A/N: Warning: Raven is probably way OOC in this chapter, but what else can I do? I have to move the plot along somehow...

Oh, by the way, anyone else hear that 'Betrayal' is airing on July 31st? I can't wait!

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans. If I did, it would be on a lot more.

Summary: Beast boy is bored. He decides to read a book, which turns out to be Raven's Diary... BBRae

Bored
Chapter 10


Raven watched Beast Boy run from the room, remaining motionless, and struggling to contain her emotions. She opened the diary, which Beast Boy hadn't bothered to relock. She paged through it, looking remnants of Beast Boy's aura on the pages.

Beast Boy had read the first entry, the last entry, and the ones where she discovered she liked him. "At least he didn't read about when I had that dream about him," Raven thought.

Raven sighed, remembering how Beast Boy had run from the room when she had figured it out. He hadn't even bothered to explain himself. He hadn't even told her how he felt, or how he had reacted. He hadn't even bothered to pay her the courtesy of apologizing. It wasn't like she was going to hurt him! He had read in her diary how over-protective she was of him!

A mug on the coffee table turned black and melted into a depressing blob. Raven took a deep breath to control her emotions, and sighed. She had been through so much misery already, you would think she was used to it.

"I guess I thought he was different," Raven said softly, looking at the diary. She scowled. "What's wrong with me? It's not like life's a fairy tale where everyone lives happily ever after..."

"I should be furious and be mauling Beast boy right now for doing this. But instead, I feel rejected." Raven sighed dejectedly, and a lamp melted into a black blob. "Rejection must be a powerful emotion," Raven thought tonelessly. "I probably need more control."

Raven soothed her mind with the thought of revenge on Beast boy, then took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and began to meditate, hovering above the couch.

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Beast Boy cautiously peered out from under his sheet at his clock. Over an hour had passed, and Raven still hadn't come to kill him.

Beast Boy tiptoed out of his bed and down to the living room, his curiosity aroused. He saw Raven meditating peacefully, and two blobs of melted metal around the living room.

"Raven must have really flipped out," he thought, examining the remains of the lamp. "But doesn't stuff usually blow up, instead of melt?"

Beast Boy looked at Raven again. "She doesn't look mad... Raven? Are you mad at me?" Beast Boy said, waving his hand in front of her face.

Raven remained motionless, hung in the air.

"Why hasn't she come after me?" Beast Boy wondered aloud, observing Raven's passive expression. "She must not be mad, but then what would she be? How can I know what she's feeling?"

"Why'd you wanna know what she's feeling, BB?" Cyborg said, entering the room.

Beast Boy jumped. "Where'd you come from?" he yelped.

"Buffing the T-Car, making her shine. Why'd you wanna know what Raven's feeling, BB?" Cyborg said, coming over.

"I think she's furious and going to kill me, and I want to make sure she's not, at least not before I can explain myself. But it's not like I can just go into her mind and find out!" Beast Boy explained.

"Can't you?" Cyborg said, cocking an eyebrow.

"No... wait! Yes I can! Thanks Cy!" Beast Boy said, running off down the hall.

"Hey! BB! Where're you goin'?" Cyborg called after him.

"Into Raven's mind!" Beast Boy yelled, his voice echoing back through the hall.

"Uh unh! Not that crazy mirror again!" Cyborg groaned. "I'm outta here!"

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Yes, Raven will get Beast Boy back eventually. But it will be later in the story. If you have any ideas of how she should get revenge on him, let me know in a review.

Hint to come: Beast Boy talks to Raven's emotions!

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