare breast, over her heart. She looked up at him with an icy stare, but he wasn't shaken. In moments his hand began to sink into her. She gritted her teeth as Gendo's arm sunk deeper into her. As he hand reached her heart, they began floating into the air.

The two floated past the walls of Terminal Dogma to the room with Lilith. A bullet ripped through the air and stopped and fell, an orange shield rippling in the air.

"An A.T. field, should of known," Ritsuko muttered. She knew it was over. Gendo and Rei landed, his arm still soaked into her body. Gendo drew a gun from his pocket with the free arm and shot Akagi without a word.

The bullet ripped through her skull, turning her vision black and spraying grey matter into the LCL lake before she plunged in. Her body floated uselessly and absolutely dead.

Gendo then continued his ascent to Lilith.

Thoughts were racing through Rei's head. She missed Pilot Ikari. Missed him with the pit of her stomach, and wanted him with all she had, but Commander Ikari was driving her to the angel.

"No, I don't want to go," she said softly. Gendo didn't even bother to reply. He was too close to Yui. Too close to heaven to stop.

Aoba fell to the ground, a bullet wound in his stomach. He was bleeding profusely and Maya was dead. Kozo was slumped in his desk, a bullet wound through his head. The spec ops sat and laughed as Aoba twitched in pain and agony. He spat some blood up and looked to his right.

His blood had pooled and spread across the control room floor. His vision went black with the last thought of, "I'm sorry to whatever God I offended."

"When the end is come And death is one Remember only mother and offspring Will rise the sun."

That was the last thing Rei heard before Gendo touched Lilith and both were absorbed into her. That's when everything started...

Gendo was all of a sudden standing in front of Shinji's Eva. The enemy EVAs were gone. 01 was out of his control, and reached down and grabbed Gendo into his hand. The Commander looked happily at the cameras.

"I love you son," he said before 01 bit his head off.

"NO!" Shinji screamed. He felt strange. He felt like he was melting...

Continued... Author's notes: This one is shorter, but I hoped you liked the content. The next chapter will be the last, then an Epilogue afterwards. Please stick around!

Next Chapter: End of the World, Part Two.