This takes place before Ellie's 11th grade year; Sean and Ellie are not
together. There will be some interesting couples in this story. Please
be patient with me this is my first story. This is somewhat written in
diary form.
Diary,
You're the newest addition to my journal collection. So I figured I might as well fill you with a bunch of useless information. I look at my arms and for some reason the comments of people just float into my mind.
"What were you thinking?"
"Are you okay?" I wish people would just forget everything that happened last year. None of them know exactly what happened, in fact sometimes I don't know what happened. I was lost the cuts were the only things I had except for my so- called friends. If it weren't for that know it all Paige I might still have some freedom. But between my now sober mother and Ms. Sauve I am answering questions 24 hours a day. Well I guess Paige did kind of help me but if she tries and interfere one more time I'm going to kill her... I think. Well I'm gonna try and get some sleep. Wait I just looked at the clock, there's no point now it's 5:00, I didn't even notice. I guess since I'm up I might as well start getting ready. Ashley is picking me up we are going to go hang out at Craig's at about 8 or 9 I can't remember. A/N Craig is just friends with them. Well I got to go bye.
Ellie
LATER
I'm just finishing my hair, when the doorbell rings it must be Ashley I fell asleep earlier so it took me longer than it should have. I hope my mom is awake so she get the door, it rings again I guess not. I run down the stairs to get the door and nearly fell on my face. Yep it's Ashley. I look around the house looks dead. I think Ash has noticed this to. I direct Ashley to go sit in my room; I'm going to figure out where my mom is. I look around for a little bit, my mom is nowhere in the house, so I write a note really quickly Mom, Went with Ashley to Craig's house be back this afternoon. I'll call if anything happens.
Ellie I run back up to my room to finish my hair really quickly. I walk in to find Ash completely amazed. She darts her eyes at me. "What did I do this time" I yell trying to figure it out. "You went to the mall without me, I can tell you bought a new outfit." "Oh that no my mom picked it up while I was at The Dot trying to get a job, she says she's proud of me or something," I reply rolling my eyes. I look at Ash and she seems to be obsessed with this outfit. It's a black long- sleeve shirt with a slash down each sleeve and a simple pair of black cargo pants with zip-off legs. "Sorry I'm just trying to figure out why you are not wearing this," Ash says obviously wanting to see how it looks. "Because I thought it was kind of weird" but I go ahead and put it on. "You look great well we better go," I finally realize I never got to finish my hair but I walk out right behind Ash.
Diary,
You're the newest addition to my journal collection. So I figured I might as well fill you with a bunch of useless information. I look at my arms and for some reason the comments of people just float into my mind.
"What were you thinking?"
"Are you okay?" I wish people would just forget everything that happened last year. None of them know exactly what happened, in fact sometimes I don't know what happened. I was lost the cuts were the only things I had except for my so- called friends. If it weren't for that know it all Paige I might still have some freedom. But between my now sober mother and Ms. Sauve I am answering questions 24 hours a day. Well I guess Paige did kind of help me but if she tries and interfere one more time I'm going to kill her... I think. Well I'm gonna try and get some sleep. Wait I just looked at the clock, there's no point now it's 5:00, I didn't even notice. I guess since I'm up I might as well start getting ready. Ashley is picking me up we are going to go hang out at Craig's at about 8 or 9 I can't remember. A/N Craig is just friends with them. Well I got to go bye.
Ellie
LATER
I'm just finishing my hair, when the doorbell rings it must be Ashley I fell asleep earlier so it took me longer than it should have. I hope my mom is awake so she get the door, it rings again I guess not. I run down the stairs to get the door and nearly fell on my face. Yep it's Ashley. I look around the house looks dead. I think Ash has noticed this to. I direct Ashley to go sit in my room; I'm going to figure out where my mom is. I look around for a little bit, my mom is nowhere in the house, so I write a note really quickly Mom, Went with Ashley to Craig's house be back this afternoon. I'll call if anything happens.
Ellie I run back up to my room to finish my hair really quickly. I walk in to find Ash completely amazed. She darts her eyes at me. "What did I do this time" I yell trying to figure it out. "You went to the mall without me, I can tell you bought a new outfit." "Oh that no my mom picked it up while I was at The Dot trying to get a job, she says she's proud of me or something," I reply rolling my eyes. I look at Ash and she seems to be obsessed with this outfit. It's a black long- sleeve shirt with a slash down each sleeve and a simple pair of black cargo pants with zip-off legs. "Sorry I'm just trying to figure out why you are not wearing this," Ash says obviously wanting to see how it looks. "Because I thought it was kind of weird" but I go ahead and put it on. "You look great well we better go," I finally realize I never got to finish my hair but I walk out right behind Ash.