Lost was how she felt. Lost and empty. She knew that he would come back after the 2 months were over, but still, she had no idea how to survive 2 months without him, without the one person she loved...

They had fought shortly before he had left to work in another part of the USA. To tell the truth, they had been fighting for over 3 months. But it all went over without any of their friends noticing it. They hadn't fought directly...they just both where hurt by something the other had said ore done... But what hurt her most is that she knew that she had started it. The problem was that she saw more in him than just a simple friend, when she looked at him, she saw the love of her life... And she had tried so bad to get rid of that feeling that she had turned ice cold towards him without realizing it. But he had made her see, 3 days before he had gone away, for a bit more than 8 weeks. They had talked, for the first time since 3 months really talked. And they had managed to keep their friendship alive and make it trough the rain. When he left, 5 days ago, everything was ok again, for both of them. But with them being friends again and her still loving him, his absence was so much more painfull to her. She had no idea what she could do to get rid of that feeling. Her heart was breaking and her only wish was to hold him close to her, to kiss him passionately and to never let him go again. But she knew that this would never happen. They would never be more than friends. He just didn't feel the same way she did. And that hurted her, but it was nothing compared to the pain she felt everytime she turned an admire down or didn't make an appearence on dates, just because she was too afraid to destroy the little possibility of them ever coming together.

Wiping away her tears she cursed herself for crying once again. He was gone for more than a week now. When would these tears ever stopp? Suddenly she stood up and walked over to her balcony. Stepping outside she looked up to the sky. No, no more tears! She was Bulma Briefs damn it! And she refused to cry one more tear because of Vegeta being away for 2 months. "He's not death damn it! True, he's way for some time now and I miss him! But I'm still here, and I wont turn down my other friends anylonger! These are my summer vacations and I shall rott in hell if I don't enjoy them!"

Sorry guys that these chappi is soooo short...but I haven't got any reviews jet...so I see no need in making my chapters longer...but it's for you to change that...