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Chapter 3


"Oh boy oh boy oh boy!" Beast boy laughed to himself, as he plopped down onto his bed, Raven's Diary in his hands. He examined it. All that was on the cover was the label "Raven's Diary" and a silver lock.

Beast boy grabbed a paperclip off his nightstand, and unbent it into a crude hook. He stuck it in the lock, and jiggled it around a bit. He felt the lock give, and he yanked it off.

"Cheap diary locks," he smirked, looking at the open lock laying in his palm. Shoving it aside and tucking his makeshift lock pick behind his ear, he eagerly opened Raven's Diary to the first page.

Raven's Diary
PRIVATE!!!!
DO NOT READ UNDER
PENALTY OF DEATH!

"Okay..." Beast boy muttered to himself. Raven always was a bit of a melodramatic, but he couldn't help thinking that she just might carry out the threat.

He turned the page, and began to read.

September 19th

You may wonder why I, Raven, am bothering with something so trivial as a diary. I will tell you, diary, why I am bothering with you.

Robin gave you to me for my birthday, which is today. He said, "You scarcely ever express your emotions, Raven. Try writing them down. It might help you."

Stupid Robin. He has NO idea of what would happen if I expressed my emotions like normal people. All my slips so far have been relatively minor, blowing out lights, the Gamestation exploding, taking over the tower when I was afraid...

"Those are minor??" Beast boy asked himself in amazement. They sure seemed pretty big to him.

But really, the Titans have no idea what could happen if I expressed my emotions freely. Neither do you, diary. Although I will never tell the Titans, I suppose I will tell you, if you are to help me express myself.

I could destroy the city.

And it wouldn't even be hard, either. If I laughed without control on my emotions, all the windows in the Tower could blow out. If I cried outside of my room, the roof could cave in. I could destroy all my friends in a heartbeat. They have no idea what it feels like to have such power, and have to struggle to keep it under control constantly. None of them have any idea.

Starfire comes pretty close, though. Apparently, on Tamaran, infants cannot control their powers. They fly, shoot starbolts, and pick up heavy things as their mood fluctuates. So she does understand me, somewhat.

Starfire's my best friend, I think. With her help, I can express my emotions more readily. I can relax more, and enjoy life now, to an extent.

Look at me, rambling on about my troubles to a pointless book. Well, at least you can't go and tell anyone. So I guess I might continue some other time.

-Raven

"Wow," Beast boy said aloud, coming back into reality. "I had no idea."

All this time, she was being dark and mysterious for their safety. She could blow out the city! And she wouldn't even have meant to! No wonder she was meditating all the time, making sure she could control her emotions at all times.

Beast boy shook himself, and settled back down to continue reading. He casually flipped through the pages, looking for something good. He stopped at a mention of Starfire, and began to read again.

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The next few chapters will be entries in Raven's diary, just so you know. Please review! It really brightens my dull summer!
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Hint of things to come: Beast Boy reads something that he really didn't expect...